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E is for Excuses
Amelia: March 27th
“Two?” the host says when we walk into the bar.
He looks at me. “Do you want to sit at the bar?”
“Sure,” I say, and the host gestures to the bar behind her.
“Go right ahead,” the host says. The bar is dimly lit, with everything in dark, hard wood. There are neon lights with various alcohol types listed behind the bar. I climb up onto the stool, and drape my purse over the back of my chair.
We busy ourselves with looking at a menu for a few minutes. I keep coming back to the chicken platter. It’s a whole platter of chicken (duh) cooked different ways. How can you go wrong with that? It’s made for two people, so we’d have to share… “How about this chicken platter?” I ask.
He grins at me. “I think we’re going to get along just fine.”
I can’t help but grin back.
“I’m Frank, by the way.”
“I’m Amelia,” I say. It feels weird that we decided to order a shared meal before we even knew each other’s names. But nothing about my life is normal right now, so…
We order drinks and the chicken platter, and then chat while he sips his lager and I sip my margarita. The chicken is delicious, and I am glad we ordered it, but there’s no way we’re going to finish. I definitely didn’t eat half!
When we head out of the bar, there’s a moment of awkwardness. “So,” he says, “can I, uh, get your number?”
I smile at him. I don’t have a reason not to give it to him, do I? I don’t know. I’m all messed up. But I also don’t want this to be like the movie Serendipity. It’s already becoming dangerously close to Rom-Com. “Give me yours,” I say, taking a deep breath.
I hand him my phone with the new contact screen open. He types in his name and number and hands the phone back to me. Frank Blackwood. He smiles at me. “Did you take the train, or are you parked somewhere?” he asks.
I took the train. One of the many benefits of city living is being able to take the train wherever I want to go. He drove into the city because he lives just outside of it. He walks me to the train station. I find that I don’t want the night to end, but I can’t invite him back to my place. The thought is ludicrous.
“Can I…” he lets his voice trail off. I don’t know what he wants to ask. I’m kind of afraid.
“I need to…” but my voice trails off, too. I don’t know what I need. I need to go home. I need to get some sleep. I need to get through the next two days unscathed, which is almost impossible.
“Can I take you to breakfast tomorrow?”
Tomorrow is Saturday. Normally, a Saturday morning… but that train of thought goes nowhere. There’s no normal for me now. I shake my head. “No, I’m sorry. I just can’t right now.”
“Oh, okay. Um.”
“I’ll text you,” I say.
He nods. “Okay. Well, it was really nice to meet you, Amelia.”
“It was nice to meet you, too, Frank.”
And it was really nice, but it was a fantasy. I blip in my crazy life. Part of me wants to go back to his place and forget that my life is what it is. But I can’t do that. There’s just no way. Maybe it’s an excuse, but it’s my reality.