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Hi everyone! My name is Jayden Vincente (or J. R. Vincente) and I am an author of erotic fiction. I’ve been writing for over 15 years and published my first novel in 2015! I am active in the BDSM lifestyle and have been focusing my writing on Dominant and submissive relationships. My husband (and Dom), Richard, often writes with me on my blog. We enjoy writing together, but we haven’t ventured into writing a novel together (yet). Maybe someday. Please check out my published works, but also look for links across the top for long-form stories on the A to Z Challenge pages, as well as Short Story Collections I’ve written. All are guaranteed to make you squirm in your seat. 😉 Enjoy!
What would you do with the sudden opportunity to explore any facet of sexuality and BDSM with no judgment, prejudice, or dangerous consequences? In Mara’s community of Zebulon, that’s what she’s about to find out. With endless possibilities for exploration, she’s asked to work on a special assignment—an offer that will change the course of her life.
Welcome to Chapter 10 of my Dominatrix Series! If you haven’t read the previous chapters, you might want to start back at Chapter 1. Ready to find out if Mistress gives in to her own desires? Read on to find out!
~Jayden
Chapter 10:
I can’t kiss him. I shouldn’t kiss him. But goodness, it’s so hard not to.
He finishes licking the cum off my neck and pulls back, looking down over my body, seeing if he got it all. “Mistress, would you like me to wash your bra?”
He’s seen me topless before; most of my clients have at parties and such. It’s a common occurrence to swim naked in the summer. But this is different.
I blink a few times, thrown off and feeling out of my element. “Yes,” I say, and my voice is breathy. “You should always clean up your messes, pet.”
“Yes, Ma’am,” he says.
He reaches around me and unhooks my bra more smoothly than I expect. He pulls the bra straps down over my arms and removes the garment.
His breath catches as he sees my nipples, hard with arousal. I can see him reach toward them, but he stops himself at the last second and drops his hands to his sides. “I’ll just go wash this in the sink, Mistress.”
I want to call after him. I want to use my confident Dominatrix voice to tell him that my panties are also dirty and need to be washed. I try to tell myself it’s just because hand-washing lace is a pain in the ass. But I don’t think that’s actually it. I don’t call after him. I bite my tongue. And when he comes back from the bathroom, I have put on a bathrobe. Thin fabric separates my body from his sight, making me feel more secure.
“Mistress, I’ve hung your bra in the bathroom. It’s all clean, Ma’am.”
“Thank you, pet.”
“Of course, Mistress. Thank you. You were right. That was the best orgasm I’ve had in at least a month, probably longer.”
I smile at him. “I’m glad.”
He drops down onto his hands and knees and crawls over to me, his collar still on. “Mistress,” he says.
“Yes, pet?”
He rests his head on my thigh. “I don’t want to leave you.”
I pet him, smoothing his messy hair and gently running my fingers along his shaved face. The little bit of stubble there scrapes against my fingers. I want to know what it would feel like to have it scrape along my inner thighs. “What do you want, pet?” I say, turning it back to him.
“I want to stay here and worship you all night long.”
“How would you worship me, pet?” He knows the rules. He knows that I’ll fuck him with a plastic dildo, but I won’t let him get me off. I won’t let him fuck me. He knows that.
He shrugs. “However you want me to, Mistress.”
“That’s a cop-out, pet.”
He blushes a bit. “I-I don’t even care, Mistress. I just want to be with you.”
“How’s your ass, pet?”
“From the caning or the fucking, Mistress?”
“Both,” I say with a smirk, glad to be on safer ground.
“It hurts, from both.”
“Is that a good thing?”
“Yes, Ma’am. I love it.”
“Would you like some lotion on your ass, pet?”
“Yes, Ma’am. Please,” he adds.
“Get up on top of the cage and present your ass, pet.”
He does as he’s told, and I get the lotion. It’s nice and cool, and I start to smooth it onto his ass. It’s still warm and red from the caning. When I’m all done, I notice that his cock is getting hard again.
“You’re insatiable, pet,” I say, gesturing to his cock.
“I know, Mistress. I can’t help it when I’m with you.”
I smile. It’s flattering. “Thank you, pet.”
He smiles back.
I run my fingers down between his legs, which he spreads for me immediately.
“Mistress,” he groans, “what are you doing?”
“I want to make you cum again.”
“Again?” he echoes immediately.
“Yes, pet. When you leave here, I want you to be so satisfied that you don’t even want to cum on Wednesday.”
“Come see you?” he asks, misunderstanding me.
I chuckle. “No, orgasm. I expect to see you on Wednesday.”
“Mistress, I want to spend every second I can with you. I would see you every day until I leave if I thought you would have the time for me.”
I run my hand along his hair again. “I know you would, pet. I know you would.”
Each month, Jayden and I are going to journal about a different word, inspired by Marquessa Matthews. This month is Gratitude.
I’m just going to try to list a couple things once a week or so. I might rewrite it into a more coherent post, or just leave it rambly.
The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.
This week’s TMI Tuesday idea is brought to you by Mistress Gail who was inspired by the handy little app that allows you to add anything to your Amazon gift list–the universal wish list button.
Let your imaginations run free because we want to know what secret something or someone you’d add to your wishlist.
1. We all know and love a Top 10 list, who or what is number one on your wishlist?
Jayden: A house. This apartment is too small, haha!
Richard: I just want grad school to be over.
2. Tell us 2 naughty things you’d put on your wishlist and 2 more naughty or nice things you’d add to the list.
Jayden: A cage and a thumper are the top of my list. For my other wish list items, I’m waiting to see how things go with our new RV. I’m sure I’ll want things for that!
Richard: A service sub and a violet wand. A pipe organ! Stargate Blu Rays.
3. Your order has been mixed up and instead of your selected gift you receive Fireman Sam (see http://mollysdailykiss.com/2011/12/07/inflation/). What do you do?
Jayden: I’m sure there’s something funny we could do with it.
Richard: The link is broken. What do you use a broken link for? Poorly securing a fence…
4. The miss-delivery is sorted and you get the right order. Because of the mix-up you’ve also received a free gift voucher for one of many new accessories available to enhance your new wishlist item. What do you choose?
Jayden: I would love to get the thumper from above.
Richard: An extra long cord.
5. Your best friend arrives at your back door just as the courier (who is to die for) arrives at the front door with your accessory delivery. What do you do? (choose one)
a) usher your friend away because it’s ALL YOURS! and you can’t wait, let alone share
b) tell your friend to come inside with the intent to have them join in
c) what the heck, two’s company, four’s an orgy! (invite the courier in as well)
Jayden: It depends on the friend, but most of my friends, probably b. I might not use it in front of them, but we’d definitely look at it together!
Richard: I think most of my friends would appreciate an extra long cord and a sci-fi sex toy, B.
Bonus: Do you have a real wish list in the works? If yes, what’s on it?
Jayden: Sort of. The two naughty things above are realistic in the future, just not right at the moment.
Richard: I have an Amazon wish list. It’s mostly knives, sporks, and watches.
TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
We’re excited to be back with the A to Z Blog Challenge! I’ve been writing for this challenge since 2016 and you can check them out here. I’ve done all sorts of things from a fun play on words with Adalene Ashland, the artist who loves anal in 2016, a choose-your-own-erotic-adventure in 2017, opening scenes to 26 different romance stories in 2018, character vignettes in 2019, world building in 2020, and then Richard joined me in 2021. We wrote several week-ish long stories in 2021, and then went back to world building in 2022.
And how does resilience and kink mix? We are going to write short stories (they could be anywhere from 1-6 posts long) about how resilient our submissives are in their bdsm relationships. Stay tuned for those stories to start April 1st!
Welcome to Chapter 9 of my Dominatrix Series! If you haven’t caught up on it, you might want to start back at Chapter 1. Let’s see how Mistress gives James the best orgasm he’s had in a month!
~Jayden
Chapter 9:
I pull the dildo out of his ass and tell him to turn around.
He does, moaning.
“How dirty is my pet today?” I ask, looking down at the cock bobbing in front of me. I know he makes sure he’s clean before our sessions, and I don’t see anything on the dildo.
“However dirty you want me to be, Mistress.”
“Suck your ass off my cock, pet.”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says. I can almost feel the tremor of disgust go through him, but I know he loves it. He wants to be made to do things like this. He doesn’t want to admit he wants it, but we both know he does.
He takes the dildo into his mouth and carefully licks and sucks it, just as he did before we started. When he’s got it all clean, I stop him and tell him to get on his back, legs in the air.
Once he’s settled, I almost lay on top of him to get the dildo into his ass from this position. “Oh god,” he groans when I get it in. “Thank you, Mistress,” he moans.
“You can cum now, pet,” I tell him.
I pull my upper body back as far as I can so he can get to his cock. He starts to stroke it in time with my thrusts. I know this position doesn’t hurt as much on his ass, but I want to feel him lick his cum off my breasts.
“That’s it, you dirty whore. How does it feel to have my big cock in your ass?”
“So good, Mistress. Thank you.”
“Such a pathetic little bitch, jerking off while I fuck you. You’re so pathetic you can’t even cum without me hurting you, can you?”
“No, Mistress. I need you.”
I feel my cunt spasm with arousal when he says that. Shit. That’s not supposed to happen.
“Thank you, Mistress. Thank you.”
I can feel his muscles tensing under me as the warm cum hits my chest. He gets some on my bra, but I don’t care. It gets all over my cleavage, my stomach, and up near my throat. “Good boy,” I say, and I thrust the dildo deep into his ass and hold it there while his cock spasms the last of his cum out.
He has a bit on his chest, but he did a good job aiming for my body, even with me on top.
“Good boy,” I say again.
“Thank you, Mistress,” he pants, opening his eyes and looking at me. “Thank you.”
I know there’s more to his words in this moment than a thank you for letting him cum just now. “You’re welcome, pet.”
When his cock has stopped spasming, I pull the strap-on out of him and then unhook it from around my thighs. “I’ll take that for you, Mistress,” he says, taking it when I nod. He enters the bathroom, and I hear the water running as he cleans it.
“Hurry back,” I call. “This cum isn’t getting any warmer.”
I lay down on the couch, and he comes and kneels beside me. “Mistress, may I?”
“Yes, pet.”
He moans softly as he starts licking cum off my belly. His tongue swirls into my belly button, and I can’t help but giggle. He works his way up to my bra, licking it right off the fabric. “I’m sorry I got cum on your bra, Mistress.”
“It’s okay,” I say. “You can clean it for me when we’re done.”
“Yes, Mistress. Of course.”
As he licks over my cleavage, he ends up licking my neck. This is one of the more intimate things we do, especially when he’s licking so close to my mouth. In three years, I’ve done every imaginable thing to him. I’ve pissed on him. I’ve beaten him. I’ve fucked his ass with a strap-on. I’ve made him lick his own cum up off the floor. I’ve made him kiss my feet. But we have never kissed. I am overcome with the desire to find out what his lips feel like against mine. It’s been a long time since I’ve kissed someone. Dating as a Dominatrix is hard, and I don’t kiss my clients. It’s been so long. Fuck.
Each month, Richard and I are going to journal about a different word, inspired by Marquessa Matthews. This month is Gratitude.
I try to start every day with gratitude. Every morning, I give thanks for all the wonderful things in my life. Even on the worst days, there are so many good things I have, and I am always grateful for them. My parents did their honest best to raise me, and I think they did a damn good job. I love them both (and the bonus parents I’ve had). I have amazing friends, whom I love dearly. I was blessed to have found a partner young and have my daughter when I was in my early 20s. I adore her more all the time, and I can’t wait to see the adult she grows into. And now I am so ever grateful for my partner in life: Richard. I didn’t understand what I was missing until I met him, and I am so thankful that he’s here with me every day, supporting me, pushing me, and loving me.
The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.
This week’s TMI Tuesday consist of questions pulled from various TMI Tuesday posts from the year 2010. If you played with us back then and already answered these questions, feel free to reproduce your answers. It’s fine, there are a lot of new TMI Tuesday players. Of course, things have changed over time so you could give all new answers to the questions, too.
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The link after the question, is the URL of the blogger that created that TMI Tuesday question(s).
1. November 23, 2010 – Have you ever shared sleeping accommodations with someone of the opposite sex without anything steamy happening? (www.playfullyyours.blogspot.com)
Jayden: I have, many times, actually. Even back to my single days (so, uh, high school?), I remember sharing a hotel room with a guy and we stayed up and talked all night long. Nothing happened, though I desperately wished it would at the time. Now I don’t even remember his name.
Richard: Yeah. I was there to watch out for ghosts. There were no ghosts.
2. November 9, 2010 – When it comes to swinging or partner swapping, which would excite you more, watching or being watched? (virtualsin.wordpress.com)
Jayden: Hmm, I’m not entirely sure. Probably being watched, though I get self conscious. I like feeling self conscious though. Somehow it’s sexy for me.
Richard: Being watched for me too. I feel like that’s a general feeling not related to swapping though.
3. November 2, 2010 – Would you vote for a candidate caught in a sex scandal? (virtualsin.wordpress.com)
Jayden: Yeah. I don’t particularly care about candidates’ personal lives. I am also sure that anything done would be blown out of proportion.
Richard: I guess it depends on the sex scandal. Probably, as long as it’s not something absurd like a ritual sacrifice sex cult.
4. October 11, 2010 – Do you masturbate to porn, and if so, what is your favorite genre? (virtualsin.wordpress.com)
Jayden: The only two times I can remember masturbating in the last two years have been for Richard’s amusement, and we weren’t watching porn. Prior to that… I didn’t watch a lot of porn, but my favorite porn genre is predicament bondage and/or forced public nudity/public sex.
Richard: I’ve always been more of an erotica guy. Either way, pretty similar to my actual sex preferences. BDSM, humiliation, etc.
5. September 7, 2010 – What are three mistakes someone could make on the first date with you that would automatically make you turn down a second date with them? (www.pleasure-principle-hedone.blogspot.com)
Jayden: Being unnecessarily rude to the server, finding out they aren’t supportive of women’s rights, LGBTQ+ rights, or were racist (though I try to ensure that before the first date), and if they were checked out and not interested in me at all.
Richard: 3 feels like a lot, but I’m sure there’s actually thousands. Let’s go with ones that’ve actually happened. Lying, being boring, or being rude (especially to the server.)
(I didn’t get checked by Jayden ahead of time. ;P)
Jayden: I had a panic-meltdown worrying about it until we had The Talk. Turns out, Richard and I are 80% the same person and 18% complementary.
Bonus: Is your sex drive in park, neutral or over-drive. Explain.
Jayden: Over-drive. Richard and I have been together for over two years, but I think I’m still making up for a lackluster sex life in the past.
Richard: Yeah. Sometimes I think we need to downshift for more traction or something. We’re just so busy.
TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
Welcome back to Chapter 8 of my Dominatrix Series! If you missed the previous chapters, you might want to start back at Chapter 1. Get ready for the bruising caning James is about to receive!
~Jayden
Chapter 8:
I swing the cane nice and hard for the first hit. It’s probably about the same as the first hit that was meant to shock him, but now it’s not shocking.
“One. Thank you, Mistress.”
He braces himself for the next hit. It comes harder.
“Two. Thank you, Mistress.”
I swing harder yet.
“Three. Thank you, Mistress. Four. Thank you, Mistress. Five. Thank you, Mistress.”
The fifth hit is so hard that I don’t know how he can stand it, but he still mutters the words. I switch sides so the bruises will be even.
“Six. Thank you, Mistress.”
I start back at a slightly lower hardness.
“Seven. Thank you, Mistress.”
Harder and harder, but I can tell he knows he’s almost done, and there’s a relief that comes with that.
“Eight. Thank you, Mistress. Nine. Thank you, Mistress. Ten. Thank you, Mistress.”
He breathes a huge sigh of relief. He thinks he’s done. But I have a secret. I was never planning to only give him ten hits. I am planning on eleven.
The last one takes him by surprise. He had been relaxed, but now he is tense, alert. “Mistress?”
“Sorry, pet,” I say, in a tone that tells him I’m not sorry at all, “I was so into it, I lost track.”
He knows it’s bullshit, but he also knows he shouldn’t call me on it. “Yes, Mistress.”
“Are you ready to come down from there, pet?”
“Yes, Mistress.”
I get the handcuff key and unlock him, letting him stretch out his sore limbs.
“On the floor, on all fours.”
He knows what’s coming now. I get the strap on out of the closet and put it on while he arranges a pillow on the floor for me to kneel on.
“You can have some cushions for yourself if you’d like, pet.”
“No, thank you, Mistress. I don’t want to make a mess of your cushions.”
“Do you think you’re going to be allowed to cum again, pet?”
“I don’t know, Ma’am, but even if I’m not, I imagine there will be a lot of precum. I’m sorry, Mistress. I can’t help it. I’m so turned on by you.”
I scritch him behind the ears again. “That’s okay, pet. I’m glad you’re turned on by your Mistress.”
He rubs his head against my thigh, and I know his eyes haven’t left the large dildo strapped to my body.
“Whenever you’re ready, pet. Suck my cock.”
Sometimes, when he’s being bad, I don’t even let him suck the dildo before I fuck his ass. Sometimes, when he’s really good, I let him put lubricant on it. But today, he is in between, so I’ll let him suck it, but I won’t use any lube.
He begins to suck on the dildo. His eyes meet mine, looking down at him. He makes a show of it, swirling his tongue around the tip. I wish that I could feel what his tongue was like on my clit instead of the tip of the fake cock bobbing in front of me. I can feel my cunt dripping at the thought. Fuck.
I know he can smell my arousal. He inhales deeply and moans softly. “I am ready whenever you are, Mistress.”
“I’m ready,” I say, and I pull the cock away from his face and wait as he gets down on all fours on the bare floor. I kneel on the cushion and slide the cock into his ass, pressing it deep. He moans, and he lowers his upper body to the floor.
“Oh god, thank you, Mistress.”
“Jerk off, pet,” I say.
“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and one of his hands slides underneath his body so he can stroke his cock, which I know is rock hard already.
I rake my nails down his ass cheeks when I pull back, and he screams. I can see his arm pumping faster.
“More, Mistress, please,” he whispers.
I thrust in deep, then pull back and spank his ass. I keep going like this, thrusting deep each time and scraping my nails down his ass or spanking him when I pull back. He moans loudly each time, and as I continue, his arm pumps faster and faster.
“May I cum, please, Mistress?”
“No,” I say.
He falters, his pace slowing and then stopping abruptly. “Mistress?” he whimpers.
“You may not cum, pet.”
He whimpers some more as I thrust into him a few more times, being extra hard on the scratches and slaps of his ass. “Mistress?” he whimpers again, and I smile, knowing that I am about to give him the best orgasm he’s had this month.
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March 1 question – Have you ever read a line in novel or a clever plot twist that caused you to have author envy?
Jayden: Oh, many times. Mystery twists that take me by surprise are the ones that usually cause me to have author envy. I’m not good at figuring them out, much less writing them myself. (And let’s be real: I have major author envy for E.L. James. Fifty Shades isn’t even that good and she’s earned over $50 million. That would set me up for life.)
Richard: I don’t think so? There are certainly times I have a lot of admiration for a well written paragraph or great idea or whatever, but not envy.
The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. In fact, this day in 2012 was also a Tuesday. So here we are with an archived set of questions.
This week’s TMI Tuesday is about sex and romance. Who doesn’t enjoy a little romance or the art of seduction before engaging in sex? Often times the prelude is better than the actual ‘event’.
1. You are sitting alone in a restaurant because your lunch date is late. Do you:
a) Throw something and then make out with the waiter.
b) Check to make sure he or she didn’t get into an accident, then wait patiently for two hours and use the time to compose a love song or poem.
c) Send a nasty text followed up by a voice mail telling him/her that “romance is dead and so are you!”
d) Wait for 20 minutes, and then text-message a pal to join you for lunch.
Jayden: I don’t know… probably b, though I’d be more likely to pull out a book or something.
Richard: D. I don’t have all day, and I’m not letting a perfectly good lunch go to waste.
2. What’s more important, a romantic relationship or your career?
Jayden: Romantic Relationship, but that said, Richard always supports my career.
Richard: Romantic Relationship. Otherwise, we wouldn’t be able to car pool to my career.
3. You love to role play in the bedroom, which one of these is more likely to be your kink?
a. Doctor and the naughty nurse
b. You’re the gardener, I’m the hoe
c. Persnickety principal and the wayward pupil that needs a spanking
d. Me Tarzan, you Jane
e. Scattered-brain boss and the seductive secretary
Jayden: Maybe e, but I’d be the scatterbrained one. Or d. Primal is fun.
Richard: B. Only because I want to make Jayden try to pick me up.
4. When you want sex, who tends to make the first move?
a. Me! I like to go for what I want.
b. It varies. Sometimes my partner/significant other/date or sometimes me.
c. Oh definitely the other person. Even if I want it, I’m not about to admit such a thing.
d. I drop subtle hints hoping he/she will pick up on it.
Jayden: b – I love when Richard initiates, but I also like to let him know what I want.
Richard: B
5. When it comes to lovemaking, select the answer that best describes you/your attitudes
a. vanilla – meets society’s middle of the road standards
b. adventurous
c. kinky
d. trisexual – I will try anything once, twice if I like it, three times to make sure. –Mae West
Jayden: c – duh, haha.
Richard: C
6. You want to seduce that sexy someone, what is the sweet-nothing that you’ll whisper in his/her ear?
Jayden: “Hurt me, Master?”
Richard: I’m going to kiss your brain!
Bonus: What’s your idea of a romantic getaway?
Jayden: A cabin in the woods where I can get loudly fucked and “raped” repeatedly without getting interrupted.
Richard: With snow!
TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
Welcome back to my Dominatrix Series! If you missed the previous chapters, you should start back at Chapter 1. Right now, our Dominatrix’s pet is protesting that she’s going to use the cane on him, but we know he’s ultimately going to love it…
~Jayden
Chapter 7:
I pick up the cane and feel the weight of it. I find the place I like to hold it for the best swing, making a show of it. I can find my preferred spot with no effort, but it’s a nice mind fuck to watch the look on James’ face as I swing the cane a little, not hitting him, but just testing its weight.
He whimpers a little and starts to beg.
“Mistress, no, please, not the cane.”
“You know that’s not your choice, pet.”
“I know, but please, Mistress, please?” He climbs off the spanking bench in an uncharacteristic display of disrespect. He kneels in front of me, begging. “Please, Mistress, please don’t use the cane on me. Please use the paddle more or something else. Anything else. Please, Mistress, not the cane, please.”
I swing my free hand down and slap him hard across the face. He whimpers, his hands going to the spot where I hit him. “Bitch, get back on that spanking bench. Now.”
His hair is just long enough for me to wind my fingers into. I do and pull on it, directing him back onto the spanking bench. I grab a pair of metal cuffs from a basket and lock them onto his wrists. He can’t get off the spanking bench now. He still has a fair amount he can move, but getting off entirely is impossible.
“Mistress, pleeeease,” he says, but more weakly now.
I pull his hair so he has to look up at me.
“Why are you here, bitch?”
“To please you, Mistress.”
“Why else?”
“Because I can’t get off without it, Mistress.”
“Without what?”
“Without being made to be your bitch, Mistress.”
“That’s right,” I say. “You are such a pathetic bitch that you can’t even cum without me there to tell you what a pathetic little bitch you are.”
“Yes, Mistress.”
“So if I want to bruise your ass before I fuck it, I should, shouldn’t I?”
“Yes, Mistress. You should do anything you want, Mistress. I’m sorry, Mistress.”
“That’s right, pet. But what’s worse is that I’m not doing it for my pleasure. I’m doing it because I want to cause you pain. I want to hear you whimper and beg and whine. I want tears to stream down your face. I want you to remember this session when you leave me and go to school. I want you to remember every tiny, minute detail. I want you to remember how good it feels to be my bitch.”
“I could never forget, Mistress. Never. I’m trying to be your good boy. I promise.”
I let go of his hair, and his head falls down to rest on the spanking bench. Tears are streaming down his face again, and I try not to smile too much. I know it’s what he wants. And I can’t say that I don’t. It’s a huge turn-on for me to see how devoted he is. “That’s better,” I say.
I swing the cane against the spanking bench, making him jump.
“Now don’t move.”
“Yes, Mistress,” he whimpers, and I can see him tensing.
I take the first swing of the cane and hit him hard, harder than I usually start with when using the cane. He screams, but he doesn’t move. I hit him lighter then, making it tolerable for him, and none of it as bad as the first hit.
I get into a rhythm, and I can tell that he’s handling it better as he whimpers and whines less. So I build up my hits, going harder until he starts to whimper more. I stay there until he gets used to it and then surprise him with a harder hit.
One, two, three light hits. One hard one. One, two, three, four light hits. Two hard ones. One, two, three light hits. One hard one. One, two light hits. One hard one. There’s no pattern to it. I don’t want him to expect it. I want it to be a surprise. “I’m almost done, pet. Just ten more.”
“Yes, Mistress,” I say.
“You’re going to count every one of them and thank me for them.”
“Yes, Mistress.”
And we both know that those last ten will be the ones that leave him a blubbering mess on my spanking bench and the ones that leave the lasting bruises we both want.
We did this long ago, but we decided to bring back and a once-a-month chance to share what’s going well in our lives, and welcome you to share what’s good in your lives! Please comment below and let us know what’s good! Feel free to be vague or specific. We’re just happy to share good things!
This drink:
Richard took me to Plaza Azteca where I discovered this drink called Bonita Azul: Hornitos Tequila, Peach schnapps, Blue Curacao, and House Margarita Mix. It’s a drink literally made for me.
So we’ll sit and eat yummy food and read and toast to another good month full of love and laughter.
The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. In fact, this day in 2012 was also a Tuesday. So here we are with an archived set of questions.
As I cruise around the Internet reading my regular blogs and discovering new ones, the content of other bloggers often gives me ideas for TMI Tuesday questions. A few of you did that for me this week. I encourage TMIers to click on the links and read the blog posts that prompted a specific question.
1. List ONE word to describe your last sexual encounter.
Jayden: Sexy
Richard: Moist
2. Can you recall your worst sexual experience? Why was it so awful? Did you do anything at the time to try to make it better?
Inspiration: http://husbandtwomindssexually.blogspot.com
Jayden: My ex and I had an encounter with another couple that was…weird. I don’t know why either of us didn’t call it off, and I’m not even sure exactly how to describe it. (And that was when I realized I was not a swinger.)
Richard: I had anal that was very painful for a partner once, to the point where I was somewhat concerned that it was going to cross the line from uncomfortable into assault. I stopped.
3. Do you fuck outside the box?
Inspiration: http://hausofmm.blogspot.com/2011/04/fucking-outside-box.html?
We all have a laundry list of things–features, demographic characteristics, etc. that we like and/prefer in a sexual partner. Do you ever deviate from that list? Give an example.
Jayden: I have long semi-joked my type is “gamer.” Every time I’ve tried to date someone who wasn’t a gamer, it just…doesn’t work out. All of my successful adult relationships have been with gamers.
Richard: I think the closest thing I have to a “type” is plus size women, but I’ve dated enough people that weren’t that it wouldn’t be earth shattering if I dated someone who wasn’t. I guess we’ll see how it goes now that Jayden is going all petite on me.
4. Do you blend BDSM in to your relationship? If yes, just in the bedroom or in other areas of your life? Explain.
Jayden: I wear a collar 24/7, so yeah it’s in all areas of my life. Outside of the bedroom, it often is an undercurrent rather than in the forefront, but it’s always there.
Richard: Jayden has to ask to pee.
5. Does the thought of your partner/significant other having sex with another person turn you on? Would you want to watch the act? Would you like to join in?
Jayden: Not particularly. I’d be more inclined to join in than watch.
Richard: Not specifically. I’ve watched Jayden have sex with other people before. It was ok. I would prefer to join in.
Bonus: Fill in the blanks.
I like it _____ on the outside and ______ in the middle.
Jayden: I like it crispy on the outside and chewy in the middle.
Richard: inside out/outside in
TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
Each month, Jayden and I are going to journal about a different word, inspired by Marquessa Matthews. This month is Acceptance.
I wrote a 5 page essay on accepting that my writing counts as art last month. I won’t give you the whole thing, but here’s the outline version:
So yeah, I guess I have to accept that I’m some kind of artist. Ugh.
The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. In fact, this day in 2012 was also a Tuesday. So here we are with an archived set of questions.
It’s the Half-naked-winged-man-in-his-undies-carrying-a-bow-and-arrow day.
Whether you celebrate Valentine’s Day or think it’s a consumer-oriented, manipulative and shallow interpretation of romance, just have yourself some fun by answering these TMI Tuesday questions.
1. Cupid is the god of desire, affection, and erotic love. As the myth goes, a person who is shot by Cupid’s arrow is filled with uncontrollable desire. On your behalf, who would you like Cupid to shoot?
Jayden: Richard. Duh.
Richard: Jayden already has uncontrollable desire for me. Maybe I should have him shoot me. Either I’ll develop self love, or just jerk off a lot.
2. Earlier in the evening you had dinner at the Fook Yue Chinese Restaurant. You are feeling quite amorous. You open a fortune cookie in the bedroom. Three fortunes appear:
1- “Your patience will be rewarded.” What would you like that reward to be?
Jayden: I feel really lucky in a lot of things in my life, but I guess patience in getting my doctorate. I want that to pay off.
Richard: Someday, our cat will let me pick her up…
2- “Try something new.” What is the something new you want to try?
Jayden: Something new, hmm, let’s see… Something in the bedroom probably. Richard, any ideas? 😉
Richard: Masks! (We just talked about this earlier today.
3- ” ’tis better to give than receive.” What would you like to give?
Jayden: Blow job. Fuck my face. Please?
Richard: More than Jayden can handle. She’ll take it anyway like a good slut.
3. If you were to write a special Valentine message (e.g., card, letter, etc.) what is that message?
Jayden: I wrote one to Richard, but he hasn’t seen it yet, so shhhh. But, I’m sure you all know the gist. I’m so lucky to have found Richard, and I’m so grateful he’s my partner. ❤
Richard: I just put our name on it. Jayden likes our name.
4. Are you doing something special for Valentine’s day or is it just another day?
Jayden: I have a late meeting at work and then graduate class, so… we’re going to do something fun tomorrow.
Richard: I’m watching anime and eating a kid’s TV dinner. And beets!
5. You must give chocolate to your secret Valentine for Valentine’s Day. The chocolate is in the shape of your what?
Jayden: Uh, “your what”? Boobs, I guess?
Richard: I guess penis?
Bonus: You can make your own valentine heart candy. What is your message? (Go to this link. Create your candy. Post the generated Valentine candy on your blog).
Richard:
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TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
Welcome back to Chapter 5 of my Dominatrix Series! Be sure to go back to Chapter 1 if you need to catch up. We’re right in the middle of a fun scene between our Dominatrix and her pet. He’s just cum, so let’s find out what happens to him next!
~Jayden
Chapter 6:
He screams a lot as the violet wand voltage goes through his balls as he cums, but I know from years of experience with him that it’s exactly what he wants.
“Th-thank you, Mistress,” he stammers as he slows his strokes and then stops. “Th-thank you.” He’s panting, his wet eyes looking at me through the bars.
“Come on out, pet,” I say, unlocking the door and helping him to crawl out.
“Th-thank you, Mistress. That was one of the best orgasms I’ve ever had.”
“Good boy,” I say, scritching him behind the ears like he likes. “How do you show your Mistress thanks for making you cum, pet?”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and he begins to clean himself up, using his fingers to get as much cum as possible and then sucking it down.
“Never waste a drop, pet.”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says between licks. His favorite thing to do is to lick his cum off of my body, but that turns me on too much, so I try not to do it too often.
When he’s done, I have him go into the bathroom. He sits in the tub at my direction, and I run him a bath. I pull up my stool next to the bath and run the washcloth over his chest, cleaning up the remnants of his orgasm. When he’s clean, I work my way around to his back. He moans softly as the cloth scrubs away all his concerns.
“Thank you, Mistress,” he says when I wring out the cloth and drape it over the side of the tub.
“You’re welcome, pet. Get out and dry off.”
He does, kneeling in front of me on the plush bath mat. “How can I serve you, Mistress?” he asks.
I pause for a moment, thinking about what I want to do next. I have several ideas. “It’s only Monday, pet. Would you like some nice bruises for the start of your week?”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and I can see his cock spasm a bit at the suggestion.
“Get onto the spanking bench, pet,” I direct.
He does, and while he gets himself settled, I choose a few different implements to work him over with. My favorite one is the cane, but the paddle is nice, too. And, of course, I have a flogger to warm him up with.
“Are you ready, pet?”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says. I can see his cock pressed uncomfortably underneath him on the fake leather bench. I know he’ll be hard soon, and then his discomfort will grow.
I start with the flogger, working the back of his thighs, his ass, and a little on his back. I go nice and light, not doing anything that will be too hard or make him squirm too much. When I’m ready to switch to another implement, I place my hand on his back, just above his ass. “Slide back, pet.”
He does, and his cock comes up off the bench. I fondle his balls lightly.
“How do you feel, pet?”
“Good, Mistress,” he replies.
“Your balls aren’t too sore from my torture earlier?”
“No, Mistress.”
“Good,” I say, and then I flick them with the flogger lightly a few times, eliciting some nice moans before I set the flogger aside and pick up the paddle. He goes to move back into position with his cock and balls inaccessible to me. “Stop,” I say, and he pulls back so they’re exposed again. “Good boy,” I praise.
I take the paddle and tap on his balls with it lightly. It’s just a few swats, but it’s enough to make him squirm and moan.
“Stay still, pet. If you move, I might hurt you in ways I don’t mean to.”
“I’m sorry, Mistress. I’m trying.”
“Good boy,” I say, and I swat his balls a few more times with the paddle before moving on to his ass. I let him settle back onto the bench, letting the furniture take his whole weight so all he has to focus on is the swing and thwack of the paddle.
He is moaning and whimpering but not moving.
“Good boy,” I praise again. “Are you ready for the cane, pet?”
He whimpers more. “No, Mistress, not the cane. Please?”
But we both know that the best bruises come from the heavy cane. And we both know that he’s going to love it.
Each month, Richard and I are going to journal about a different word, inspired by Marquessa Matthews. This month is Acceptance.
I have struggled with acceptance of who I am my entire life. From my weight (too high) to my height (too short) to my kinks (too extreme) to my sexuality (too broad), I have never been able to accept myself for who I am.
I have worked hard to change that. I am blessed to have a partner (Richard) who believes in me, accepts me (and loves me) for who I am, and supports me to support myself. I don’t know how or why, but I have begun to accept myself for who I am. I have tried for a long time, but it’s clicking now, pieces falling into place. I am accepting myself as I am and changing the things about me that I don’t like (within reason, of course). How about you? Do you accept yourself as you are?
The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. In fact, this day in 2012 was also a Tuesday. So here we are with an archived set of questions.
1. A friend is coming to have sex. There are 3 twin beds and an air mattress in the room. What do you do? (choose one)
a. Have sex where ever we land first, who needs a bed?
b. Have sex on a single twin mattress
c. Have sex on an air mattress
d. Or? (tell us your solution)
Jayden: (d) Push the twin beds together!
Richard: Yeah. How is this even a question?
2. What is the oddest thing you have in your bedroom that someone would be surprised to find. Why is it there?
Jayden: I don’t know if I have anything truly odd. It’s clothes, books, sex toys (which I guess some people would be surprised by, but no one here), jewelry,…
Richard: Jayden has creepy jewelry box that looks like it would possess you if you took anything from it.
3. What are your favorite sheets?
a. Flannel
b. Cotton
c. T-shirt cotton (jersey)
d. Satin
Jayden: I love flannel, but I sleep too hot. I also love Jersey, but same thing. So… cotton.
Richard: B PIMA PERCALE OR BUST!
4. Do you sleep with sheets tucked in or out? Why?
Jayden: I used to sleep with them tucked in, but Richard hates it and I don’t care, so we sleep with them tucked out.
Richard: I tuck them under my feet sometimes.
5. What is your usual bedtime? Why?
a. 8-10 pm
b. 10-12 midnight
c. 12-24
d. Whenever my eyes won’t stay open any longer.
Jayden: (a) Usually around 9:30 on a work night, but (b) on the weekends.
Richard: Is C literally anytime between noon and midnight?
5. Do you sleep with closet door(s) shut or open? Bedroom door shut or open? Any particular reason why?
Jayden: We don’t have a bedroom door and the closet door hides where the litter box is, so that door has to stay open.
Richard: So the monster hiding in the closet can see us bang.
6. Have you ever broken a bed or other furniture during sex?
Jayden: My old bed was broken, but I don’t know if that happened during sex or not. Probably?
Richard: I feel like I damaged an old chair or something when I was in college.
7. What’s your favorite type of bed for sex?
Jayden: Soft, but not memory foam for sex.
Richard: I want to try a hammock. It probably won’t work well.
8. What do you sleep in?
a. Lingerie
b. Underwear
c. Day clothes
d. T-shirt
e. Nothing
Jayden: (e) Nothing. I hate sleeping in clothes.
Richard: Usually a pair of boxers. I used to sleep naked, but I scratch in my sleep sometimes.
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TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
Welcome back to Chapter 5 of my Dominatrix Series! Be sure to go back to Chapter 1 if you need to catch up. It’s a lot of fun! In Chapter 4, it started to get steamy. Just wait for Chapter 5!
~Jayden
Chapter 5:
He is whimpering in the cage beneath me, and I just want to take him out and make him serve me, but I know that’s not what he needs. And honestly, I need some distance from him. My orgasm did help take the edge off of my arousal, but not enough. I need more.
I get out the violet wand and set it up. I ensure that I’m setting it up where he can see it so he gets a preview of what’s coming.
I shock my hand to make sure it’s working properly and on the settings I want. A tingle spreads through my hand and arm. I smile as he whimpers louder.
“Mistress, what are you going to do with that?”
I give him a slow blink. “What do you think I’m going to do with it, pet?”
“I-I don’t know,” he stammers. But we both know what I’m going to do with it. It’s fun to shock him in a space where he can’t escape.
I slide my hand through the wide set bars and tap the wand against his arm.
He moans and starts crying, a steady stream of, “Mistress, please, why are you doing this, Mistress? I want to be your good boy!” and other appeals to my good nature to stop shocking him.
But I don’t stop. I keep going, working my way around his writhing body, his arms, his legs, his back. I want to get his dick, but he’s making sure to keep his hips at an angle so I can’t.
“Pet,” I say, stopping the shocks for a moment.
His breath is heaving as he rolls so he can see me through the bars. “Y-yes, Mistress?”
“I want you to start masturbating, pet.”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and he positions himself so he can stroke his cock. He has to shift so that his cock is more accessible to me, and I know he knows what’s coming next.
“Spread your legs more, pet. I want to see your balls.”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and I can see he’s bracing his legs against the sides of the cage, and he’s whimpering loudly while he strokes his cock.
I slide the wand between the bars again and tap it lightly against his inner thigh. He screams but doesn’t stop masturbating. I tap his other thigh. He screams again.
And then the shot, right against his balls. I can see the tears streaming down his face and hear his screams, but I can also see that he’s stroking his cock faster now.
“I want you to cum, pet. I’ll turn off the violet wand when you cum.”
“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and he squeezes his eyes shut as he strokes even faster, willing himself to cum.
I shock his thighs again and again, shocking his balls every few hits. He keeps crying and screaming and moaning and stroking.
“I’m going to cum, Mistress. Can I cum, please, Mistress?”
I let a few beats pass before I give him my permission. “Yes, pet, cum for your Mistress.”
And he does. It’s almost instantaneous. I wonder if he was so far gone that he would have cum with or without my permission. He probably would have.
Cum coats his chest in long lines as he takes big gulping breaths. I can see that he’s relaxing as the cum coats his chest, and I give him one more longer zap with the violet wand as cum shoots from his balls.
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February 1st question – If you are an Indie author, do you make your own covers or purchase them? If you publish trad, how much input do you have about what goes on your cover?
Jayden: I’ve designed all of my own covers.
From left to right, in the order I designed them. The first novel I published, Slave, I took off the market. It needs some editing just because I’ve learned a lot in the years since I published it. I also have different feelings about the title, but since the main character is only ever given that name (in a kink context), it would require a total rewrite. But, fun fact, the person on that cover is me.
The sneakers on Runaway are also mine. (In retrospect, at least when it’s small, it’s hard to read the “A choose your own erotic novel by” part.
The last one is also a picture I took. The rest were ones I purchased online.
I have a minimal amount of graphic design knowledge, and since I’m just publishing for fun, I’ve decided that although the covers would be better done by a professional, they’re fine for my <$5 novels. My first pinned post has the purchase links for all available books if you’re interested.
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