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July 5 question – 99% of my story ideas come from dreams. Where do yours predominantly come from?
Jayden: Fantasy, or often real life. Seeds of ideas will stick in my head for sex scenes I’d like or something someone says in passing. Other than that, I generally write romance, which has a pretty standard plot line.

TMI Tuesday: June 2023 Part 2

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


June 12, 2012

This week’s TMI Tuesday theme is…

We want to know what thing you’ve done the most times.

1. What sex position have you been in the most times?
Jayden: Doggy style, or some facsimile of.
Richard: Same! It’s a good fit for Jayden, and I had a partner who primarily did anal, so we did it a lot.

2. What book have you read …?
Jayden: I think the most-read novel in my arsenal is The Circle Trilogy by Nora Roberts. One year, it was the first and last thing I read in the same calendar year.
Richard: I want to say Princess of Mars by Edgar Rice Burroughs. I read it once or twice for fun, but also several times for work/school.

3. What movie have you watched …?
Jayden: Independence Day. My parents bought it for me on VHS with the stipulation that I make it worth it to buy and not rent, so I watched it literally every day for a month. That, plus all the times I’ve seen it before/since, I think it has to be the most watched for me.
Richard: Probably Star Wars: A New Hope

4. In the last week, who have you texted … ? (no names, list the relationship or type of person)
Jayden: My daughter. Usually it’s Richard, but we haven’t been apart much the past week. (We also rarely text, but use Discord instead.)
Richard: I had a decent length chain with a friend from high school today.

5. In the last week, what food have you eaten …?
Jayden: Does Panera tea count? Otherwise, peanut butter cookies.
Richard: Pancakes!

6. Today, which website have you visited …?
Jayden: Gmail probably
Richard: https://lparchive.org/

7. When dining out, where have you eaten …?
Jayden & Richard: Panera. We’re traveling this week, so we stop at Panera more than anywhere else.

8. Which sex toy have you used …?
Jayden: Ever? Probably the Hitachi Magic Wand.
Richard: Same.

Bonus:  Is there something you’d love to go back and relive in your sexual past?
Jayden: There was this day that Richard and I had sex like 6-7 times. We tried allllll sorts of things. It was terribly fun.
Richard: I’d love to redo said surprise orgy [see previous TMI Tuesday] with Jayden, since I know it’s a fantasy of hers.
(Thank you to Husband of Two Sexual Minds for this week’s bonus question)

June 19, 2012

You say it’s your birthday

(Birthday TMI questions suggested by Heelsnstocking)

1. What star sign are you?
Jayden: Aries.
Richard: Capricorn. Like, super Capricorn. I think there’s 6 in my chart.

2. Do you believe in horoscopes?
Jayden: Sometimes it works out to describe people, but not always. It’s certainly not a rule I follow.
Richard: Not really.

3. When is your birthday?
Jayden: April
Richard: During Capricorn season

4. What’s the worst birthday gift a partner has given you?
Jayden: My ex broke up with me at 5am on the morning of my birthday.
Richard: It’s hard for me to remember bad gifts.

5. Are you organised when it comes to other people’s birthdays?
Jayden: I try, but not super.
Richard: I don’t know what this question means, so I guess not.

6. How do you normally celebrate your birthday?
Jayden: Sex with Richard and dinner out somewhere of my choosing.
Richard: I like to go away for the weekend. Late Cap season is a cheap travel window, which is nice. 

7. If you could be one age again what would it be? Why?
Jayden: Do I have to do my whole life over again? Jeeze. I don’t know. 36 was pretty fucking awesome.
Richard: 16ish. I went to an incredibly shitty school for undergrad, so I’d like to go back and pick a better (read: literally any other) one.

8. What would be your ideal birthday treat?
Jayden: A day in bed with lots of sex.
Richard: Do the Ringworld thing where you hop timezones so your birthday can go for two days.

Bonus:  Tell us your best birthday memory?
Jayden: Richard planned a lovely birthday party for me in 2021. It was a hard year to plan anything with Covid, so it was extra lovely that I got to see family/friends that I hadn’t been able to see in a while.
Richard: Jayden spent the whole day with me when we were mostly locked down with Covid. We fucked a lot. I also had a really good surprise party for one of my mid teens.


TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 21

Welcome to Chapter 21 of my Dominatrix Series. If you’ve missed the first 20 chapters, you might want to do some catching up by starting at Chapter 1. Alternatively, I posted a recap this week that you can use to catch up! Today, we get to see how Mistress Parker reacts to James’ total devotion. Is that a good thing or a bad thing…? Read on to find out!
~Jayden


Chapter 21:

I don’t want to take advantage of James. I appreciate his devotion to me, but would he just say yes to whatever I offered? I have to tread lightly here.

“James, I need you to do me a favor.”

“Anything, Mistress.”

I shake my head. “Take a pocket knife and go cut off your balls in the bathroom.”

He gets wide-eyed.

I roll my eyes. “I’m not serious, James.”

“That’s good, Mistress.”

“But that’s why you can’t just agree to something without knowing what you’re agreeing to.”

“Yes, Mistress. I understand.”

“Good.”

“Now, let’s try this again.”

“I need you to do me a favor, James.”

“What do you need, Mistress?”

“I need you to not be my submissive pet but be James for a minute.” I wonder if he notices I haven’t called him pet since we sat down in the restaurant.

“Okay, Mistress.”

“I know you get off better when you’re being dominated.” He nods. “And I know that you have enjoyed our time together.” He nods again. “But I need to know what this is to you. Is this just a fun physical way for you to get off? Or is there more here?”

He pauses and takes a sip of his drink.

“And I want to remind you that this is a serious question. I am not asking my good boy pet. I am asking the grown sexy man in front of me.”

He nods, but I notice when I call him sexy that his eyes flash up to mine for just a moment before he looks back at his drink. “I like you.”

I nod, waiting for the but.

“But I don’t even know your real name.”

I smile. “None of my clients do.”

He smiles. “That seems unfair.”

I shrug. “I need to protect myself.”

He nods. “I understand that. Of course I do.”

“But?” I prompt.

“But, I want to know. I want to know everything about you.”

“Why?”

“Because I like you.”

I shake my head. “But all you know about me is that I can hurt you and make you cum.”

Now he shakes his head. “That’s not true.”

I narrow my eyes at him. “Are you stalking me, James?”

“No,” he says with a chuckle. He takes a sip of his drink and then says, “I know you own your own business. Owning your own business is a huge commitment. It’s not something to take lightly; I know you don’t. I know that you have strict rules and that you broke them with me. I’m still not exactly sure why, but I’m glad you did. I know that education is important to you because you are supporting me in following my dreams to go to Massachusetts, even though it means taking me away from you. And even if you don’t really care about me, a weekly client is a big hit to lose. I know that you care about your submissives. I know that you want to protect me. I know that you have experience as a Dominatrix that you use to do good for people. I know that you help couples to find their balance with BDSM. I know that you are a great cook and that you love to share recipes with people. I’ve seen you at your parties when you don’t think I’m watching.”

He stops and takes a deep breath.

“Mistress, I know a lot about you, but I want to know more. I want to know everything. I want to know what makes you tick. Yes, I want to serve you. I want to make your body quiver with excitement. I want you to hurt me and demean me and make me cum like you have every week for the last three years. But it’s so much more than that.”

I nod and sip my wine. I don’t even know what to say. I think that’s more than I’ve heard James say in one go, ever.

“Mistress, say something. Please.”

I pause, still not sure what to say. I want to tell him how much his words mean to me, how much I appreciate that he pays attention to so much more than just the sex we have. But I can’t find the words. Instead, I set my glass of wine down and stand up, walk around to the other side of the table, and stand so that I am close to James.

He looks up at me, and I can see the fear in his eyes. I lean down so that I’m close to his face, and I don’t know what he thinks I’m going to do, but I wind my fingers into his hair and force his head back. And then I kiss him, pressing my lips against his, sliding my tongue into his mouth. He kisses me back, wrapping his arms around my waist, and I feel like he’s holding on for dear life.


Thanks for reading Chapter 21 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next Friday for the next installment! Are they going to have sex in the private room at the restaurant, or will they get interrupted? Come back to find out! And don’t forget to check out our TMI Tuesdays every week!

Go on to Chapter 22!

Determined Dominatrix – Ch 1-20 Recap

If you haven’t been keeping up with my Dominatrix Series, I want to give you a quick recap so you can jump in here! But of course you’re welcome to start back at Chapter 1 if you haven’t already.
~Jayden


Chapters 1-20 Recap

Mistress Parker is a professional, full-time Dominatrix. Her client, James (often referred to as pet and sometimes bitch), is into puppy play, among other things. He has trouble orgasming without her control, so she sees him weekly. She’s almost his therapist, in a way. But, at the beginning of our story, James gets accepted to a graduate program in Massachusetts that he’s excited about but sad that he’ll be taken away from her. Before he goes, he makes a point to see Mistress Parker more frequently, and in one of their sessions, things go a bit awry, and he leaves almost abruptly. But when he comes back and surprises her, she takes him in and breaks her number one rule. She never has sex with her clients. Sure, sometimes she’ll push against that line and peg one when the occasion calls for it, but she never lets them get her off or penetrate her in any way. But she does with James. What does that mean? Is he interested in a relationship? Is she? Our story picks up here with James and Mistress Parker in a private room at a restaurant where she wants to talk things out and figure out where they are in their relationship.

Posted every Friday (Eastern Standard Time) at midnight, join Mistress Parker weekly for a glimpse into the (fictional) life of a full-time Dominatrix!

TMI Tuesday: June 2023 Part 1

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


Ironically, I went to make a Google Doc for Richard and I to share to answer the June questions we’ve skipped over, and I found that we did this exact same thing in June of 2022. Whoops! I guess June is just a busy month for us. But, at least we aren’t “behind” as we’re doing old questions anyway! It’s still fun to play along. We hope you enjoy!

~Jayden

May 29, 2012: It’s just a fantasy

1. If your lover was turned on by forced feminization would you participate (giving or receiving)?
*forced feminization is the practice of enforcing activities on a male, which are typically associated with women, to make him submissive. For example: wearing lingerie, heels, make-up.

Jayden: Probably. I mean, I have in the past, but it’s definitely not my thing.
Richard: Sure! I’ve done it one or two times in the past, and it’s been alright. I think it’s a much heavier lift for the receiving partner. Just throwing on a frilly skirt sometimes winds up more awkward/silly than sexy, but going “all the way” is a big time/effort investment.

2. When you have sexual dreams or fantasies that are aggressive or cruel, does it worry you?
Jayden: Not particularly, because I trust Richard to adhere to a safe limit. It’s fucking hot though, even just thinking about it.
Richard: Not really. I’ve been kicking around a pretty grim dark fantasy erotica idea for a week or so. 

3. Tell us your hottest filthiest fantasy, right now, in 100 words or less.
This is the fantasy about your desires that you probably never share, maybe they even go against your morals, or are societal taboos.
Jayden: (I don’t think there is anything kinky I don’t share with Richard, and often my readers!) Right at the moment, my hottest fantasy is to be driven around naked or nearly naked, hoping not to get caught (at night, of course), and then driven to a secluded spot to be fucked.
Richard: I’ll just go with the short version of the story from question 2: Vampire conquers the world, fucking/breeding/transforming/eating(drinking?) people very messily along the way

4. Which super hero would you like to have sex with? Why?
a. Aquaman
b. Superman
c. Wonder Woman
d. She-Ra
Jayden: Hmm, Aquaman doesn’t have to breathe, right? That can have its benefits, I’m sure.
Richard: I feel like fucking Jason Mamoa is the best story to be able to tell people, so I’ll go with him too.

5. Knowing there’s a hot young couple in the adjoining hotel room, would you press your ear against the wall to hear the action on the other side?
Jayden: Hell yeah, and I hope they are listening to me, too!
Richard: Probably. Then make the silliest possible sex noises. Jayden and I wind up in adjoining rooms with friends occasionally, and it’s one of my favorite (but not particularly sexy) games to play.

6. Do you think the lure to live out sexual fantasies or have sex frequently is amplified by technology? Briefly explain.
Jayden: No. Technology is often a distractor for me.
Richard: I think amplified? It’s easier to find ideas.

Bonus: Describe your fantasy life in three (3) words.
Jayden: Yes please, Sir.
Richard: How’s that feel?

June 5, 2012

Think kink!

1. What’s the kinkiest thing about you, either mentally or physically?
Jayden: I want to be a 24/7 submissive.
Richard: It’s hard to pick just one. I used to use internal watersports as my test for “no limits” subs.(Jayden: I passed. 😉 )

2. Do you have any fetishes? If so, what are they?
Jayden: Too many to count! I love CNC (consensual non-consent) and impact play the most, I think.
Richard: Also lots! Sensation play is a fun one we’ve been trying to do a bit more lately.

3. Have you ever been spanked? Did you enjoy it? Tell us more…
Jayden: Too many times to count. It’s a weekly occurrence.
Richard: Five minutes of maintenance prevents an hour of punishment.

4. Have you been tied up, or tied someone else up? Did you use rope or  restraints?
Jayden: Both. I prefer getting tied up. Restraints are my preference, but Richard and I had fun with saran wrap recently.
Richard: Also both. I want to like rope more, but mostly do restraints.

5. Would you classify yourself as more dominant, submissive, a switch or entirely vanilla?
Jayden: A submissive leaning switch
Richard: Dom leaning switch

6. What’s the kinkiest thing you’ve ever done?
Jayden: I mean, I’ve done to many scenes to count, but having to ask to pee 24/7 is pretty kinky.
Richard: I arranged a surprise blindfolded orgy as a homecoming gift for an ex.

7. Have you been to a BDSM club? What was it like? If not, would you ever go to one?
Jayden: Sort of? A local person owned a club and has turned their B&B into a sort of club. It was fun to go to, but it was small and pretty crowded. I would love to go to a real club someday.
Richard: I went decently often when I lived in a larger city. Oldish building, bunch of rooms set up for play or demos. It was fun.

8. What’s your favourite fetish item or implement?
Jayden: Favorites are hard to pick, but probably nipple clamps. We recently got a set that have three chains that connect them. Very sexy.
Richard: Whartenburg Wheel!

9. Favourite kinky clothing material?
Jayden: Silk or satin. Something soft.
Richard: Leather!

10. Thigh boots – love ’em or hate ’em?
Jayden: Love ‘em, but my thighs are too big for anything bought off the rack.
Richard: Like ’em? Like, they’re fun, but I wouldn’t go as far as love.

11. If you’re kinky, who knows about it? Do you tell people or is it a closely guarded secret?
Jayden: Everyone who met me online knows, which at this point, is most people that I don’t work with. (Even most of my family knows anymore. It helps that I’m not the only kinky person in my family…)
Richard: I think most of my friends know. I don’t necessarily go out of the way to advertise it, but I don’t hide it either.

12. What are your personal limits?
Jayden: I have very few, when I’m with a partner I trust, like Richard.
Richard: Scat.

13. What’s your safeword and why did you choose that one?
Jayden & Richard: We use green, yellow, and red. It’s an easy way to check in, and easy to remember.

14. Which fetishes do you just really not get?
Jayden: Furries, feet, and spitting. To each their own; those just aren’t for me.
Richard: Popping. Ick.

Bonus:  Complete this sentence:  To me, Fetish, Kink and BDSM means…
Jayden: trust, love, and acceptance.
Richard: exploration and adventure!

More to come soon!


TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 20

Welcome to Chapter 20 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to start back at Chapter 1 if you haven’t already. This week, we might start getting some answers to where their relationship is heading. Or maybe they’ll just have sex in the private room at the restaurant. Such a risky (and sexy) proposition!
~Jayden


Chapter 20:

We’re left alone once we’re settled in at our table and served drinks. “So,” James says, and I feel there’s been a shift since we entered the space. He seems more in charge than he’s ever been when we’ve been in my space.

“So,” I echo.

“What are we?” he asks.

Ah yes. Isn’t that the million-dollar question? “What do you want to be, pet?”

He shivers slightly when I call him pet, and I can see his eyes dart to the door, but there’s no one there.

“Do you still want to be my pet?”

“Yes, Mistress,” he whispers, losing some of his bravado.

“I have to say,” I start, “I have enjoyed our weekly sessions over the last three years.”

“So have I, Mistress.”

I chuckle, “I’d imagine so since you’ve been paying for them all this time.”

He smiles and blushes a little. “It’s been worth every penny, Mistress. You know I have trouble cumming without your guidance.” His voice is barely audible, but I can’t help but hang on every word he says.

“I’m glad you think so, pet.”

“But in all this time, you’ve never let me please you, Mistress.”

I shake my head. “I never let my clients make me cum.”

“Why not?” he asks, but I know we’ve covered this before. I start to explain it again, but he almost brushes me off. “I mean, why did you let me now?”

I shrug. “I don’t know.” I don’t want to admit to him that I couldn’t help myself.

“Do you regret it?” he asks.

I shake my head. “Not even a little. Do you regret it?”

His voice rises, “Regret it? Why the hell would I?” And then he gets suddenly quiet, looking around again, but there’s still no one here. “I’m sorry, Mistress. I got a little carried away there.”

I chuckle at him and take a sip of my wine. “I understand, pet. There are any number of reasons you might regret it.”

“Well, Mistress, unless you’re about to tell me that you can’t be my Mistress anymore or that I can never touch you like that again, I have no regrets.”

I raise one eyebrow at him. “Which do you think would be worse, pet? If I told you that I can’t be your Mistress or that you can never touch me like that again?”

He thinks about it for a moment, sipping his own drink. “If you couldn’t be my Mistress. I don’t think I could stand it.”

“Why not, pet?”

“I think it would be very hard to be in your presence and not want to touch you, hold you, please you, but I would do it so I could be around you. Or I would ask you to tie me up or restrain me so I couldn’t be a bad boy.”

I nod, and he continues.

“But if I couldn’t see you at all, that would be the true torture.”

“So what happens when you move to Massachusetts?” I ask.

He closes his eyes and shakes his head. “I don’t know, Mistress.”

I wonder if he’s considered not going because of me, and I hope the answer is no. But it seems that at least he recognizes that not going would be a mistake, even if he has thought about it.

“I mean, we’ll still have video calls, right, Mistress?”

I nod.

“And maybe phone calls?”

I nod again.

“And I’ll come visit.”

“When will you come visit? You won’t have an apartment here anymore.”

“I know, but I can get a hotel.”

I raise an eyebrow at him again. “You would pay for a hotel just so you could visit me.”

“As often as my schedule allows, Mistress.”

“Really?” I ask, swirling my wine in the glass.

“Yes, Mistress.”

“So let me get this straight,” I say, leaning forward to lower my voice. “You are willing to drive seven hours each way, pay for a hotel and my fees so that I can treat you like shit and let you get off?”

“You don’t treat me like shit at all, Mistress. You give me what I need. I need you to treat me that way. It’s not just a desire. I can’t live without it. And I am grateful that you understand that. You have no idea how much it means to me, Mistress.”

“Okay, fine, but the rest of it, then?”

“Yes, Mistress. I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you in my life.”

I raise both eyebrows at him this time, sip my wine, and ponder the big question: What do I want from this completely devoted submissive?


Thanks for reading Chapter 20 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next Friday to find out what Mistress Parker wants. Will she take advantage of this devoted sub? And will Tessa text? Come back to find out! Don’t forget our real life TMI Tuesday answers! We have a big one coming at you this week!

Go on to Chapter 21!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 19

Welcome to Chapter 19 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to hop back to Chapter 1 if you haven’t read any of the chapters thus far. It’s a lot of fun! This week, we get to find out how much Mistress Parker likes anal play on her, and maybe they’ll make it to dinner? Read on to find out!
~Jayden


Chapter 19:

Who am I kidding? I love a little anal play. But I’m not willing to give up my position in charge.

“If you’re going to stick your finger in my ass,” I say, pushing my hips down a bit so his fingers start to slide inside, “I’ll expect you to clean me up with your tongue when you’re done.

“Yes, Mistress,” he says, almost panting.

I try to look and see if he’s hard, but I can’t get a good visual, and I don’t want to stop him from going down on me.

He presses his fingers inside me, both in my pussy and my ass, and I groan. It feels so good, and when he starts to lick my clit again, I’m a goner. My orgasm comes fast and hard, and I buck against him until he finally stops licking my clit and lets me breathe.

He pulls his fingers out slowly, tortuously, and I watch him as he licks them clean. His eyes are locked on mine the whole time, and I can’t help but think about how sexy it is that he’s looking at me like that. “Now clean me up, pet,” I direct.

He crawls back between my legs and licks my pussy, getting as much of my juices up as he can. Then he moves down toward my ass, which is almost hanging off the end of the couch. He manages to get a fair amount of it, and it feels good, but I want more.

“Lay down on the floor,” I tell him. He does without hesitation, and I hover over him, lowering my ass right onto his face. He’s probably pretty smothered by me, but I don’t care. He doesn’t seem to care either, as he licks me eagerly.

I love having his tongue on my ass. It feels almost as good as it did on my clit, and I am kind of kicking myself that I’ve never let him do this before. But rules are rules.

And now I’ve broken them.

Again.

I let him up when my thighs start to get tired, but it does give me a good opportunity to see that his cock is straining against his jeans.

I stand up so I’m not pinning him down, but he doesn’t move without my permission. His face is shiny with my juices, and as much as I want to kiss him, it is a bit funny.

“You should go wash your face, pet. I’m going to get dressed.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he says. He disappears into the bathroom, and I pull out the clothes I’d worn earlier in the day. A pair of black jeans that almost look like dress pants and a pink top that’s low cut and flattering. When I wore it with a blazer earlier, it looked professional. Without the blazer, it looks comfortable and casual.

“Where are you taking me for dinner, pet?” I ask when he comes out of the bathroom, his face freshly washed.

“Do you trust me?” he asks.

I nod.

“Then let’s go.”

“Wait a minute. Am I appropriately dressed?”

“Yes,” he says, taking me by the hand and leading me out to his car. “I’d suggest blindfolding you just to keep it a surprise, but I somehow doubt you’ll let me do that.”

I chuckle. “You know me too well, pet.”

“Mistress,” he says after a moment of silence.

“Yes, pet?”

“What can I call you in public?” We’d never been out together in a setting that wasn’t kinky. He’d been to my parties and, of course, our private sessions, but never a restaurant.

“Mistress,” I say.

“But what if that’s not appropriate?”

“Ma’am.”

He nods. And truthfully, how often do you need to use someone’s actual name when you’re talking to them anyway?

I want to ask him all my questions, but I’m not ready. I want him to be able to look at me when he answers me. I don’t want to have to talk to the side of his head.

“We’re here, Mistress.”

He’s taken me to my favorite restaurant. It’s a seafood place, but not a chain. A family-owned place. And when we walk inside, the host sees James and says, “Hello, Sir. You do have a reservation, yes?”

“I do,” James says.

The host checks his name on the list and guides us to a private table in a separate room, where we won’t have anyone to overhear our conversation.

James, you son of a bitch, you’ve thought of everything, I think.


Thanks for reading Chapter 19 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next week to read more! Do we finally get some answers from James about where this relationship is going? Or will they just fuck in the private restaurant room? Come back next week to find out! And don’t forget our real life TMI Tuesday posts every week!

TMI Tuesday: May 2023 Part 1

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


Here are two weeks worth of May 2012 questions. 🙂 Enjoy!

The Here & Now

1. Are you wearing any jewelry? What?

Jayden: Yep! I’m wearing four rings (wedding, engagement, and two others), earrings (always dangly ones), and my collar. My collar looks like a necklace, but if you know, you know. It locks on so it can’t be taken off without a key.

Richard: Just my wedding ring for now. I wear a calculator watch most days. Great conversation starter.

2. What are you listening to now?

Jayden: A Zoom class.

Richard: The AC compressor just kicked on.

3. What is the last piece of entertainment media (i.e., cd, download, book, DVD) that you purchased? Do you recommend it?

Jayden: I purchased The Heartstopper books for my daughter. She’s already devoured three of them, so I’d say it was a good purchase.

Richard: I think the last thing I bought was Shaun of the Dead to burn an Amazon credit. It’s still good!

4. What kind of undergarments are you wearing right now? Care to post a photo?

Jayden: Nothing special. A cotton bra and panties. Not picture-worthy.

Richard: Literally none. I’m just hanging out in some gym shorts.

5. What is your current mood?

Jayden: Frustrated. Both work and grad school are annoying me right at the moment.

Richard: Is hungry a mood? I’m also vaguely frustrated with trying to find a specific version of Starcraft (the first one) that seems to have disappeared from the internet?

6. What is the best looking thing about you today?

Jayden: My eyes, pretty much always.

Richard: I’ve been told I have lovely fingers.

7. Fill in the blank. Tonight I’m looking forward to _____________ .

Jayden: SNUGGLES.

Richard: ALWAYS SNUGGLES

Bonus: Tell me something good…anything you want to share. Just do it.

Jayden: Richard is the best. He’s supportive and loving, even on my worst days.

Richard: The leftover cauliflower bites I’m reheating smell good.

M is for masturbation

1. How often do you masturbate?

Jayden: Very rarely. Richard takes good care of me. 😉

Richard: Maybe once a month?

2. What are you doing to celebrate Masturbation month?

Jayden: Nothing, since we’re answering this in June (and also we haven’t celebrated it).

3. Do you like to watch your partner masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on.
b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.
c. Not really, it’s boring.
d. No, it’s a turn off.
e. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.

Jayden: (b) I wouldn’t want to do it all the time, but I like it sometimes.

Richard: Same

4. Do you let your partner watch you masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on to be watched.
b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.
c. No, it’s embarrassing.
d. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.

Jayden: (b) I do like being watched, but I do anything for Richard. 😀

Richard: a. It’s fine

5. Mutual masturbation? Yea or Nay?

Jayden: It’s fine, but I’m not really into it.

Richard: It’s honestly awkward to coordinate. Almost as hard as a threesome, and much less fun.

6. If you had an all-expense-paid trip to San Francisco to attend Masturbate-a-thon 2012 would you go and masturbate? Why or Why not?

Richard: ALL EXPENSES PAID TIME MACHINE!? YES

Jayden: I’ll just second Richard’s response. 😉


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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 18

Welcome to Chapter 18 of my Dominatrix Series! If you missed the previous installments, you might want to go back to Chapter 1. Will Mistress Parker get answers to all her questions from James? Read on to find out!
~Jayden


Chapter 18:

I head home to get ready for the photo shoot and go through the motions without really thinking about it. Shower, shave, makeup, hair. It’s all routine to me now. I love my photographer. She does a phenomenal job of capturing me. I don’t really understand how she does it, but she does.

The time flies by, and before I know it, my photographer is gone, it’s 6:50, and James is due in ten minutes. I have my bathrobe on over a hot red number we had just finished photographing when James pulls into the driveway.

He rings the bell, and I buzz him up.

“I’m not quite ready yet, pet,” I say when he gets to the top of the stairs.

“That’s okay, Mistress. I am a bit early,” he says.

I decide that I’m done tiptoeing around the issues. I’m just going to be myself. I’m his Mistress. He’s my pet. And maybe now I stop taking payment and start sleeping with him. That’s fine. So I’m going to operate as though nothing is wrong. I am a confident woman. “I just finished a photo shoot,” I say, slipping my bathrobe off and draping it over the chair near the stairs. “What should I wear for dinner, pet?”

He swallows hard. “What dinner?”

I blink at him and smirk.

“Oh, right, the dinner I’m taking you to right now. That dinner.”

I nod slowly, “That dinner.”

“I’m sorry, Mistress, I just got so distracted seeing you in that lingerie. You look so sexy.”

“Thank you, pet,” I say, walking closer to him, my heels clicking on the hardwood floor.

He seems unsure of what to do, as our usual protocol has him undressing when he arrives, but we’re going out. I stop when I’m standing directly in front of him. Even in heels, he has to look straight down to meet my gaze. “May I touch you, Mistress? Please?”

I nod, and he puts his hands on my hips. I can feel their warmth through the thin fabric of the lingerie.

“Can I be honest with you, Mistress?”

“Always, pet.”

“I want to tear these clothes off you right now. Just rip these thin straps clear off.”

“Are you feeling a bit like a predator right now, pet?”

He nods.

“That’s unlike you, pet. Usually, you’re my prey, not a predator.”

He nods again. “I don’t know, Mistress. I want you to still be in charge, but I want to wrestle you, rip your clothes off, pin you down.”

I smile. “That does sound fun, pet. But not these clothes. These are nice ones, and I want to keep them.”

He nods.

“Maybe I should take them off to keep them safe from you.”

He smiles. “Be my guest, Mistress.”

I slip the heels off first, leaving myself barefoot in the hallway. As I make my way toward the play space, I drop the lacy red number piece by piece on the floor.

James drops to his knees and crawls after me, actually stopping to sniff my clothes as he goes.

“Smell good, pet?” I ask.

“Yes, Mistress. Are you turned on, Mistress?”

He crawls right up to me, where I am standing naked in the middle of the room, and puts his nose right up near my cunt. “What do you think, pet?” I ask, and I press his face right between my legs.

His tongue comes out, and he starts lapping at my folds. “You taste amazing, Mistress,” he says, and his voice is muffled by the fact that I won’t let him pull away from my body.

It feels good, and I want him to get me off, but I’m not sure it’s a good idea. Actually, I’m pretty sure it’s a bad idea since we really do need to talk about where things stand between us. But I can’t help it. He was so cute crawling around sniffing my clothes, and now his tongue is on me, and it feels so good.

I grip him by his hair and practically drag him over to the couch. I sit down, spreading my legs for him.

“Do it right, pet. Standing up isn’t a good angle for either of us.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and he dives back between my legs. His fingers find my core and probe deep inside me. I squeeze around him. His tongue finds my clit immediately, and I am entranced.

I almost don’t notice that he’s sliding his fingers in and out, completely, though. Usually, when men finger men, they don’t pull out all the way. And then I realize that he has one finger positioned at my ass and two at my pussy. They’re all wet with my juices, and he’s starting to press them inside. Do I want him in my ass right now?


Thanks for reaching Chapter 18 of my Dominatrix Series! Will Mistress Parker let James fuck her ass with his fingers? Will there be more anal play? Come back next week to find out! Also, check out our real life TMI Tuesday questions every week!

Go on to Chapter 19!

The Insecure Writer’s Support Group #IWSG

The Insecure Writer's Support Group

If you’d like to chime in and let us know your answers to the questions or drop a link to your post if you’re participating, please do so in the comments! And check out the IWSG website for more answers!

June 7 question – If you ever did stop writing, what would you replace it with?

Jayden: Music. I miss playing the piano and singing at home, but I haven’t had a lot of time. Truth be told, I don’t do a lot of writing these days, except for school. But it’s always there in my life.

Richard: Whittling. I keep saying I’d like to whittle more. Someday, I’d like to do a whole chess set.

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 17

Welcome to Chapter 17 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to start back at Chapter 1 if you need to do some catching up. This week, find out who the mysterious woman at the coffee shop is. Murderer? Stalker? Potential client? All of the above? Read on to find out!
~Jayden


Chapter 17:

I finish scheduling some social media posts, keeping an eye on the dark-haired woman staring at me. She’s sitting down, but I can tell that she’s tall. She’s thin with a beautiful dark skin tone. I just can’t figure out where I know her from.

I look down at my laptop to schedule another post, and when I glance up, she’s gone.

She had had a coffee cup in front of her, and it’s gone, too. Was she a figment of my imagination? But no. I don’t think so.

“Hi,” a voice says to my other side, and surprisingly, she’s there. Where did she come from?

“Hi,” I say.

“Can I sit here?” she asks, gesturing to the seat across from me.

“Uh, sure,” I say, wary. “Do I know you?” I ask. I want to be polite and figure out where I know her from without admitting I don’t remember her, but it’s more in my nature to be direct.

She smiles, setting her coffee cup down on the table. “Sort of.”

I cock my head, waiting for her to continue.

“I came to a party with Claudia one time. I’m Tessa.”

“Nice to see you again, Tessa.”

“I’m sorry if I was staring too much. You looked familiar at first, and I couldn’t remember where I had seen you before. I wanted to make sure you were the right person before I interrupted your breakfast. Or coffee, or whatever.”

I smile at her, at ease now, knowing she is a submissive one of my clients had brought to an open party. The memory of watching Claudia strap Tessa to my rig and flog her surfaces. “I only drink tea here,” I say, taking a sip from my cup.

“Tea, good choice. I like a good chai latte from time to time,” she says. “But I have to say, their coffee is the best in the city.”

“I don’t doubt that,” I say. “Their tea is top-notch.”

“Anyway, umm, well, I’m sorry that I interrupted your work.” She drops her voice to a whisper and adds, “Is this your full-time job? Being a,” she glances around like she’s going to use a bad word, “Dominatrix?”

I nod. “It is my full-time job.”

“Wow, that’s amazing.”

I nod again. “I love it, but it’s a lot of work.”

“Is it?” She gets wide-eyed. “Do you have to have sex with a lot of people?”

I refrain from rolling my eyes, but barely, and give her my patented spiel about how I’m not a prostitute, and I don’t have sex with clients. But in the back of my mind, flashes of my encounter with James keep slipping through, making me squirm in my seat.

“I just wondered, you know, if you could teach me?”

“Teach you what, Tessa?”

“Teach me how to, you know, be a Dominatrix?”

I raise one eyebrow at her. “Is that something you want?”

“It’s something my boyfriend wants,” she hisses back.

I tap my long nails on the table. “I could. My standard fee is $300 for a two-hour session with me. I am happy to work with both of you.”

“You would do that?” she asks.

I nod. “Yes, of course. How better to teach you than to work with both of you together?”

“That makes sense. That makes sense. Okay, umm, can I call you?”

“You can text me,” I say, and I hand her my business card.

She looks it over and says, “Mistress Parker. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” I say. I don’t know when I’m going to fit in another client, but with James moving, it shouldn’t be too hard. And I guess I don’t need as much advertising time if I’m becoming overbooked. Word of mouth seems to be working pretty well for me.

She takes her cup and leaves my table, mumbling a goodbye. She was so nervous it was cute.

After she’s gone, I start to think about James. Will he be jealous that I am working with Tessa and her boyfriend? Will he be jealous of the other submissives I already see? He can’t be. If he is, it won’t work. But what won’t work? Does he even want anything more than what we already have? Is this just physical to him? Was it just nice that he got to sleep with his Mistress one time, but now we’ll go back to being in a ‘professional’ relationship? So many questions and so few answers. But I need to get ready for my photo shoot, so I guess the questions will have to wait.


Thanks for reading Chapter 17 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next week to (maybe) get answers to those questions and more! Also, don’t forget our real life TMI Tuesday questions!

Go on to Chapter 18!

TMI Tuesday: April 2023

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


We fell wayyyy behind and then Richard got sick (nothing major; just a sinus infection), so here are my responses anyway! Maybe Richard will catch up sometime soon. 🙂

TMI Tuesday April Redux

April 3rd, 2012:

Sex on Fire

1. Answer the question: What makes you hot?

Jayden: Richard. I can’t resist him.

2. What is it that you want, when you look at porn?
a. To feel happy
b. To learn
c. To relax, relieve tension
d. To orgasm

Jayden: d, of course. And maybe it’s to watch porn with Richard so we both get hot and bothered and then have sex, but the orgasm is an important part of that.

3. You’ve been asked to be a part of a porn movie production. Which job will you do? Why did you select that?

a. The star of the porn film–Doug Hardwicke or Fachina Istite
b. The director–staging the scenes and directing the actors, lighting, camera shots, etc.
c. The fluffer–you’re in charge of keeping the actors “excited” about their work
d. The camera person getting all the tight, up in there, close shots

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Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 16

Welcome to Chapter 16 of my Dominatrix Series! If you haven’t read the previous chapters, you might want to start back at Chapter 1. Today, we’ll find out what happens after the Mistress gets ready for her meeting, and what twists await her in her day!
~Jayden


Chapter 16:

Wrapped in my bathrobe, I scamper home for clean clothes. I drag a brush through my hair and put it back into a ponytail. And then I’m back at the play space, smelling the cinnamon buns and wishing desperately that I could cancel my meeting, but I need to attend. It’s a board meeting for a group interested in bringing in some outside kink experts. They are more of a swinger’s group than a kinky one, but their attendees’ interests overlap. It would be huge for me to be a part of it. I would really be able to get my name out there, maybe get more clients, definitely rent out my space more, and they would pay me to bring in my gear. It’s essential to my business.

James is waiting for me, a cinnamon bun on a paper plate. “You can take your cinnamon bun to go if you need to, Mistress.”

“Thank you, James.” I kiss him on the cheek and then take a bite of the cinnamon bun. It melts in my mouth, and I melt. “This is amazing.” I realize that baking pre-made cinnamon rolls from the fridge is hardly rocket science, but it was still very thoughtful, and they are delicious.

“You’re welcome, Mistress.” He’s beaming at me.

“Don’t you have to go to work today or something?” I ask him.

He shakes his head. “I quit my job to get ready to go to Massachusetts.”

I nod. “I forgot that you quit your job. What’s keeping you so busy, then?”

“Packing. I’m giving up my apartment here.”

I raise my eyebrows at him. I knew he said he would visit me on his breaks (how else was he going to get off?), but I didn’t realize that he was going to give up his apartment.

“I thought I told you that, Mistress. I’m sorry.”

“No, it’s fine, pet. I’m just surprised.”

I run through my schedule for the day in my head. I need to get out the door in the next three minutes or I’ll be late for this meeting. Afterward, I was going to spend some time doing advertising copy, and then I planned a photo shoot for my online fans.

“Why don’t you go and do whatever you need to do, and maybe we can grab dinner tonight?”

“Dinner?” he looks like I just offered him a million dollars.

I nod. “Pick me up at 7:00.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and he kisses me on the cheek.

I make it to the meeting with seconds to spare, my belly warm with cinnamon bun and tea. I want to go back to bed. Actually, I want to go back to bed with James. But instead, I sit through the meeting. I smile and offer commentary where appropriate, and I agree with them enough to make it seem like I am totally on board with what they want. In the end, I pretty much am, but I also know that I will take almost any deal they offer me.

“Well, Miss Parker, I think we can say that we’re off to a great start here. I think we’ll do well combining our clientèle.”

“Thank you,” I say. “I look forward to working with all of you.”

I leave a few minutes later with a contract in my email that I need to get my lawyer to review. As happy as I am that the meeting went well, I’m too distracted by thoughts of James to focus on where I’m going. I go to my favorite coffee shop and set up my laptop to get my advertising done.

Eventually, I get absorbed into my work and manage to get a lot done when I notice a woman across the shop staring at me. Openly staring.

She looks a little familiar, but I can’t place her. But it’s clear that she knows me.


Thanks for checking out Chapter 16 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next week to find out who the woman is staring from across the room! And don’t forget to check out our real life TMI Tuesday questions!

Go on to Chapter 17!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 15

Thanks for checking out Chapter 15 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to start back at Chapter 1 if you’ve missed the beginning. Today, we find out if Mistress brings James home with her, and what happens next!
~Jayden


Chapter 15:

I don’t remember him taking the condom off before our shower, but he must have because it’s not there now. He washes his own hair but lets me wash his body like I often do when we have scenes. But now I’m in the shower with him. I’ve never gotten in the shower with a client before. Can I even call him that anymore? What the hell was I doing? I should never have let this get so far, but it’s like a runaway freight train.

We towel off in an awkward silence. I don’t bother with makeup, but I do pick up my hair brush.

“May I?” he asks.

“Brush my hair?”

“Yes, Mistress.”

“If you want to,” I say, skeptical. He’s never shown any interest in that before.

He takes the hairbrush, and his hands are gentle as he smooths out the knots in my hair. By the time he’s done, I’m lulled into a sense of safety and comfort, and I’m just standing in the bathroom with him.

Now what? I wonder.

“Thank you, Mistress,” he says, handing the hairbrush back to me.

I put it away and wrap the towel tighter around myself, feeling very on display suddenly.

“Would you like me to leave, Mistress?” he asks.

The word “No” escapes my lips before I have a chance to process what he even asked me. But my instinct was right. I don’t want him to leave. I want to take him to bed with me. I want to hold him all night long. I want to feel the hairs on his chest tickle my cheek while we fall asleep. We have cuddled a fair number of times after particularly intense scenes. It’s a part of our aftercare routine. But I know this is going to feel different. I clear my throat and then add, “Do you want to leave, James?”

“No, Ma’am,” he says immediately.

“Good,” I say, clearing my throat again. “Why don’t we pull out the sofa bed?”

He nods and does it immediately, taking off the cushions and then deftly finding and pulling the handle to swing the bed out. He takes the sheets from me that I’ve just gotten out of the closet, and we make the bed in unison. I get the pillows out of the closet while he drapes the comforter from the back of the couch across the bed. “Mistress, can I do anything for you?”

I shake my head and say, “Get into the bed, pet.”

He does, sliding his naked body between the sheets.

I do the same and curl into him, feeling his chest hair tickle my face just the way I imagined it would. Our naked bodies press together, and I am instantly aroused again.

“Mistress,” he whispers, “Thank you.”

“For what, pet?” I whisper back.

“For letting me back in.”

I nod against his body. “I’m glad you came back, pet.”

He strokes my hair softly. I want to stay awake and talk to him more. I want to find out what he’s thinking, how he’s feeling. I want to know if this changes everything for him, for me, for us. But I simply can’t. My eyes drift closed, and I fall asleep in his arms.

The sun filters in through the light curtains early the next morning. I stir restlessly and realize that I’m alone.

Why am I in the play space? Why didn’t I go home last night? And then the memories come flooding back. The scent and feel of James’ body against mine. The sex we shared. The intimate shower. And falling asleep in his arms.

I sit up, holding the sheet over my naked body. I am aroused by the memories, and I can smell my own arousal. I have half a mind to take a shower before James comes back. But did he leave, or is he here somewhere? I have no idea.

I look around for my robe and find it tossed aside. I slip it on and pad into the small kitchen the play space apartment has. James isn’t there, but something smells good. I switch on the oven light and can see cinnamon buns baking in the oven. I love cinnamon buns.

“Good morning!” James says, and I turn around to find him coming in the door. I don’t know where my phone is or why I didn’t notice the alarm. I guess I was too tired to realize, and now my phone is in the other room.

“Good morning, pet,” I say.

He hands me tea, and I take it, sipping it gratefully. It’s made exactly the way I like it. “Good morning, Mistress. I got you tea and made the cinnamon rolls I found in the fridge. I hope that’s okay.”

I smile at him and say, “Of course. I’m glad you did. They smell amazing.”

Then I glance at the clock on the stove and remember I have a meeting in half an hour.

“Oh shit,” I say. “I have to get ready. I have a meeting at 9:00 am.”

“Oh,” he says. “That’s okay.”

“How long until the cinnamon buns are done?” I ask.

“Five minutes,” he says, checking his watch.

“I’ll be right back.”


Thanks for reaching Chapter 15! Come back next Friday for more. Who is Mistress meeting with and how will that meeting go? Will she and James figure out what all this means for their relationship? Come back next week to find out! And don’t forget to check out our real life answers to TMI Tuesday that we’re hoping to catch up on finally!

Go on to Chapter 16!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 14

Welcome to Chapter 14 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to start back at Chapter 1 if you haven’t read the previous installments. Today, we’re going to read some steamy sex between our resident Domme and her pet. How is that going to change their relationship?
~Jayden


Chapter 14:

His cock is so big, and it feels so good. I wrap my arms around his neck and hold on for dear life as he fucks me, standing right there. He carries me a few steps to the side and puts me up against the wall. It’s cold on my bare back, but I don’t care. My nails rake down his back, and he groans.

“Yes, more,” he moans in my ear.

I do it again. And again. And again. I’m sure I’m leaving red marks on his back. I want to mark him.

He seems to be tiring out, which is understandable. “Sit on the couch, pet,” I whisper into his ear.

He does, and I somehow manage to stay on his cock. I use the couch to ride his cock. His hands find my hips and help me. It doesn’t take me long to tire out myself, but he takes over, fucking me from below, thrusting his hips up into me. “May I please cum, Mistress?”

“Yes, god, yes. Cum. Fuuuuck,” I groan as I feel his cock pulsing inside me. The condom is doing its job and keeping his cum from filling my pussy, but I can still feel him pulsing inside me.

We stop thrusting, and I just sit on top of him, his slowly softening cock still inside me. We’re both panting and sweaty. I rest my head on his shoulder, and he wraps his arms around me, holding me loosely. I don’t have any words. I don’t regret what we did, but I am embarrassed about acknowledging it.

I have no idea how long we’ve been laying here. I don’t want to get up. I wish more than anything else that I had a bed in the play space and not a pull out sofa that we’re currently sitting on. I am really tempted to bring him to my bed, but that seems like a bad idea.

“Do you want a shower, Mistress?”

I nod and climb off of him, a bit unsteady on my feet. It’s been a long time since I’ve been fucked like that. My pussy is sore in the best possible way.

We go into the bathroom where not long ago I was washing James. But now he’s the one to turn on the shower. He adjusts the temperature to something just shy of scalding and gets in. “Is this an okay temperature for you, Mistress?”

I nod and stand under the spray. He lets his fingers run through my long hair, getting thoroughly wet.

“Would you like me to wash your hair, Mistress?”

“Yes, please, pet.”

He lathers shampoo into my hair, massaging my scalp. It feels amazing. I could let him do it all night. When he’s done, I turn around and rinse my hair. He repeats the process with conditioner, and we fall into a rhythm as though we’ve done this together a thousand times. He washes my body with his hands, getting them soaped up and then touching me. He touches every inch of my body. It feels even more intimate than the kisses we shared.

When he’s done, he kneels in front of me, looking up at me, the spray bouncing off of me and making a mist over him.

“You are beautiful, Mistress.”

I blush. I’m used to my submissives complimenting me, but they almost have to. Besides, I usually hide behind thigh-high boots, sexy lingerie, and makeup. But James is looking at me barefoot, naked, with no makeup on, and he’s still saying I’m beautiful. For the first time in a long time, I feel like someone sees me. Really sees me. Tears burn in my eyes, and the shower washes them away, but I know James notices. He sees them fall before he rests his head against my thigh, wrapping his arms around me as we stand under the hot water.


Thanks for reading Chapter 14! Come back next Friday to find out if Mistress takes James back to her place or not! Also, don’t forget to check out real life TMI Tuesday that we’re trying to catch up on!

Go on to Chapter 15!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 13

Welcome to Chapter 13 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to start back at Chapter 1 if you haven’t read the previous chapters yet. I hope you aren’t set on James having more dialogue in this chapter. I don’t think he even gets to say anything, but he sure does a lot…
~Jayden


Chapter 13:

I am not naive enough to think that he doesn’t or hasn’t had other partners, but the way he finds my clit almost instantly is impressive. He sucks on it lightly, and I feel like I’m going to lose my mind. I can’t remember the last time someone sucked on my clit. His fingers explore my folds and slide deep inside me. My pussy clenches around them.

“Fuuuuck,” I groan. “Don’t stop. Fuck. Don’t stop.”

Part of me worries that he will stop just to spite me. In retaliation for all the times I’ve made him edge; for all the times I made him wait to cum.

But he doesn’t seem interested in torturing me. His tongue and fingers keep going, and I know my orgasm is imminent. “James, fuck, I’m going to cum,” I groan. I don’t remember the last time I called him James.

My words spur him on to suck harder, to shove his fingers deeper, and I love it. I fucking love it.

My orgasm crashes over me, stronger than any I could give myself. My clit becomes so sensitive, I can’t stand it. I need him to stop sucking on it. I try to buck him off, but he’s stronger than me. He finally lets go of my clit, but his fingers keep stroking my insides. Then his tongue licks down my folds to where his fingers are, licking my juices off of his own fingers as he pulls them out of me.

I just lay there, panting, watching him. Unable to take my eyes off of him. I have just had a mind-blowing orgasm, but I want more. I want his cock. I want to suck it. I want to touch it. I want him to fuck me. God, I have never wanted someone this badly in all my life.

I can’t form words. He’s pulled back, kneeling on the floor in front of me. I lean forward, close enough to touch him. Then I slide to the floor so we’re kneeling, facing each other. I pull his shirt up and over his head. I unbutton and unzip his jeans, sliding them down over his hips. I can’t get them the rest of the way off without him helping and standing up, but he does so without a word.

And then we’re standing in front of each other, both naked, panting, hot, and still aroused. There’s a part of me that is terrified that we’ve just opened Pandora’s box, but I can’t help it. I can’t help myself with him. I’ve never felt this way about a client. Shit. I have to refund his money. I push the thought aside.

He looks uncertain now, but I’m not. I drop to my knees in front of him, looking at the cock I have seen a thousand times. But this time, it’s different. He’s not paying me to get him off. He’s just here.

I take him into my mouth, swallowing him down the back of my throat. Fuck, I missed this. I gag a little, pull back, go down again. I swirl my tongue around the tip of his cock like he did to my fake cock earlier. But he makes the most delicious sounds when I do. I can feel my cunt pulsing with excitement as I hear the noises he makes. All for me.

I pull back, stopping before I get him off. I want more. I don’t know how he feels about it. I can’t process what I should be doing in this moment, but I know that there’s something.

I’m on birth control, and he gets regularly tested (he has to if he wants to be my client). I also get regularly tested. But whatever. That’s not it. I need to find a condom. I can’t have that conversation right now. I pull away from him, fumbling in a drawer beside the couch. I come back with a foil pack and rip it open. I roll it down onto his cock, and he doesn’t stop me. I look up into his eyes, seeking permission. But that’s not how this relationship works. He gets permission from me. And me putting a condom on his cock is permission enough for him. And before I can even react, he picks me up and slides inside me.


Thanks for reading Chapter 13 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next Friday to hear more about the sex Mistress and pet are about to have. Hot stuff! Don’t forget to check out our real life TMI Tuesday blog every week! We’re going to catch up, I promise!

Go on to Chapter 14!

The Insecure Writer’s Support Group #IWSG

The Insecure Writer's Support Group

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May 3 question – When you are working on a story, what inspires you?

Jayden: Real life often inspires me. It helps that I write kinky bdsm stories. That is my real life. 😀 But sometimes I write about things I’ve never done, or even things I don’t particularly want to do but sound hot in a story. In any case, any kinky sex scene gets me inspired.


Richard: Spite! It’s not very profound, but it is a powerful motivator.

Z is for… #AtoZChallenge

Welcome to the A to Z Challenge 2023!

Warning: This is a kinky blog for adults only! We will be addressing topics of BDSM in our fictional posts!

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Jayden is back this week with a new story! If you haven’t read our other stories, that’s okay. This one is started with T is for Terror! We’re writing about resilient submissives on our kinky blog. And honestly, this one is more romantic and suspenseful than kinky. We’ll see what happens after Z!


“Zoe. My name is Zoe.”

“Zoe,” he repeats. “Are you okay, Zoe?”

I nod against his chest.

“We should be safe down here.”

I nod again. I wonder if my car will even still be there. And my daughter. I hope that she’s okay, but then again, the tornado is apparently right here, which means it’s not near her. But she must be terrified that I’m not responding to her. I’m sure I’ll have a thousand missed calls when I eventually get back to my phone.

I can feel Xander’s gaze down on me, and I resist the urge to look up at him, but I can tell he isn’t going to take no for an answer. He uses one finger to lift my head to look up at him. And then he kisses me.

The kiss is tender at first, and I inhale his masculine scent as I melt against him. My hands wrap around his neck, and his grip my waist. As I kiss him back, it becomes more urgent, our lips pressing together hard enough to bruise.

I realize that we’re both soaking wet, and I have no idea where my umbrella is, and I don’t care at all. He’s still wearing his rain gear, which is also soaking wet, just making it worse for me. I can’t stop shivering.

He pulls back. “Zoe, fuck, I’m sorry.”

I shake my head, “Don’t be sorry.”

“Hang on,” he says, and he lets me go. I don’t know where he’s going, but I don’t want him to go far. I follow him when he gets ten feet away. He opens a trunk I hadn’t even noticed. It’s filled with all sorts of emergency supplies, and blankets are one of them. “It’s not as soft as I would like, but it’s something. You’re going to freeze to death in those wet clothes.” He hands me a couple of blankets, and then turns away. “I won’t look.”

I don’t know where my sudden boldness comes from, maybe because I can’t control the weather, or my car breaking down, or how I ended up here with this man, but I can control this. I’ll give up my control again, especially if he takes it the way I hope he will, but right in this moment, he’s given me control. “Xander,” I say, and he turns at my voice. “Don’t look away.”


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Y is for… #AtoZChallenge

Welcome to the A to Z Challenge 2023!

Warning: This is a kinky blog for adults only! We will be addressing topics of BDSM in our fictional posts!

Y 2023 A-to-Zchallenge.com

Jayden is back this week with a new story! If you haven’t read our other stories, that’s okay. This one is started with T is for Terror! We’re writing about resilient submissives on our kinky blog. And honestly, this one is more romantic and suspenseful than kinky. We’ll see what happens after Z!


Yellow. Yellow light spills from the hole at the flick of a switch. “Come on, we have to go,” he yells as his phone starts screeching again.

I’m a little claustrophobic, just a little, and the hole is making my skin crawl.

“Please, come on, please,” he begs, and he starts to go down the steep cement steps in front of me, but he turns back and extends his hand to me. “Trust me. We’ll be safe down here. The tornado is almost right on top of us!”

Tornadoes are rare here. It happens, but not often. And what are the odds that it would happen right on top of us?

He unlocks his phone and pushes the alert at me. “See? It’s right here. Come on!”

I can’t process what he’s saying fast enough, but it looks legit. He couldn’t have possibly prepared all of this on the off chance a woman would come alone looking for help during a storm. This has to be real. It’s too much of a coincidence otherwise. Right?

I take a step forward, and I hear a loud crash as part of the warehouse wall crumbles. I stumble forward into the hole and Xander pulls the door shut on top of us. “Come on,” he says for the sixth time. He pulls me deeper into the space, taking me to the back of the dank space. The yellow light doesn’t illuminate all the corners, but it’s enough for us to navigate it safely.

“Where are we?”

“It’s a storm shelter. These warehouses aren’t much more than a tin can,” Xander says. “It’s built big enough to hold fifty people.”

I look around. There’s no way fifty people could be in this space without being right on top of each other. I shudder. If this had happened when the factory was open, I would be panicking hard core right now. With just the two of us, it’s roomy, and I feel relatively safe.

There’s another loud crash from above and the ceiling shakes, but everything stays in place. My heart is pounding and my whole body is shaking.

Xander is still holding my hand after pulling me down into the space, and feeling my trembling, he pulls me in and hugs me. “Are you okay, err. I don’t know your name.”


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X is for… #AtoZChallenge

Welcome to the A to Z Challenge 2023!

Warning: This is a kinky blog for adults only! We will be addressing topics of BDSM in our fictional posts!

X 2023 a-to-zchallenge.com

Jayden is back this week with a new story! If you haven’t read our other stories, that’s okay. This one is started with T is for Terror! We’re writing about resilient submissives on our kinky blog. And honestly, this one is more romantic and suspenseful than kinky. We’ll see what happens after Z!


“Xander. My name is Xander,” he says. “Listen, I know that you must be feeling very alone right now, but let me help you. It’s no trouble, honestly. I’m sure my friend will take good care of your car.”

I nod, “Thank you, Xander.”

“I’ll call from my phone so he picks up. I don’t think he’s officially open right now.” Xander’s smile is sexy and makes me want to kiss him.

But before I can even think about acting on that crazy impulse, his phone starts screeching. “What’s happening?” I cry.

“Tornado warning!” he yells. “Come on!” He grabs me by the hand and we start running across the open parking lot. I frantically look around, trying to see anything, but with the parking lot lights blaring, I can’t see anything outside their halos. We get to the building, and he uses a badge to swipe the door open. “Come on!” he yells again, tugging me inside and letting the door slam shut. I think that’s going to be it now that we’re inside a real building and not a little shack, but it’s not.

“Where are we going?”

“Storm shelter,” he yells. He sounds frantic, and is yelling much louder than he needs to. Sure, the wind is loud, but he doesn’t need to yell this loud.

We wind through rows of machines, and I am certain I’ll never find my way out of his warehouse without his help. I hope that nothing happens to him. We get to a spot near the middle of the building and he stops, pulling a trap door up on the floor. If I go down into the dark hole, am I ever going to come out?


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