Possibilities by Richard

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Each month, Jayden and I are going to journal about a different word, inspired by Marquessa Matthews. This month is Possibilities.


I’m excited by all the possibilities that graduating will bring. Not having to worry about making sure I read the books on my book list every semester (even though I picked most of them), and being able to write whatever I want are the two obvious ones. I’m excited for the raise I’ll get at work, which will make it possible for Jayden and I to be in a better place financially. I’m excited to have something written that’s actually worth pitching (and thus possibly get published).

Outside of that, I’m excited for the (extremely high) possibility of snuggles.

#Bloganuary 18

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

What’s your favorite meal to cook and/or eat?

Jayden: To cook: chicken, rice, sour cream, and cream of mushroom soup. It’s a recipe my mom adapted years ago, so it’s comfort food for me. It’s my favorite dish that I can make myself.

To eat: I don’t think this counts as a meal, but I would make one out of it. Richard makes the best sourdough biscuits. Yum!

Richard: I’ve really been enjoying experimenting with chili lately. Jayden can’t have beans, so I’ve had to change my recipe a little (celery and carrots help give it some texture). I’ve been working on a sweet, medium spice turkey recipe lately.

Making chili also means I have to get my corn bread game on point.

And as far as favorite to eat… chili is a great excuse to pull out a spork.

TMI Tuesday: January 17th, 2023

The author TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. In fact, January 17th in 2012 was also a Tuesday. So here we are with an archived set of questions.

Happy TMI Tuesday. Let’s play Hoo Doo (Who Do?). Answer the following questions and elaborate as you wish. Your answers can be real and truthful, fun and flirty, or crazy and whacky.

Who or Who(m) do you want to:

1. Play naked twister with?

2. Love?

3. Excites you beyond belief?

4. Enjoy ass play with?

5. Shower with?

6. Undress?

7. Rim?

8. Elope with?

Bonus: Who do you want to wake up in the arms of? Why?

Jayden: Well, uh, this is easy. Richard. I want to do all those things and more with Richard, and… I’ve done everything on that list except play naked twister.

(Richard decided this list was too long to make parody answers to, so he’s just skipping it, haha.)

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Happy TMI Tuesday!

#Bloganuary 17

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

Describe the happiest day of your life.

Jayden: Our wedding day. It was near perfect. Richard had a good time. My daughter had a good time. My friends and family had a good time. It was wonderful. I would do it all again in a heartbeat.

Richard: In the winter of 2020-2021, Jayden and I got snowed in together. We had just started dating, and it was a record breaking snow. We spent three days drinking tea, having snow ball fights, and snuggling (and of course, having sex). WHERE’S MY SNOW, WINTER!?

#Bloganuary 16

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

Do you have a memory linked to a smell?

Jayden: Yankee Candle’s MidSummer’s Night brings me right back to middle school. Hanging out with my neighbor (who I was hopelessly in love with) on his back porch, listening to music with that scent in the air. The first time I smelled that candle, it took me right back.

Richard: We just did a sense memory piece at grad school last week!

Cold, dark, and sweet. That’s the smell of our basement. Same as most people’s I think. But it doesn’t go with the rest of it. Sound? Plasma rifles jrrrrr, exploding fireballs, cries of pain. Touch? Cold, sharp metal. Warm skin. Taste? Bitter coffee. Sour pretzels. And all I can see is hundreds of demons, dripping with blood.

I’m 4 years old, sitting on my dad’s knee at his desk while he plays Doom.

#Bloganuary 15

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

What fear have you conquered?

Jayden: In about two years, I got a new job, left a marriage, moved out, got remarried, and started a doctoral program. By the way, I hate change. I’m much happier now, but it was very scary at the time.

Richard: I’m embracing my sexuality and writing about bisexuality and erasure in my thesis.

#Bloganuary 14

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

What is your preferred mode of travel?

Jayden & Richard: The train. We both love it, and we both hate that the passenger train infrastructure in our area sucks.

#Bloganuary 13

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

If you had a billion US dollars, how would you spend it?

Jayden: I would call a financial planner, and then quit my day job. After that, I would be looking at who needs that money the most in my life, and how can I invest it so I never have to work again?

Richard: Also call a financial planner. And I would want some very expensive Swiss Army Knives and Scotch.

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 2

Welcome back! If you missed Chapter 1, be sure to go check it out before you read today’s post! I hope you’re excited to find out what news our pet has to share. I’m sure at least some of you will be surprised. I was, too! Let’s find out…

~Jayden

(I bet he’s pregnant! ~Richard)


Chapter 2:

My pet takes another sip of his coffee as I wait for him to share his news, tapping my foot on the tile floor. I can’t even tell if it’s good or bad news. I just see how nervous he is.

Instead of saying anything, he pulls a piece of paper out of his pocket and slides it across the table. It’s folded neatly, and I take a second to appreciate that he knows how much I hate messily folded papers. It’s one of my quirks.

I open the paper and begin to read.

“Dear James Bell,

We are excited to welcome you to the Masters of Fine Arts Program at Boston University! Our semester starts on August 29th, 2022. We look forward to seeing you on campus then.”

I stop reading and look up at him.

“This is great, pet,” I say. “Is this the program you were hoping to get into?”

“Yes, Ma’am.”

“So why do you look so sad?”

“Because that’s far away from you, Mistress.”

I do some fast thinking. “It’s what, seven hours?”

“Give or take,” he agrees.

“That’s not so far.”

He whimpers. Although he’s a client, he was my first client. I started working with him, and my client base grew until I made it my full-time job, and now I have so many submissives I don’t know what to do with them all. But what I do know is that James is my favorite. I won’t ever tell him that, but it’s the truth.

“How long is the program?” I ask.

“Three years,” he says. “But I do have breaks.”

“See, it’s fine, pet. You’ll come back to me on your breaks.” My words are kind, but I feel a little hollow in my stomach at the thought of not seeing him for months at a time. I have never allowed myself to consider having feelings for my clients. They are clients, after all. It’s bad form to get too involved with paying customers, especially ones who are just so damn cute. Like James.

“Of course I will, Ma’am.”

I can see the “but” that follows in his face, but he doesn’t say it out loud until I prompt him. “But what, pet?”

“But months away is a long time.”

He’s been my client for three years. In all that time, I’ve seen him almost every week. We certainly haven’t gone more than two weeks without seeing each other. He comes over to my space, and we start with talking. He tells me everything about his week, and then we have a session. Each session is a little different, but in the end, after he leaves, I have to masturbate at least twice to relieve the pent-up feelings I have from playing with him. I have thought many times about having him make me cum, and I am sure he would, but that crosses the line between professional Dominatrix to prostitute. (For the record, I don’t have a problem with prostitution, it’s just not what I want for myself.)

“What will I do without you, Mistress?”

I tap my long nails on the table, and they make a little clicking sound as I process this information. “I think, pet,” I say slowly, “that we can do some long-distance things. We can do phone calls and video calls.”

“But what about,” he lowers his voice, looking around to make sure no one can overhear him, “our sessions? I can’t get off if I don’t have a Dominatrix to control me.”

“I can do that, pet. Don’t worry.”

He visibly relaxes. “Are you sure, Mistress? We’ve never done anything except in person.”

“We haven’t,” I agree, “but I am confident I can help you get off.”

I watch the thought cross his mind, “But you have with others?” he asks.

I nod slowly. “Does that bother you, pet?”

He pauses, his whole body going still for a moment while he processes my question. It’s one of the things I appreciate about him. He doesn’t react without thinking it through first. “No, Mistress. I know you have other pets. I am honored to be among them.”

“Good,” I say, glancing at my watch. It’s July 29th. I have one more month with my pet before he goes to school. What will we do with our remaining time?


Thanks for reading Chapter 2! Come back next Friday for Chapter 3, and don’t forget to check out TMI Tuesday every Tuesday!

#Bloganuary 12

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

What chore do you find the most challenging to do?

Jayden: Pack Richard’s lunch. I eat the same thing for lunch every day and even so, I have a list of what goes in my lunch posted on the refrigerator. Richard doesn’t like to eat the same thing every day (totally fair), so I have to really think about what I’m putting in it, and sometimes I forget stuff. Thankfully, we planned for that, and he keeps extra snacks at work. 🙂

#Bloganuary 11

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

How do you define success?

Jayden: Success is such a broad word.

Success as an author: being able to do it full time.

Success as a blogger: having enough followers. (What’s enough?)

Success as a mother: having a independent children who can take care of themselves.

Success as a partner: helping bring balance and happiness to my partner’s life.

Those are just a few. Tell us in the comments how you define success.

Possibilities by Jayden

Photo from https://marquessamatthews.com/2022/12/10/my-next-12-2023/

Each month, Richard and I are going to journal about a different word, inspired by Marquessa Matthews. This month is Possibilities.


Imagine the possibilities.

I imagine possibilities a lot. I am always imagining things. What will happen next in my life, in others’ lives? What will happen in various situations around me? I’m often wrong, but the imagining is part of the fun, and it often

As we start the new year, I am imagining the possibilities. What will this year bring?

Sometimes, it’s hard to imagine. I mean, if you had asked me a year ago what 2022 would bring, I probably wouldn’t have been right. And if you had asked me at the end of 2020, I would definitely have been wrong. And yet, here I am, much happier than I was before. In the last two years, I’ve been divorced and remarried, I live in a new place, I’m going back to school… A lot has changed. And yet, some things never do. Everything can change when you are open to new possibilities. So my goal this year… to be open to new possibilities.

#Bloganuary 10

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

Has a book changed your life?

Jayden: Sure. 100%. Whether it was my first mystery novel (Stillwatch by Mary Higgins Clark) taken out of my grandmother’s closet after her passing, or the Midnight Circus by Erin Morgenstern which I finished and literally started reading over again, there have been countless books that have changed my life.

Richard: Animorphs. Duh. I feel like (for millenials) this question has to be have an “other than Animorphs” at the end, to avoid everyone giving the same answer.

I don’t actually have a good answer other than Animorphs. I think I used all the brain power I had on this question to be flippant.

TMI Tuesday: January 10th, 2023

The author TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. In fact, January 10th in 2012 was also a Tuesday. So here we are with an archived set of questions.

Today’s TMI Tuesday was inspired by my friends at Infidelity Chronicles.

All about the wedding tackle, twig & berries, pole, fire hose, skin flute, dipstick, meat thermometer or what we all know as the penis.

1. What’s more important – length or width? Why?

Jayden: Can I say both? I want to say both. I like length that can hit my cervix and width that will stretch me out.

Richard: Having minimal experience, I’m going to say length. It just seems like there’s more to do with it, and it’s less likely to become uncomfortable.

2. Ever encountered one that was too big for you to handle?

Jayden: Nope. I’ve had bigger than I prefer, but I was able to handle it.

Richard: No. I’m clearly a total size queen. Or just only had like 3 normal sized dicks.

3. Best place to put a penis?

Jayden: In my pussy, but I would be sad if that was the only place Richard put it. 😉

Richard: In Jayden. Or on Jayden. Really anywhere Jayden related.

4. If you had a penis for a day, what would you do with it?

Jayden: Jerk off, 100%. I want to know what it feels like. And, let’s be real. I’m a pain slut, so I’m sure I would beg for some CBT.

Richard: Like, I only get my penis for another day, I get someone else’s penis, or I get a bonus penis? If bonus penis, I guess DP Jayden. If I’m about to lose my penis, I guess regular penetrate Jayden. If someone else with a penis shows up, probably suck it.

Penis Envy: Largest penis in the animal kingdom is 11 feet (blue whale)

5. You’re a penis, which love canal (that’s a vagina) would you most like to visit:
a. short and shallow
b. fall into the gap, gliding smoothly along the slick walls
c. tight suction lip-lock
d. none, I prefer the back door thank you

Jayden: All of the above. I want it all.

Richard: I no longer have a penis due to how unsexy this question is.

Bonus: What is the perfect name for your penis or a penis you use often?

Jayden: Uhh. I haven’t named Richard’s penis except to say that it’s fucking perfect. It’s too big. It hits my cervix, stretches me out, gags me when I suck it, and I feel like I’m going to be broken in two when it’s in my ass. It is *exactly* what I want.

Richard: One of my partners called it, “The Majestic Curve”

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TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

#Bloganuary 9

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

What is the most memorable gift you have received?

Jayden: Honestly, it’s hard for me to come up with stuff. When I think of gifts, I think of the gifts I give others and forget the ones I got. I think the most memorable one right now is the set of pearls Richard got me for my birthday two years ago. It was particularly memorable because he remembered me telling him that I didn’t have my own pearls and tried to steal my mom’s, so he bought me my own set. It’s not just that it was pretty jewelry (though it is), but that he remembered a conversation we had and acted on it.

#Bloganuary 8

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

How far back in your family tree can you go?

Jayden: I can trace my family tree all the way back to the Mayflower. It’s pretty cool to see it go all the way back that far. (It probably also means that some of my ancestors were awful people, but thankfully we’ve learned a thing or two over the generations.)

#Bloganuary 7

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

Write a short story or poem about rain.

Jayden:

The rain wouldn’t stop pouring outside. It had been days and days and days. All anyone wanted was a break from the rain. But mother nature didn’t comply. “Master?” I said, kneeling at my Dom’s feet.

“Yes, pet?”

“I want to be able to go outside again.”

“I know, pet,” he said, and he scritched me behind the ear.

My favorite thing to do was for Master to take me outside on my leash, sometimes making me pee outside. I loved the feeling of the cool grass on my legs and hands, tickling me as I crawled around. I loved feeling the cool breeze across my naked body. But when it rained, cool became cold and exhilarating became uncomfortable.

“Maybe I’ll make you go outside anyway, pet.”

I whimpered, but even as I protested, my pussy dripped with arousal at the thought of being forced by my Master.

TMI Tuesday: January 3rd, 2023

Dang it! We already missed the first one of the year. Ah well. Nowhere to go but up, as they say. A little late, but better than not at all.

Wishing All A Happy, Healthy, and Safe 2023. TMI Tuesday is up.

1. Who in your family is most likely to be attacked by a bear?

Jayden: If you count my family as me, Richard, and my daughter – Richard. He likes hiking slightly more than me, but the two of us go camping a lot.

If you count the family I grew up in, me. None of them are outdoorsy.

If you mean a bear, then my dad, who is one and is married to one.

Richard: Yeah. It’s me.

2. When using a urinal, where do you look?

Jayden: I can’t say that I’ve ever used one, but I would definitely be awkward and staring straight ahead, trying desperately not to make eye contact with anyone.

Richard: Right in her eyes.

3. When was the last time you actually spoke with a telemarketer?

Jayden: I couldn’t tell you. I don’t answer the calls if I can help it, and if I accidentally answer one, I immediately tell them I’m not interested and hang up.

Richard: At least several years.

4. Which vegetable would make a decent weapon?

Jayden: A large zucchini. It would make a good club.

Richard: A giant fosselized asaparagus. They’re very phallic spear shaped.

5. Do you clap at the end of an airplane flight?

Jayden: No. Why? Why would you ever do that?

Richard: This is one of the things that the internet talks about a lot but I’ve never seen in real life.

Bonus: New Year’s Resolutions, did you make any?

Jayden: Nah. I have the goals I often have, but I try not to consider it resolutions because those tend to fail. I posted about it here.

Richard: If I did, I’ve already forgotten them!

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How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

#Bloganuary 6

Hello readers! We’re here with the answer to the latest question in our Bloganuary series!

Why do you write?

Jayden: It’s a good creative outlet.

Richard: *Looks up from pile of manuscripts, critique letters, and seminar readings* TO FINISH THIS DAMN MFA!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 1

Hello readers! I am back! What does back mean? Back means that I am committing (again) to keep this blog going, and doing more than Insecure Writer’s Support Group and TMI Tuesday. Don’t worry, those aren’t going anywhere, but I want to get some more fiction out to you. So for NaNoWriMo last month, I decided to write some long-form fiction for you. I would say I aimed to write short stories, but we all know I can’t do that. It’s physically impossible for me to write something super short. So we’ll see how long it goes. The nice thing about serial fiction is that I don’t have to worry about how short or long it is. (I think my ideal length in general is novella length anyway.) So here is the first Chapter of my yet untitled story (let me know what you think of Determined Dominatrix). I’d tell you what it’s about, but I think this first chapter will give you what you need to know to get started. Trust me when I say that it’s going to be a fun read.

~Jayden


Chapter 1:

I am overwhelmed. Completely and utterly overwhelmed. I don’t know what I was thinking when I quit my corporate job to become a full-time Dominatrix, but here we are.

I pick up the hot tea in my spill-proof mug and take a sip. It isn’t too hot. Finally. I stand up, the leather thigh-high boots making a noise against the fake leather coffee shop seat. My skirt flutters down over the tops of the boots as I smooth the pleats down on the blue fabric. The sparkly black top I’m wearing falls just to the waist of the skirt. My pale skin just peeks through when I raise my arms.

I see my client walking in the door. His jeans are tight, hugging every curve of his ass. I know they are soft and don’t restrict his movement. They’re his favorite pair. His red t-shirt hides a muscular chest with just enough hair to tickle my nose when I lay against it. He sees me and his face lights up as he walks toward me. He bows his head as he approaches and greets me on one knee, taking my hand in his and kissing the back of it.

“Hello, Mistress,” he whispers.

“Hello, pet,” I say back softly. It’s early on a Saturday morning, so there aren’t many people in the coffee shop, but it’s still a display of affection that is garnering some attention. “Come sit,” I say, moving back to my seat, leaving an empty chair across from me.

He sits, and then he looks at me. “Do you need more tea, Mistress?” he asks.

Such a good submissive. “No, pet. I just filled it before you came in.”

“Yes, Ma’am.”

“Would you like something to drink?” I ask.

He nods, biting his lip a little. “Yes, Mistress.”

“Well go get it then, pet.”

He jumps a little, even though my tone isn’t sharp. I watch as he scampers off to the counter, orders a drink, takes the cup, and pours his coffee. I don’t drink coffee, but my pet is an addict. He can’t start his day until he has a cup. I feel similarly about tea, but I think coffee is disgusting, even when sweetened with sugar and milk. Even flavored coffee is too bitter for me.

When he returns, I notice that he hasn’t taken a sip yet, which is almost surprising since I know how much he wants to, and I know the heat of the liquid won’t bother him. But he’s not supposed to. He’s supposed to wait to be seated before me and ask permission. Even so, my giving him the instruction to get the drink could be construed as permission. I might even let that slide, but I would prefer he follow his protocols to the letter.

“Mistress, may I drink my coffee, please?”

“Yes, pet.”

We keep our voices low, even in the mostly empty coffee shop. I watch him take a grateful sip.

“Tell me what’s wrong, pet.”

He takes another swallow of coffee, and then he comes out with it. “I got some news today, Mistress.” He stops, seemingly waiting for me to tell him to continue.

Sometimes submissives can be such a chore. I stop myself from visibly rolling my eyes. I can tell whatever it is is upsetting him, and I may like to play at being a bitch, but I’m not actually. “Go on, pet,” I say instead. “Tell me your news.”


Thanks for checking out the first installment of my Dominatrix story! Come back next Friday to see what the news is! And don’t forget to check out TMI Tuesday from Richard and me every week!