Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 26

Welcome back to Chapter 26 of my Determined Dominatrix story! (Sorry it’s a day late!) It’s James’ and Mistress’ last time together before he moves, and she’s promised him some marks to take with him on his trip. If you aren’t caught up, you can check out the Recap for Chapters 1-20 or start back at Chapter 1!
~Jayden


Chapter 26:

The room is filled with implements of every imaginable size and shape. Some are soft and can be used sensually. Some are harsh. I have seen many less experienced people’s eyes widen when they see this play space. I love that look. Introducing people to all the possibilities in the realm of impact play is an incredibly powerful feeling. But now it’s just my pet and me. He’s seen all of these toys. I don’t think I’ve used all of them on him. There are literally over a hundred. (Though that would be a fun scene to do with him…) But for the moment, I am prioritizing leaving marks for his strip tomorrow.

I choke back the tears that threaten to fall again and move to one of the many baskets of toys. I select a piece of rolled-up leather. It’s sort of like a dragon’s tail but truncated. It won’t leave marks, but it will be a great warm-up. I stand behind James and run the leather across his ass.

“Are you ready, pet?”

“Yes, Mistress.”

“What do you want, pet?”

“I want you to mark me, Mistress.”

“Why, pet?” I know we’ve gone over all of this before, but it’s sexy to hear him saying it right as I’m about to beat him.

“I want to have marks when I leave, Mistress.”

I know that his heart must be pounding with excitement. Mine is. “How many marks, pet?”

“As many as you want, Mistress. Make my whole ass black and blue.” He whimpers at the thought, and I can feel my pussy getting wet with arousal. I love to hear him whimper. The whole time we’re talking, I keep caressing his ass and lower back with the leather thumper. He knows what it is. It’s one of my favorite implements. It makes a good sound. The sensation heightens the anticipation.

I pull back and lay the first hit on the right side. He groans. Another follows. Another. Each hit is met with a groan or a whimper. I love it. I can’t wait for more. Then I switch to the left side. He is starting to squirm a little, which is good. He hasn’t sunk deeply into sub-space yet, but he will. Once he does, he moves less. Right now, he’s still too hyped up to be totally still. “Pet,” I admonish. “Stay still.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he says, but he struggles with it.

I do see that he’s moving a lot less, though.

After a while, I switch back to the other side and then alternate. When I’m satisfied that he’s warmed up, he’s barely moaning or whimpering when I hit him. It’s time for something more.

I set the thumper aside and select a dragon tail. The end of it will certainly leave marks. I have to be more careful with this implement, and I need him to stay still, which is why I don’t like to start with it. I crack the dragon tail like a whip in the air, and he flinches but doesn’t move. “Good boy,” I praise, “You know you need to stay still when I hit you with this.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and I can see his muscles tensing.

The first strike lands across his ass with perfect placement of the sharp tip. He moans loudly but doesn’t move. A red welt rises up immediately where I hit him. I know it’s a sharp pain, and I know he loves it. I switch sides and land another one in the same place on the other side. I can’t go as quickly with this one as I do with some other implements, but the red welts are so sexy. It’s worth taking my time.

He’s whimpering and crying so much, though. My heart goes out to him, but seeing him in this much pain turns me on. I want to inflict more. And I know that he loves it.

“How are you doing, pet?” I ask when I set the dragon tail aside.

“Good, Mistress.”

“I’m not hurting you too much, am I, pet?” I croon.

“No, Mistress.”

“Good,” I say. “These welts aren’t going to stick around long. I want some good deep bruises for you to take with you.”

“Please, Mistress?” he whispers.

“Are you embarrassed to ask for bruises, pet?”

“No, Mistress.”

“Good,” I say. “Then ask louder.”

“Please, Mistress,” he says louder. Very obedient boy.

“Please what, pet?”

“Please bruise my ass, Mistress. I want to be so black and blue I can’t sit for a week.”

“Only a week?” I tease.

“As long as you want, Mistress. Please!” He’s sounding desperate now. Just how I like him.


Thanks for reading Chapter 26! Come back next week to find out what she’s going to use to turn his ass black and blue. Don’t forget TMI Tuesday coming up every Tuesday with historical questions answered by both Richard and me. And keep your eye out for a new pop-up feature: Sexy Shorts! Short scenes that are a little sexy and often kinky. (I know, I know, I can never write short scenes. But I’m going to give it a try. I think some very sensory, sexy scenes with no backstory can be fun!) Tell us in the comments what kinks you’d love to see featured in our new Sexy Shorts!

Go on to Chapter 27!

The Insecure Writer’s Support Group #IWSG

The Insecure Writer's Support Group

If you’d like to chime in and let us know your answers to the questions or drop a link to your post if you’re participating, please do so in the comments! And check out the IWSG website for more answers!

August 2 question: Have you ever written something that afterwards you felt conflicted about? If so, did you let it stay how it was, take it out, or rewrite it?

Jayden: Yes! My first published novel is titled Slave. The main character is a submissive whose only name in the entire novel is Slave. She has no other name (and doesn’t want or need one). It’s a huge fantasy of mine, and I loved writing the novel. But looking back at it, I feel like it’s not an appropriate title given the history of the term. But I can’t just re-title the book. I would literally have to change the whole novel. So…I just took it off the market a while back. As it was my first published novel, I’m a better writer now anyway. What do you think? Should I put it back on the market?

Richard: Not in any kind of a professionalish context. I did some very weird prompts and roleplays over the years that I felt kind of icky about. I didn’t really do anything as a response, I think they’ve all just disappeared into the digital ether.

TMI Tuesday: July 2023 Part 3

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.

Okay, so it’s not quite July, but we’re catching up!


The Comfort and Thrill of Sex

1. How do you feel about giving anal sex (penetration with penis, finger or sex toys)?

a. I love it.

b. I enjoy it.

c. I’m ok with it.

d. I don’t really enjoy it.

e. I don’t enjoy it at all.

f. I have never given anal sex.

g. I have never given anal sex, but would like to start.

Jayden: C

Richard:  A

2. How do you feel about receiving anal sex (penetration with penis, finger or sex toys)?

a. I love it.

b. I enjoy it.

c. I’m ok with it.

d. I don’t enjoy it at all.

e. I have never received anal sex.

f. I have never received anal sex, but would like to start.

Jayden: B

Richard: B

3. How do you feel about getting undressed in front of a new lover, for the first time, as he/she watches you?

a. It’s a turn on for me.

b. It turns me on a little bit.

c. I like it, but only because it gets him/her going.

d. It does nothing for me.

e. I don’t like doing it because I am shy.

f. I don’t like doing it because I think it’s immoral/improper.

Jayden: C (I get very nervous)

Richard: A

4. Do you express your sexual pleasure with moans, groans, sighs, and other noises (provided that you are actually turned on)?

a. Yes, each time I have sex (90-100% of the time).

b. Yes, on most occasions (70-89% of the time).

c. Yes, on some occasions (40-69% of the time).

d. Yes, on a few occasions (10-39% of the time).

e. Yes, but only on special occasions (1-9% of the time).

f. Never, not even when I am really turned on.

Jayden: A

Richard: B? Ask Jayden.

Jayden: Probably B. Richard doesn’t moan or grunt a lot, but he does talk sexy.

5. Do you talk to your partner in a sexually explicit way?

a. Talking dirty is one of our favorite activities.

b. Occasionally, I like to talk dirty with my partner, and I do it with ease.

c. I talk dirty with my partner, but it feels awkward.

d. I would like to talk dirty with my partner, but I don’t dare for fear of being judged or ridiculed.

e. I would like to talk dirty with my partner, but she/he isn’t into it.

f. I don’t talk in such a way because I think it is inappropriate.

g. I don’t talk in such a way because I can’t bring myself to do it.

Jayden: B

Richard: B

6. What kind of animal do you most sound like when building to a climax?

a. quiet little mouse

b. low moaning wolf

c. screeching beluga whale

Jayden: B? I guess?

Richard: I know my O face is kind of fish-like, so I’ll say C.

Bonus: Which do you prefer comfort sex or thrill-seeking sex? Why?

Comfort seekers value deep intimacy, quiet engagement and trust over time of familiar relationships. For them sex is best as a safe, loving nurturing space.*
Thrill seekers value wild energy, adventure and novelty; they are willing to try open relationships, testing themselves outside average sexual practices. These folks crave a place to push the boundaries of new experiences.*

*Adapted from Susan Mernit’s blog

Jayden: I like both. I’d like to say I’m not sure I could pick one, but I think I lean more toward the thrill seeking side.


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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 25

Hello! Welcome to Chapter 25 of my Dominatrix Series. If you haven’t been along for the ride since Chapter 1, I did a Recap after Chapter 20 you can use to catch up so you can join in on the fun! Today, we’re going to hear the start of Mistress Parker and James’ last session before he moves away. It will be unforgettable for them and for us!
~Jayden


Chapter 25:

While he drives home, I say, “Play space. You may not be wearing any clothes when you enter.”

He knows what that means, and he’s already undoing his belt in the car as much as he can while driving. As soon as we park, his shirt comes off. He slips his shoes off, and I see him struggling with his socks. All that’s left are his pants and boxers.

He gets out of the car, looking around for signs of any neighbors. Not seeing any, his pants follow, but he waits until he’s at the door to hook his fingers into the sides of his boxers. And then he pauses and waits for me, but I’m taking my sweet time over by the car.

“Mistress,” he hisses, scared that he will get caught by someone standing in front of my driveway in just his boxers but also scared to make me upset.

I smile at him sweetly and stroll over. Unlocking the door, I slide inside, watching him intently. I can see him swallow hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing, and then he slides his boxers down and off. He stands naked in front of me, and I am instantly a thousand times more aroused. “Come in, pet.”

He practically scampers inside, and I can see him breathing a sigh of relief now that he’s no longer in sight of the neighborhood. Whatever. It’s dark outside.

I walk up the stairs to the apartment, and we go inside. “Crawl,” I tell him as soon as he gets to the top of the stairs. He follows my instruction well, and I give him some scritches behind his ear. He sits perfectly still while I put the collar on him and connect the leash. Leading him into the living room, I bring him right to the cage. “In.”

He whimpers, but he crawls over the threshold and into the cage. I unclip the leash, and he gets himself comfortable. He’s whimpering and whining, and it’s cute, but he’s not begging yet.

I had half a mind to bring in someone else to fuck me while he watches from the cage. What a mind fuck that would be. But I don’t have that relationship with anyone else, and it’s our last time together in person for a while, and I don’t want that for our last time. Last time. I can’t even think about it. I’ve fantasized about what I will do to him long distance, but now that he’s more than just a client, it’s so much harder. I push the thoughts aside and focus on him, lying in the crate, whimpering.

“Why should I let you out, pet? You seem like you’re right where you belong. A little bitch like you locked up in a cage.”

“Please, Mistress.”

“Please, what?”

“Please, let me out of the cage. How can I please you from in here, Mistress? Please let me know, and I’ll please you any way you want.”

I chuckle. “You’ll please me any way I want anyway.”

He thinks for a moment, and then he says, “but Mistress, wouldn’t it be more fun to hurt me from out there? You’re limited by the bars, Mistress. If you let me out, I can please you, and you can hurt me more.”

I grin. I was planning to let him out anyway, but he does have a good point. “Sometimes you aren’t a worthless slut, pet.” I unlock the cage, but I put the leash back on him before I let him out. I pull on it so that his face is pointed in my direction. “But let me be clear, bitch.” His breath is coming fast and hard. “You’re mine. Do you understand? Whether you have this collar on or not, whether you’re leashed or caged for me, whether you’re walking around pretending not to be a slut, you’re my pet, and you do what I want when I want. Do you understand?”

He swallows hard. “Yes, Mistress. Always yours.”

“That’s right. And no amount of distance changes that.” Tears sting the backs of my eyes, and I push him down and away from me before he sees it. “Get on the spanking bench,” I say, clearing my throat.

I strap him down so he can’t move and look carefully for what I want to beat him with to give him the marks I promised.


Thanks for reading Chapter 25 of my Dominatrix Story! Come back next week to find out how Mistress Parker leaves pretty marks on James. Don’t forget our real life TMI Tuesday every week!

Go on to Chapter 26!

TMI Tuesday: July 2023 Part 2

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


TMI Tuesday: July 17, 2012

Posted on July 16, 2012 by TMI Tuesday blog

  1. DARING: What are your 50 shades?
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1. I enjoy the idea that my partner wants to inflict pain on me that:
a. makes me curious
b. is titillating and sexually arousing
c. that leaves me screaming and/or crying because that’s the way I like it

Jayden: Yes, yes, and yes. Please?

Richard: D. Makes me conduct a daring escape while 

2. Do you like being forced to dress or act in a way that is humiliating? If yes, please describe. If no, why not?

Jayden: Act, yes. Dress, no. I like being made to do things that makes me uncomfortable, if it pleases my Dom.

Richard: Not really. That’s what I have Jayden for.

3. Do you like seeing bruises, scars, or marks that were caused during sex on either you or your partner? What kind of marks?

Jayden: YES. I LOVE bruises. I have two (one on each breast) right now. Bite marks and bruises are fun. (Also, PSA: bruises on your breasts can present like lumps during breast cancer screenings. Save yourself some stress and remember that when you do a breast exam!)

Richard:  Bites are my favorite, but marks in general are fun.

4. Would you like to be forced to do sexual things that you don’t necessarily like to do? Yes or No.

Jayden: Yes. I like being forced to do things.

Richard: Only briefly before said daring escape and sassiness.

5. Do you want to be forced to watch your lover with someone else? Yes, No or It depends.

Jayden: Probably not. Never say never, and all that. 

Richard: Nah.

6. What dirty (sometimes inappropriate) things do you like to say to your sexual partner?

Jayden: Nothing. I’m terrible at talking dirty, despite the fact that I’m good at writing it.

Richard: I never say anything inappropriate. All my perviness is above board!

Bonus: Finish this statement: I like being powerful in bed because __________ .

Jayden: (I don’t generally feel powerful in bed, but…) I feel powerful when I please my partner.

Richard: it makes my dick hard.

TMI Tuesday: July 24, 2012

Posted on July 23, 2012 by TMI Tuesday blog

Once again Virtualsin has provided us with TMI Tuesday questions.

Let’s Go To Bed

(Yes that is an invitation 😉 😉 as well as a song by one of my fave groups The Cure. –Hedone)

The Cure – Let’s Go To Bed from Martin Zulić on Vimeo.

Most importantly it is the theme of this week’s TMI Tuesday. Tell us about your bed.

1. What size (King, queen, full, twin)?

Jayden: King

Richard: King

2. What mattress construction (conventional springs, air bed, water bed, Tempurpedic-type)?

Jayden: Spring/foam hybrid

Richard: I think this one is a spring/foam hybrid.

3. What type furniture (just a frame, headboard/footboard, canopy, trundle, etc)? Describe.

Jayden: I want a headboard, but we just have a frame.

Richard: Just a frame.

4. If your bed has headboard/footboard or bedposts, have you ever been tied to them? Ever tied anyone to them? For what purpose? 

Jayden: No. Sadness.

Richard: No 😦

5. What kind of sheets (cotton, linen, silk, flannel)?

Jayden: Whatever Richard wants. But we found something we agree on.

Richard: PIMA (or similar long strand cotton) PERCALE OR BUST!

6. What kind of blankets (cotton, wool, thermal, electric)?

Jayden: Thick and soft. And I love my electric throw.

Richard: None

7. What’s on top (bedspread, duvet,…)?

Jayden: (What Richard says…)

Richard: Right now there’s just a cheap comforter on there, but I have some hand knitted afghans from my great aunt that I like to put on there.

8. What kind of pillow (down, foam, fiberfill)?

Jayden: I like down, but I’m pretty allergic to things, so I have a fake down pillow now, I think.

Richard: Foam and shredded foam combo, I believe.

Bonus:  Fill in the blank and answer question.

If _____ comes over, will you let them fuck you on your bed? Yes or no.

Jayden: Pierce Brosnan. Yes.

Richard: Jeff Goldblum. Yes.


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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 24

Welcome to Chapter 24 of my Dominatrix Story! If you haven’t been keeping up, I recommend that you start back at Chapter 1 or at least hop back to the Recap if you don’t want the whole story right now. This chapter is a long one, but it was kind of boring without the end, so I decided it was better to go long and have something to make you squirm, just a little. Like my Dominatrix, I might also like making you squirm…
~Jayden


Chapter 24:

The rest of dinner flies by. It feels good to let my guard down a bit and tell him about my past. I have no family to speak of, but I tell him about the corporate job I hated and how I quit to become a full-time Dominatrix. I even get a little vulnerable with him and tell him I’m so scared to fail. I have no safety net now. I used all my savings to get my house and play space. So I need this to work.

He is supportive without me feeling like he’s trying to take over my life. It’s refreshing. Maybe this thing can work after all? Besides, he knew my biggest secret going in: I’m a Dominatrix, and I love hurting people.

When we leave, he asks, “So, where is home, Mistress?”

“Right next to my play space.”

“Really?” he says.

“Mmhmm,” I nod. “The play space is above my garage. I live in the house right there.”

“I had no idea,” he says.

“That’s intentional, pet. But I don’t have a lot of toys at home.”

“You don’t?”

I chuckle. “Why would I? I have all the toys I could ever want in my play space.”

“That’s fair, Mistress.”

“Do you want to come in, pet?”

“Yes, please, Mistress.”

When he parks in my driveway, he hops out, running around to open my door before I can. He offers me a hand as I get out, and I take it even though I don’t need to. It’s a sweet gesture.

I can feel my phone buzzing with the alert that someone is in the driveway. I pull it out and switch it off. We go inside, and I show him around my house. It’s modest but nice. I keep it clean and uncluttered as much as I can. No one else makes messes since it’s just me. “How are you feeling, Mistress?”

“Tired,” I say. It’s been a long day, and I’m ready to curl up with him and cuddle. Is that an awkward thing to say to the man you’re sort of dating? Trying to date? Definitely fucking. I don’t know.

“Let’s go to bed,” he says, and I nod.

“I need a shower,” I tell him.

“Do you want to be alone, or do you want me to join you, Mistress?”

I smile. I appreciate how thoughtful he is. “I’d be glad for your company, pet.”

He washes my hair and body like he did in our last shower together. It’s a novel experience for me. I’m not used to the intimacy of it. I’ve kept my distance for so long.

When we go to bed, it’s comfortable. I curl up in his arms, and he holds me tight. I don’t know how long we lay there before I fall asleep, but it’s the best night of sleep I’ve had in a long time.

The next few weeks pass in a blur. James and I spend as much time together as possible, which is, unfortunately, not much more than we were spending together before. But at least now he stays over after his sessions, and, of course, he doesn’t pay. Honestly, it’s a big hit to my regular income. We don’t talk about it, but he pays every time we go out or order in. I usually offer, but he always refuses or pays before I can even say anything.

My early fears seem unwarranted as I continue seeing my other clients, and James hasn’t said a word about them.

“Mistress,” he says, and I shake out of my reverie about the past few weeks and how happy I’ve been.

“Yes, pet?”

“What are you going to do with me tonight?”

I smirk at him. “What fun is it if I tell you ahead of time?”

He groans, but I know the idea of it arouses him. He likes being surprised. “Please, Mistress, can’t you just tell me?”

“No, pet. But I promise you’ll be thinking of me all the way to Massachusetts tomorrow.” As I say the words, my breath hitches in my throat, and I clear my throat to try to cover it.

I don’t fool him, and I see the look of sadness cross his face.

We finish our last dinner together in the same private room we had our first dinner in. Our server quietly clears the plates and offers us dessert. We decline, and he leaves. “I want you for dessert, Mistress,” he whispers in my ear. We’re sitting side by side at the table, and I turn and nip his ear.

“Of course you do, pet.”

He kisses me behind my ear.

“Well, if you want me for dessert, you’d better get down on the floor like the dirty slut you are.”

I can feel the smile in the way he moves, and then he’s under the table and up my skirt. I’m not wearing panties, so he has easy access to me. I was planning to make him find his way up there if he didn’t suggest it himself. I spread my legs for him, and he moves between them eagerly. He moans softly as he inhales my scent and starts to lick my slit.

I part my legs farther and lean back. Fuck that feels so good. Since the first time, he was masterful, but the more we’re together, the better it gets. His fingers slide inside my pussy, and his tongue finds my clit, and before long, I’m gripping the chair, trying not to fall off. My whole body is shuddering as my orgasm tears through me. “Fuck,” I groan as my pussy clenches around his fingers. He won’t stop licking me, though he slides his tongue further down my slit, leaving my clit alone for the moment.

When he emerges from under my skirt, his face is slick with my juices, and he’s grinning from ear to ear. “I love making you feel good, Mistress.”

“Almost as much as I love making you writhe in pain, pet.”

I didn’t think it possible, but his grin widens. “You and me both, Mistress.”

“What do you say we go home so I can make you scream and beg me to stop?”

“Yes, please, Mistress.”


Thanks for reading Chapter 24 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next Friday for more, and don’t forget TMI Tuesday every week to learn some real life facts about me and my husband, Richard!

Go on to Chapter 25!

TMI Tuesday: July 2023 Part 1

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


TMI Tuesday: July 3, 2012

Posted on July 1, 2012 by TMI Tuesday blog

This week’s questions are republished from November 23, 2010.

1. Have you ever shared sleeping accommodations with someone of the opposite sex without anything steamy happening?

Jayden: Many times, though not recently. Some of them I was even dating at the time!

Richard: I once slept in the same bed as a girl I was dating because she was afraid her (shared) room was haunted. Either she was crazy, or I was a moron. Maybe both.

2. Have you ever streaked, flashed, or otherwise partially or totally exposed yourself in public before (or after) an informal, unofficial gathering of people?

Jayden: Yeah, but I was a teenager.

Richard: Yeah. This guy was like, “Woooo, take it off!” and I did. And then Jayden’s dad walked around the corner.

3. Have you had dates with multiple people in the same weekend (or consecutive nights or the same night) while not all of your dates were aware of your actions?

Jayden: I don’t think I ever did it without them being aware. Maybe as a teenager.

Richard: I don’t think so either.

4. What is the most “romantic” you have ever gotten in a movie theater?

Jayden: I fooled around in the bathroom of a movie theater once. Other than that, I haven’t gotten more than handsy.

Richard: I played with a remote vibe in a theater once.

5. Have you ever had sex when you knew a non-participating adult was watching?

Jayden: Yes, but it was someone I was dating.

Richard: I think so.

TMI Tuesday: July 10, 2012

Posted on July 9, 2012 by TMI Tuesday blog

Blankety Blank
Complete the sentences by filling in the blanks.

1. I could spend all day _______  but couldn’t stand five minutes  _______ .

2. I would love to have a robot in my house to do _______  because no one else ever does.

3. The older you get the more _______  you get.

4. I want to  _______  when I _______  .

5. My appetite for _______ can never be satisfied.

Bonus: If I were a hoarder, I would hoard _______ .

Jayden:

1. I could spend all day reading but couldn’t stand five minutes cleaning.

2. I would love to have a robot in my house to do dishes because no one else ever does. (For the record, Richard does do them, but I do them more often because he cooks. I just want neither of us to have to do them! I honestly don’t think there are any chores only one of us does, though Richard tries to do all the cat chores since I’m allergic.)

3. The older you get the more sleepy you get.

4. I want to snuggle when I sleep.

5. My appetite for sweets can never be satisfied.

Bonus: If I were a hoarder, I would hoard books.

Richard: This hurts my brain.

1. I could spend all day in the lazy river but couldn’t stand five minutes on my head.

2. I would love to have a robot in my house to do the dusting because no one else ever does. 

3. The older you get the more elderly you get.

4. I want to eat scones when I drink tea.

5. My appetite for SNUGGLES can never be satisfied.

Bonus: If I were a hoarder, I would hoard knives.


TMI Tuesday along with us: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 23

Welcome to Chapter 23 of my Dominatrix Series. If you haven’t been following this story, you can jump back to my Recap post or go all the way back to Chapter 1. Today, we get to find out if Mistress will let James fuck her ass right there in the restaurant. You don’t want to miss it!
~Jayden


Chapter 23:

“You would bend me over this table right here and fuck my ass?”

“Yes, Mistress. With pleasure.”

“Aren’t you worried about someone walking in?”

“No, Mistress.”

I narrow my eyes at him. “Why is that?”

“Because I might know the manager.”

“What do you mean?”

“I used to be the manager here.”

“Until when?”

“Until I quit a few days ago.”

I raise my eyebrows. “I had no idea.”

He shrugs. “Well, anyway, I asked the manager to seat us, get us drinks, and leave us the hell alone. I told him we’d call if we needed something. I assume we’ll want to order dinner at some point.”

I chuckle. “You are more clever than I gave you credit for. I thought you picked this place because it’s my favorite.”

“I mean, that certainly was a factor,” he says.

“Did you know how often I came here?”

“Not at first, but after a while, it became obvious. I saw you often, but I didn’t want to give away our relationship, so I kept my distance as much as I could.”

“Clever boy,” I say, shaking my head. “So, does that mean I could get on my knees right here and suck your cock, and no one would know?”

He nods. “Is that what you want to do, Mistress?”

“Well, I assume you don’t have a bottle of lube in your pocket.” I wink up at him as I slowly sink to my knees.

He shakes his head.

“And you’ll need to be hard if you’re going to fuck my ass.”

“That’s not even remotely a problem, Mistress,” he says, and I can see now that I’m eye level with his cock that he’s rock hard already. I unbutton his pants and bring the zipper down, pulling his cock out of his pants. I look up at him as I take his cock into my mouth. He groans, and I can feel his body shudder. “Fuck, Mistress.”

I smile inwardly, loving the power I have over him now that I never had before.

When I’m satisfied that he’s nice and wet, I rise up and unbutton my jeans to pull them down. My panties go with them, and I bend over, leaning against the table.

To my surprise, James drops to his knees behind me, letting his cock bob in front of him. He spreads my ass cheeks with his hands and starts licking my hole. I shudder. “Fuck, James,” I groan.

He just keeps licking until I think my knees are going to go weak and I will fall. But then he stands up, putting his hands on my hips as he slides his cock into my tight hole. He meets resistance at first, but then he manages to slide in.

I have tried to keep my voice low, but I can’t help it now. I moan loudly.

“Shhh, Mistress, you don’t want anyone to come in and catch us, do you?”

I roll my eyes, but he can’t see me. “I don’t care, pet. Remember, I’m a Dominatrix for a living.”

He chuckles softly in my ear, “Touche.”

His cock does feel amazing in my ass, and I find that I’m having trouble staying upright. “Pet, you need to hold me up,” I say, and he wraps one arm around me, doing exactly that. He’s keeping me upright, and I let go and enjoy the sensations of his cock in my ass.

“May I cum, Mistress?”

“Yes, pet,” I say, and I clench my ass around his cock.

“Fuuuuck,” he groans.

“Yes, that’s right, pet. Fuck me. Cum in my ass. I want to feel it. Yes, that’s it. Good boy, good boy, good boy.”

I can feel the tremors from the depths of my body all the way up through the arm he has wrapped around me.

“Good boy, good boy,” I keep saying over and over again.

“Thank you, Mistress,” he murmurs in my ear. “Thank you, Mistress.”

He holds me there, his cock still spasming. It’s my favorite part of anal, and I stop him when he tries to move. “No, stay.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he whispers.

When the spasming stops, I let him pull back, and he quickly tucks it away into his pants.

I pull my jeans back up, feeling his cum pooling in my panties. “I am going to be such a mess by the time we get home, pet.”

“Home?”

I nod. “I mean, you have to at least drop me off. And I thought I might invite you in.”

“Do we have to sleep on that pull-out couch again?” he asks.

I chuckle. “No, pet. I’m going to bring you home to my bed tonight.”

He grins at me and says, “Sounds divine. Would you like to order some dinner? It sounds like we need to keep our strength up for later.”

I smirk at him. “What do you think is going to happen in my bed tonight?”

“I don’t know, Mistress, but I know that I need to be ready for anything.


Thanks for reading Chapter 23 of my Dominatrix Series! Want to find out what crazy things might happen in Mistress Parker’s bed? Come back next week to find out! Also, remember to check out our real life TMI Tuesday posts!

Go on to Chapter 24!

TMI Tuesday: June 2023 Part 3

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


June 26, 2012

Good Ol’ Summertime

TMI Tuesday questions submitted by Andee.

1. Summer is a time to escape, kick back and chill. What is your favourite way to relax when the warm weather hits?
Jayden: Sit by a lake and read.
Richard: In a hammock!

2. Have you ever been to a drive-in movie theatre? My first date was to a drive-in movie, what is your best memory of these classic outdoor theatres?
Jayden: Yes! We love the drive-in. We have TWO in our area. I think my favorite memory was blowing up a queen sized air mattress in the back of a pickup truck. I wish I had a truck, just for that reason!
Richard: I’ve been several times. I don’t know that I have any specific memories though. I need to fuck Jayden next time we go or something.

3. Have you ever had a summer fling? How did it develop and why did it end?
Jayden: Yes, but it was ~18 years ago. It didn’t end well. It was more serious for her than for me (and I did some leading her on, in retrospect.)
Richard: Not really. It was never logistically practical when I was in prime summer fling age.

4. Board shorts and bikinis leave something to the imagination, but have you ever tried a nude beach?Jayden: I haven’t, but I’ve been to a nude pool.
Richard: Same.

5. What are your thoughts on the Speedo and the Wicked Weasel?

Speedo, Wicked Weasel bikini and mesh one-piece.

Jayden: Sure! It covers what it has to, but barely. Good for them!
Richard: They’re fine.

6. The warm weather is a great opportunity to “get busy” outdoors? Have you ever? Tell us about it.
Jayden: Yes, but not in a while. I’m always down to, though. 😉
Richard: Once or twice. Honestly, I prefer it when it’s less humid/buggy. 

7. Sunrise or sunset? Which is your summer favourite?
Jayden: Sunset. Both are beautiful, though.
Richard: Sunset. Working night shift takes some of the magic out of sunrise. I still enjoy them occasionally, though.

8. What is the one summer delight that really quenches your thirst? How about your lust?
Jayden: Ice pops are great in the summer. Nothing quenches my lust, much to Richard’s chagrin. 😉
Richard: SLURP N GULP (the 7-11 drink) definitely defined my summer one year as a kid. Also, it’s apparently a sex move, so let’s just double up on it.

Bonus:  Summer is the time to participate in outdoor activities. Where would you most like to have sex :
– on the beach?
– at a picnic?
– camping?

Jayden: Camping! Take me out into the secluded woods and have your way with me!
Richard: Probably camping, but now I’m imagining Jayden tied spread eagle on a picnic blanket with a picnic basket full of toys.


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Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 22

Welcome to Chapter 22 of my Dominatrix Series! If you haven’t been keeping up with my weekly posts, you can start from the beginning with Chapter 1 or just jump back a few posts to get caught up with my Recap post. Today, let’s find out what happens after that steamy restaurant kiss!
~Jayden


Chapter 22:

I break the kiss and run my fingers through James’ hair.

“Mistress?” he asks.

“Pet?”

“Does that mean you want me?”

I swallow hard. Why is it so hard to tell this man that I like him? That I want to get to know him outside my play space? Maybe because he’s leaving me. I know this can’t last. But finally, I nod.

“You do?” The hopeful look on his face almost breaks me.

“I do, pet.”

“But?”

“But how are we going to make this work?”

“What do you mean?” his face falls.

“You’re moving away in three weeks.”

“We can do long distance. Lots of people do it.”

“Yeah, but lots of people aren’t professional Dommes.”

He shrugs.

“Doesn’t it bother you that I will have other clients? I can’t give up my job.”

He shrugs again.

“James,” I admonish, “it’s not enough to just say you don’t care. You have to be sure that you’re okay with it. I don’t want to put you in a position where you feel like I haven’t honored whatever there is between us.”

“Mistress, what are your rules?”

“You know my rules, James.”

“I do, but tell me again.”

“Clients are not allowed to touch me without permission. Clients don’t get to make me cum. Clients are not allowed to kiss or penetrate me, including fingers, tongues, and dicks.”

“Right.”

“So?”

“So, how often have you broken those rules?”

“Never. Until you.”

“And why did you break them with me, Mistress?”

I shrugged. I wish I had an answer to that question. “I honestly don’t know, James. I’ve never felt this way about a client before. I’ve always been able to separate business and pleasure, for myself.”

“So, do I have anything to worry about?”

“What do you mean?”

“If we decide to be in a relationship, will you honor your rules with your clients?”

“Yes, of course. I will either way.”

He chuckles. “Am I too much to handle, Mistress?”

“No,” I laugh. “But I have no interest in putting myself in this position again.”

“What position is that, Mistress?”

“Trying to navigate what our relationship is now. What we had was great. But what we have had in the last 24 hours is mind-blowing.”

“Mind-blowing, you say?”

I roll my eyes a bit. “I mean, it was the first orgasm someone else gave me in a long time.”

“What? Why?”

“Because dating as a Dominatrix is hard. Most people don’t understand what it’s like to have partners that I’m not romantically involved with, and I don’t let them touch me sexually, but I do sexual things to them. It can be very threatening.”

“It could,” he agrees.

“But it’s not threatening to you?”

“I’ve known you for a long time, Mistress, and it’s never bothered me before. Why would it start now?”

I shrug. “Stranger things have happened.”

“That’s fair,” he acknowledges, “but I have no interest in you quitting being a Dominatrix because of me.”

“That’s good because I have no interest in quitting being a Dominatrix.”

We smile at each other, and he squeezes me closer to him. “I want you, Mistress.”

I want him, too, but I don’t want to admit it quite so easily. “How do you want me, pet?”

“I want to please you.”

“How would you please me?”

“I want to lick and kiss and nibble every inch of your body.”

I can’t help but moan at the thought. The sweet, sweet torture that would be. “What else do you want to do, pet?”

“I want to fuck you again, Mistress.”

I had almost forgotten how much better a real cock was than the fake ones I have been using. “You do have a nice cock.”

“Thank you, Mistress.”

“What else do you want to do, pet?”

“I want to see how well my nice cock fits in your ass, Mistress.”

I raise my eyebrows at him. “What, you like it when I fuck your ass so much you want to fuck mine?” I chuckle a bit.

“Is there something wrong with that, Mistress?” he asks.

“No,” I admit. “I’ll tell you a secret,” I say, leaning down to whisper in his ear. “I love anal. A lot.” I can feel a shiver go through him, so I keep going. “There is nothing like feeling a cock spasm in your ass and feeling cum pumping deep inside you.”

“That does sound divine.”

I nod and nibble at his ear. “It is. It’s my favorite thing.”

“Mistress, I would fuck your ass right now if you’d let me.”

“Right here in this restaurant?”

“Yes, Mistress. Right here, right now. Anytime, anywhere. Your ass is fucking perfect, and I would love to feel your ass envelop my cock.”


Thanks for reading Chapter 22 of my Dominatrix Series! Is Mistress Parker going to let James fuck her ass there in the restaurant? Who knows? (Okay, confession: I do, because the whole story is already written!) But if you want to find out, you have to come back next Friday for Chapter 23! And don’t forget to check out our real life TMI Tuesday posts every week!

Go on to Chapter 23!

The Insecure Writer’s Support Group #IWSG

The Insecure Writer's Support Group

If you’d like to chime in and let us know your answers to the questions or drop a link to your post if you’re participating, please do so in the comments! And check out the IWSG website for more answers!

July 5 question – 99% of my story ideas come from dreams. Where do yours predominantly come from?
Jayden: Fantasy, or often real life. Seeds of ideas will stick in my head for sex scenes I’d like or something someone says in passing. Other than that, I generally write romance, which has a pretty standard plot line.

TMI Tuesday: June 2023 Part 2

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


June 12, 2012

This week’s TMI Tuesday theme is…

We want to know what thing you’ve done the most times.

1. What sex position have you been in the most times?
Jayden: Doggy style, or some facsimile of.
Richard: Same! It’s a good fit for Jayden, and I had a partner who primarily did anal, so we did it a lot.

2. What book have you read …?
Jayden: I think the most-read novel in my arsenal is The Circle Trilogy by Nora Roberts. One year, it was the first and last thing I read in the same calendar year.
Richard: I want to say Princess of Mars by Edgar Rice Burroughs. I read it once or twice for fun, but also several times for work/school.

3. What movie have you watched …?
Jayden: Independence Day. My parents bought it for me on VHS with the stipulation that I make it worth it to buy and not rent, so I watched it literally every day for a month. That, plus all the times I’ve seen it before/since, I think it has to be the most watched for me.
Richard: Probably Star Wars: A New Hope

4. In the last week, who have you texted … ? (no names, list the relationship or type of person)
Jayden: My daughter. Usually it’s Richard, but we haven’t been apart much the past week. (We also rarely text, but use Discord instead.)
Richard: I had a decent length chain with a friend from high school today.

5. In the last week, what food have you eaten …?
Jayden: Does Panera tea count? Otherwise, peanut butter cookies.
Richard: Pancakes!

6. Today, which website have you visited …?
Jayden: Gmail probably
Richard: https://lparchive.org/

7. When dining out, where have you eaten …?
Jayden & Richard: Panera. We’re traveling this week, so we stop at Panera more than anywhere else.

8. Which sex toy have you used …?
Jayden: Ever? Probably the Hitachi Magic Wand.
Richard: Same.

Bonus:  Is there something you’d love to go back and relive in your sexual past?
Jayden: There was this day that Richard and I had sex like 6-7 times. We tried allllll sorts of things. It was terribly fun.
Richard: I’d love to redo said surprise orgy [see previous TMI Tuesday] with Jayden, since I know it’s a fantasy of hers.
(Thank you to Husband of Two Sexual Minds for this week’s bonus question)

June 19, 2012

You say it’s your birthday

(Birthday TMI questions suggested by Heelsnstocking)

1. What star sign are you?
Jayden: Aries.
Richard: Capricorn. Like, super Capricorn. I think there’s 6 in my chart.

2. Do you believe in horoscopes?
Jayden: Sometimes it works out to describe people, but not always. It’s certainly not a rule I follow.
Richard: Not really.

3. When is your birthday?
Jayden: April
Richard: During Capricorn season

4. What’s the worst birthday gift a partner has given you?
Jayden: My ex broke up with me at 5am on the morning of my birthday.
Richard: It’s hard for me to remember bad gifts.

5. Are you organised when it comes to other people’s birthdays?
Jayden: I try, but not super.
Richard: I don’t know what this question means, so I guess not.

6. How do you normally celebrate your birthday?
Jayden: Sex with Richard and dinner out somewhere of my choosing.
Richard: I like to go away for the weekend. Late Cap season is a cheap travel window, which is nice. 

7. If you could be one age again what would it be? Why?
Jayden: Do I have to do my whole life over again? Jeeze. I don’t know. 36 was pretty fucking awesome.
Richard: 16ish. I went to an incredibly shitty school for undergrad, so I’d like to go back and pick a better (read: literally any other) one.

8. What would be your ideal birthday treat?
Jayden: A day in bed with lots of sex.
Richard: Do the Ringworld thing where you hop timezones so your birthday can go for two days.

Bonus:  Tell us your best birthday memory?
Jayden: Richard planned a lovely birthday party for me in 2021. It was a hard year to plan anything with Covid, so it was extra lovely that I got to see family/friends that I hadn’t been able to see in a while.
Richard: Jayden spent the whole day with me when we were mostly locked down with Covid. We fucked a lot. I also had a really good surprise party for one of my mid teens.


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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 21

Welcome to Chapter 21 of my Dominatrix Series. If you’ve missed the first 20 chapters, you might want to do some catching up by starting at Chapter 1. Alternatively, I posted a recap this week that you can use to catch up! Today, we get to see how Mistress Parker reacts to James’ total devotion. Is that a good thing or a bad thing…? Read on to find out!
~Jayden


Chapter 21:

I don’t want to take advantage of James. I appreciate his devotion to me, but would he just say yes to whatever I offered? I have to tread lightly here.

“James, I need you to do me a favor.”

“Anything, Mistress.”

I shake my head. “Take a pocket knife and go cut off your balls in the bathroom.”

He gets wide-eyed.

I roll my eyes. “I’m not serious, James.”

“That’s good, Mistress.”

“But that’s why you can’t just agree to something without knowing what you’re agreeing to.”

“Yes, Mistress. I understand.”

“Good.”

“Now, let’s try this again.”

“I need you to do me a favor, James.”

“What do you need, Mistress?”

“I need you to not be my submissive pet but be James for a minute.” I wonder if he notices I haven’t called him pet since we sat down in the restaurant.

“Okay, Mistress.”

“I know you get off better when you’re being dominated.” He nods. “And I know that you have enjoyed our time together.” He nods again. “But I need to know what this is to you. Is this just a fun physical way for you to get off? Or is there more here?”

He pauses and takes a sip of his drink.

“And I want to remind you that this is a serious question. I am not asking my good boy pet. I am asking the grown sexy man in front of me.”

He nods, but I notice when I call him sexy that his eyes flash up to mine for just a moment before he looks back at his drink. “I like you.”

I nod, waiting for the but.

“But I don’t even know your real name.”

I smile. “None of my clients do.”

He smiles. “That seems unfair.”

I shrug. “I need to protect myself.”

He nods. “I understand that. Of course I do.”

“But?” I prompt.

“But, I want to know. I want to know everything about you.”

“Why?”

“Because I like you.”

I shake my head. “But all you know about me is that I can hurt you and make you cum.”

Now he shakes his head. “That’s not true.”

I narrow my eyes at him. “Are you stalking me, James?”

“No,” he says with a chuckle. He takes a sip of his drink and then says, “I know you own your own business. Owning your own business is a huge commitment. It’s not something to take lightly; I know you don’t. I know that you have strict rules and that you broke them with me. I’m still not exactly sure why, but I’m glad you did. I know that education is important to you because you are supporting me in following my dreams to go to Massachusetts, even though it means taking me away from you. And even if you don’t really care about me, a weekly client is a big hit to lose. I know that you care about your submissives. I know that you want to protect me. I know that you have experience as a Dominatrix that you use to do good for people. I know that you help couples to find their balance with BDSM. I know that you are a great cook and that you love to share recipes with people. I’ve seen you at your parties when you don’t think I’m watching.”

He stops and takes a deep breath.

“Mistress, I know a lot about you, but I want to know more. I want to know everything. I want to know what makes you tick. Yes, I want to serve you. I want to make your body quiver with excitement. I want you to hurt me and demean me and make me cum like you have every week for the last three years. But it’s so much more than that.”

I nod and sip my wine. I don’t even know what to say. I think that’s more than I’ve heard James say in one go, ever.

“Mistress, say something. Please.”

I pause, still not sure what to say. I want to tell him how much his words mean to me, how much I appreciate that he pays attention to so much more than just the sex we have. But I can’t find the words. Instead, I set my glass of wine down and stand up, walk around to the other side of the table, and stand so that I am close to James.

He looks up at me, and I can see the fear in his eyes. I lean down so that I’m close to his face, and I don’t know what he thinks I’m going to do, but I wind my fingers into his hair and force his head back. And then I kiss him, pressing my lips against his, sliding my tongue into his mouth. He kisses me back, wrapping his arms around my waist, and I feel like he’s holding on for dear life.


Thanks for reading Chapter 21 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next Friday for the next installment! Are they going to have sex in the private room at the restaurant, or will they get interrupted? Come back to find out! And don’t forget to check out our TMI Tuesdays every week!

Go on to Chapter 22!

Determined Dominatrix – Ch 1-20 Recap

If you haven’t been keeping up with my Dominatrix Series, I want to give you a quick recap so you can jump in here! But of course you’re welcome to start back at Chapter 1 if you haven’t already.
~Jayden


Chapters 1-20 Recap

Mistress Parker is a professional, full-time Dominatrix. Her client, James (often referred to as pet and sometimes bitch), is into puppy play, among other things. He has trouble orgasming without her control, so she sees him weekly. She’s almost his therapist, in a way. But, at the beginning of our story, James gets accepted to a graduate program in Massachusetts that he’s excited about but sad that he’ll be taken away from her. Before he goes, he makes a point to see Mistress Parker more frequently, and in one of their sessions, things go a bit awry, and he leaves almost abruptly. But when he comes back and surprises her, she takes him in and breaks her number one rule. She never has sex with her clients. Sure, sometimes she’ll push against that line and peg one when the occasion calls for it, but she never lets them get her off or penetrate her in any way. But she does with James. What does that mean? Is he interested in a relationship? Is she? Our story picks up here with James and Mistress Parker in a private room at a restaurant where she wants to talk things out and figure out where they are in their relationship.

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TMI Tuesday: June 2023 Part 1

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


Ironically, I went to make a Google Doc for Richard and I to share to answer the June questions we’ve skipped over, and I found that we did this exact same thing in June of 2022. Whoops! I guess June is just a busy month for us. But, at least we aren’t “behind” as we’re doing old questions anyway! It’s still fun to play along. We hope you enjoy!

~Jayden

May 29, 2012: It’s just a fantasy

1. If your lover was turned on by forced feminization would you participate (giving or receiving)?
*forced feminization is the practice of enforcing activities on a male, which are typically associated with women, to make him submissive. For example: wearing lingerie, heels, make-up.

Jayden: Probably. I mean, I have in the past, but it’s definitely not my thing.
Richard: Sure! I’ve done it one or two times in the past, and it’s been alright. I think it’s a much heavier lift for the receiving partner. Just throwing on a frilly skirt sometimes winds up more awkward/silly than sexy, but going “all the way” is a big time/effort investment.

2. When you have sexual dreams or fantasies that are aggressive or cruel, does it worry you?
Jayden: Not particularly, because I trust Richard to adhere to a safe limit. It’s fucking hot though, even just thinking about it.
Richard: Not really. I’ve been kicking around a pretty grim dark fantasy erotica idea for a week or so. 

3. Tell us your hottest filthiest fantasy, right now, in 100 words or less.
This is the fantasy about your desires that you probably never share, maybe they even go against your morals, or are societal taboos.
Jayden: (I don’t think there is anything kinky I don’t share with Richard, and often my readers!) Right at the moment, my hottest fantasy is to be driven around naked or nearly naked, hoping not to get caught (at night, of course), and then driven to a secluded spot to be fucked.
Richard: I’ll just go with the short version of the story from question 2: Vampire conquers the world, fucking/breeding/transforming/eating(drinking?) people very messily along the way

4. Which super hero would you like to have sex with? Why?
a. Aquaman
b. Superman
c. Wonder Woman
d. She-Ra
Jayden: Hmm, Aquaman doesn’t have to breathe, right? That can have its benefits, I’m sure.
Richard: I feel like fucking Jason Mamoa is the best story to be able to tell people, so I’ll go with him too.

5. Knowing there’s a hot young couple in the adjoining hotel room, would you press your ear against the wall to hear the action on the other side?
Jayden: Hell yeah, and I hope they are listening to me, too!
Richard: Probably. Then make the silliest possible sex noises. Jayden and I wind up in adjoining rooms with friends occasionally, and it’s one of my favorite (but not particularly sexy) games to play.

6. Do you think the lure to live out sexual fantasies or have sex frequently is amplified by technology? Briefly explain.
Jayden: No. Technology is often a distractor for me.
Richard: I think amplified? It’s easier to find ideas.

Bonus: Describe your fantasy life in three (3) words.
Jayden: Yes please, Sir.
Richard: How’s that feel?

June 5, 2012

Think kink!

1. What’s the kinkiest thing about you, either mentally or physically?
Jayden: I want to be a 24/7 submissive.
Richard: It’s hard to pick just one. I used to use internal watersports as my test for “no limits” subs.(Jayden: I passed. 😉 )

2. Do you have any fetishes? If so, what are they?
Jayden: Too many to count! I love CNC (consensual non-consent) and impact play the most, I think.
Richard: Also lots! Sensation play is a fun one we’ve been trying to do a bit more lately.

3. Have you ever been spanked? Did you enjoy it? Tell us more…
Jayden: Too many times to count. It’s a weekly occurrence.
Richard: Five minutes of maintenance prevents an hour of punishment.

4. Have you been tied up, or tied someone else up? Did you use rope or  restraints?
Jayden: Both. I prefer getting tied up. Restraints are my preference, but Richard and I had fun with saran wrap recently.
Richard: Also both. I want to like rope more, but mostly do restraints.

5. Would you classify yourself as more dominant, submissive, a switch or entirely vanilla?
Jayden: A submissive leaning switch
Richard: Dom leaning switch

6. What’s the kinkiest thing you’ve ever done?
Jayden: I mean, I’ve done to many scenes to count, but having to ask to pee 24/7 is pretty kinky.
Richard: I arranged a surprise blindfolded orgy as a homecoming gift for an ex.

7. Have you been to a BDSM club? What was it like? If not, would you ever go to one?
Jayden: Sort of? A local person owned a club and has turned their B&B into a sort of club. It was fun to go to, but it was small and pretty crowded. I would love to go to a real club someday.
Richard: I went decently often when I lived in a larger city. Oldish building, bunch of rooms set up for play or demos. It was fun.

8. What’s your favourite fetish item or implement?
Jayden: Favorites are hard to pick, but probably nipple clamps. We recently got a set that have three chains that connect them. Very sexy.
Richard: Whartenburg Wheel!

9. Favourite kinky clothing material?
Jayden: Silk or satin. Something soft.
Richard: Leather!

10. Thigh boots – love ’em or hate ’em?
Jayden: Love ‘em, but my thighs are too big for anything bought off the rack.
Richard: Like ’em? Like, they’re fun, but I wouldn’t go as far as love.

11. If you’re kinky, who knows about it? Do you tell people or is it a closely guarded secret?
Jayden: Everyone who met me online knows, which at this point, is most people that I don’t work with. (Even most of my family knows anymore. It helps that I’m not the only kinky person in my family…)
Richard: I think most of my friends know. I don’t necessarily go out of the way to advertise it, but I don’t hide it either.

12. What are your personal limits?
Jayden: I have very few, when I’m with a partner I trust, like Richard.
Richard: Scat.

13. What’s your safeword and why did you choose that one?
Jayden & Richard: We use green, yellow, and red. It’s an easy way to check in, and easy to remember.

14. Which fetishes do you just really not get?
Jayden: Furries, feet, and spitting. To each their own; those just aren’t for me.
Richard: Popping. Ick.

Bonus:  Complete this sentence:  To me, Fetish, Kink and BDSM means…
Jayden: trust, love, and acceptance.
Richard: exploration and adventure!

More to come soon!


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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 20

Welcome to Chapter 20 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to start back at Chapter 1 if you haven’t already. This week, we might start getting some answers to where their relationship is heading. Or maybe they’ll just have sex in the private room at the restaurant. Such a risky (and sexy) proposition!
~Jayden


Chapter 20:

We’re left alone once we’re settled in at our table and served drinks. “So,” James says, and I feel there’s been a shift since we entered the space. He seems more in charge than he’s ever been when we’ve been in my space.

“So,” I echo.

“What are we?” he asks.

Ah yes. Isn’t that the million-dollar question? “What do you want to be, pet?”

He shivers slightly when I call him pet, and I can see his eyes dart to the door, but there’s no one there.

“Do you still want to be my pet?”

“Yes, Mistress,” he whispers, losing some of his bravado.

“I have to say,” I start, “I have enjoyed our weekly sessions over the last three years.”

“So have I, Mistress.”

I chuckle, “I’d imagine so since you’ve been paying for them all this time.”

He smiles and blushes a little. “It’s been worth every penny, Mistress. You know I have trouble cumming without your guidance.” His voice is barely audible, but I can’t help but hang on every word he says.

“I’m glad you think so, pet.”

“But in all this time, you’ve never let me please you, Mistress.”

I shake my head. “I never let my clients make me cum.”

“Why not?” he asks, but I know we’ve covered this before. I start to explain it again, but he almost brushes me off. “I mean, why did you let me now?”

I shrug. “I don’t know.” I don’t want to admit to him that I couldn’t help myself.

“Do you regret it?” he asks.

I shake my head. “Not even a little. Do you regret it?”

His voice rises, “Regret it? Why the hell would I?” And then he gets suddenly quiet, looking around again, but there’s still no one here. “I’m sorry, Mistress. I got a little carried away there.”

I chuckle at him and take a sip of my wine. “I understand, pet. There are any number of reasons you might regret it.”

“Well, Mistress, unless you’re about to tell me that you can’t be my Mistress anymore or that I can never touch you like that again, I have no regrets.”

I raise one eyebrow at him. “Which do you think would be worse, pet? If I told you that I can’t be your Mistress or that you can never touch me like that again?”

He thinks about it for a moment, sipping his own drink. “If you couldn’t be my Mistress. I don’t think I could stand it.”

“Why not, pet?”

“I think it would be very hard to be in your presence and not want to touch you, hold you, please you, but I would do it so I could be around you. Or I would ask you to tie me up or restrain me so I couldn’t be a bad boy.”

I nod, and he continues.

“But if I couldn’t see you at all, that would be the true torture.”

“So what happens when you move to Massachusetts?” I ask.

He closes his eyes and shakes his head. “I don’t know, Mistress.”

I wonder if he’s considered not going because of me, and I hope the answer is no. But it seems that at least he recognizes that not going would be a mistake, even if he has thought about it.

“I mean, we’ll still have video calls, right, Mistress?”

I nod.

“And maybe phone calls?”

I nod again.

“And I’ll come visit.”

“When will you come visit? You won’t have an apartment here anymore.”

“I know, but I can get a hotel.”

I raise an eyebrow at him again. “You would pay for a hotel just so you could visit me.”

“As often as my schedule allows, Mistress.”

“Really?” I ask, swirling my wine in the glass.

“Yes, Mistress.”

“So let me get this straight,” I say, leaning forward to lower my voice. “You are willing to drive seven hours each way, pay for a hotel and my fees so that I can treat you like shit and let you get off?”

“You don’t treat me like shit at all, Mistress. You give me what I need. I need you to treat me that way. It’s not just a desire. I can’t live without it. And I am grateful that you understand that. You have no idea how much it means to me, Mistress.”

“Okay, fine, but the rest of it, then?”

“Yes, Mistress. I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you in my life.”

I raise both eyebrows at him this time, sip my wine, and ponder the big question: What do I want from this completely devoted submissive?


Thanks for reading Chapter 20 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next Friday to find out what Mistress Parker wants. Will she take advantage of this devoted sub? And will Tessa text? Come back to find out! Don’t forget our real life TMI Tuesday answers! We have a big one coming at you this week!

Go on to Chapter 21!

Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 19

Welcome to Chapter 19 of my Dominatrix Series! You might want to hop back to Chapter 1 if you haven’t read any of the chapters thus far. It’s a lot of fun! This week, we get to find out how much Mistress Parker likes anal play on her, and maybe they’ll make it to dinner? Read on to find out!
~Jayden


Chapter 19:

Who am I kidding? I love a little anal play. But I’m not willing to give up my position in charge.

“If you’re going to stick your finger in my ass,” I say, pushing my hips down a bit so his fingers start to slide inside, “I’ll expect you to clean me up with your tongue when you’re done.

“Yes, Mistress,” he says, almost panting.

I try to look and see if he’s hard, but I can’t get a good visual, and I don’t want to stop him from going down on me.

He presses his fingers inside me, both in my pussy and my ass, and I groan. It feels so good, and when he starts to lick my clit again, I’m a goner. My orgasm comes fast and hard, and I buck against him until he finally stops licking my clit and lets me breathe.

He pulls his fingers out slowly, tortuously, and I watch him as he licks them clean. His eyes are locked on mine the whole time, and I can’t help but think about how sexy it is that he’s looking at me like that. “Now clean me up, pet,” I direct.

He crawls back between my legs and licks my pussy, getting as much of my juices up as he can. Then he moves down toward my ass, which is almost hanging off the end of the couch. He manages to get a fair amount of it, and it feels good, but I want more.

“Lay down on the floor,” I tell him. He does without hesitation, and I hover over him, lowering my ass right onto his face. He’s probably pretty smothered by me, but I don’t care. He doesn’t seem to care either, as he licks me eagerly.

I love having his tongue on my ass. It feels almost as good as it did on my clit, and I am kind of kicking myself that I’ve never let him do this before. But rules are rules.

And now I’ve broken them.

Again.

I let him up when my thighs start to get tired, but it does give me a good opportunity to see that his cock is straining against his jeans.

I stand up so I’m not pinning him down, but he doesn’t move without my permission. His face is shiny with my juices, and as much as I want to kiss him, it is a bit funny.

“You should go wash your face, pet. I’m going to get dressed.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he says. He disappears into the bathroom, and I pull out the clothes I’d worn earlier in the day. A pair of black jeans that almost look like dress pants and a pink top that’s low cut and flattering. When I wore it with a blazer earlier, it looked professional. Without the blazer, it looks comfortable and casual.

“Where are you taking me for dinner, pet?” I ask when he comes out of the bathroom, his face freshly washed.

“Do you trust me?” he asks.

I nod.

“Then let’s go.”

“Wait a minute. Am I appropriately dressed?”

“Yes,” he says, taking me by the hand and leading me out to his car. “I’d suggest blindfolding you just to keep it a surprise, but I somehow doubt you’ll let me do that.”

I chuckle. “You know me too well, pet.”

“Mistress,” he says after a moment of silence.

“Yes, pet?”

“What can I call you in public?” We’d never been out together in a setting that wasn’t kinky. He’d been to my parties and, of course, our private sessions, but never a restaurant.

“Mistress,” I say.

“But what if that’s not appropriate?”

“Ma’am.”

He nods. And truthfully, how often do you need to use someone’s actual name when you’re talking to them anyway?

I want to ask him all my questions, but I’m not ready. I want him to be able to look at me when he answers me. I don’t want to have to talk to the side of his head.

“We’re here, Mistress.”

He’s taken me to my favorite restaurant. It’s a seafood place, but not a chain. A family-owned place. And when we walk inside, the host sees James and says, “Hello, Sir. You do have a reservation, yes?”

“I do,” James says.

The host checks his name on the list and guides us to a private table in a separate room, where we won’t have anyone to overhear our conversation.

James, you son of a bitch, you’ve thought of everything, I think.


Thanks for reading Chapter 19 of my Dominatrix Series! Come back next week to read more! Do we finally get some answers from James about where this relationship is going? Or will they just fuck in the private restaurant room? Come back next week to find out! And don’t forget our real life TMI Tuesday posts every week!

TMI Tuesday: May 2023 Part 1

The author of TMI Tuesday has decided to end her reign, but we have decided to continue on, going back to the archives. We’re going to continue with 2012, even though it’s a day off since that was a leap year. So here we are with an archived set of questions.


Here are two weeks worth of May 2012 questions. 🙂 Enjoy!

The Here & Now

1. Are you wearing any jewelry? What?

Jayden: Yep! I’m wearing four rings (wedding, engagement, and two others), earrings (always dangly ones), and my collar. My collar looks like a necklace, but if you know, you know. It locks on so it can’t be taken off without a key.

Richard: Just my wedding ring for now. I wear a calculator watch most days. Great conversation starter.

2. What are you listening to now?

Jayden: A Zoom class.

Richard: The AC compressor just kicked on.

3. What is the last piece of entertainment media (i.e., cd, download, book, DVD) that you purchased? Do you recommend it?

Jayden: I purchased The Heartstopper books for my daughter. She’s already devoured three of them, so I’d say it was a good purchase.

Richard: I think the last thing I bought was Shaun of the Dead to burn an Amazon credit. It’s still good!

4. What kind of undergarments are you wearing right now? Care to post a photo?

Jayden: Nothing special. A cotton bra and panties. Not picture-worthy.

Richard: Literally none. I’m just hanging out in some gym shorts.

5. What is your current mood?

Jayden: Frustrated. Both work and grad school are annoying me right at the moment.

Richard: Is hungry a mood? I’m also vaguely frustrated with trying to find a specific version of Starcraft (the first one) that seems to have disappeared from the internet?

6. What is the best looking thing about you today?

Jayden: My eyes, pretty much always.

Richard: I’ve been told I have lovely fingers.

7. Fill in the blank. Tonight I’m looking forward to _____________ .

Jayden: SNUGGLES.

Richard: ALWAYS SNUGGLES

Bonus: Tell me something good…anything you want to share. Just do it.

Jayden: Richard is the best. He’s supportive and loving, even on my worst days.

Richard: The leftover cauliflower bites I’m reheating smell good.

M is for masturbation

1. How often do you masturbate?

Jayden: Very rarely. Richard takes good care of me. 😉

Richard: Maybe once a month?

2. What are you doing to celebrate Masturbation month?

Jayden: Nothing, since we’re answering this in June (and also we haven’t celebrated it).

3. Do you like to watch your partner masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on.
b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.
c. Not really, it’s boring.
d. No, it’s a turn off.
e. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.

Jayden: (b) I wouldn’t want to do it all the time, but I like it sometimes.

Richard: Same

4. Do you let your partner watch you masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on to be watched.
b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.
c. No, it’s embarrassing.
d. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.

Jayden: (b) I do like being watched, but I do anything for Richard. 😀

Richard: a. It’s fine

5. Mutual masturbation? Yea or Nay?

Jayden: It’s fine, but I’m not really into it.

Richard: It’s honestly awkward to coordinate. Almost as hard as a threesome, and much less fun.

6. If you had an all-expense-paid trip to San Francisco to attend Masturbate-a-thon 2012 would you go and masturbate? Why or Why not?

Richard: ALL EXPENSES PAID TIME MACHINE!? YES

Jayden: I’ll just second Richard’s response. 😉


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Determined Dominatrix – Chapter 18

Welcome to Chapter 18 of my Dominatrix Series! If you missed the previous installments, you might want to go back to Chapter 1. Will Mistress Parker get answers to all her questions from James? Read on to find out!
~Jayden


Chapter 18:

I head home to get ready for the photo shoot and go through the motions without really thinking about it. Shower, shave, makeup, hair. It’s all routine to me now. I love my photographer. She does a phenomenal job of capturing me. I don’t really understand how she does it, but she does.

The time flies by, and before I know it, my photographer is gone, it’s 6:50, and James is due in ten minutes. I have my bathrobe on over a hot red number we had just finished photographing when James pulls into the driveway.

He rings the bell, and I buzz him up.

“I’m not quite ready yet, pet,” I say when he gets to the top of the stairs.

“That’s okay, Mistress. I am a bit early,” he says.

I decide that I’m done tiptoeing around the issues. I’m just going to be myself. I’m his Mistress. He’s my pet. And maybe now I stop taking payment and start sleeping with him. That’s fine. So I’m going to operate as though nothing is wrong. I am a confident woman. “I just finished a photo shoot,” I say, slipping my bathrobe off and draping it over the chair near the stairs. “What should I wear for dinner, pet?”

He swallows hard. “What dinner?”

I blink at him and smirk.

“Oh, right, the dinner I’m taking you to right now. That dinner.”

I nod slowly, “That dinner.”

“I’m sorry, Mistress, I just got so distracted seeing you in that lingerie. You look so sexy.”

“Thank you, pet,” I say, walking closer to him, my heels clicking on the hardwood floor.

He seems unsure of what to do, as our usual protocol has him undressing when he arrives, but we’re going out. I stop when I’m standing directly in front of him. Even in heels, he has to look straight down to meet my gaze. “May I touch you, Mistress? Please?”

I nod, and he puts his hands on my hips. I can feel their warmth through the thin fabric of the lingerie.

“Can I be honest with you, Mistress?”

“Always, pet.”

“I want to tear these clothes off you right now. Just rip these thin straps clear off.”

“Are you feeling a bit like a predator right now, pet?”

He nods.

“That’s unlike you, pet. Usually, you’re my prey, not a predator.”

He nods again. “I don’t know, Mistress. I want you to still be in charge, but I want to wrestle you, rip your clothes off, pin you down.”

I smile. “That does sound fun, pet. But not these clothes. These are nice ones, and I want to keep them.”

He nods.

“Maybe I should take them off to keep them safe from you.”

He smiles. “Be my guest, Mistress.”

I slip the heels off first, leaving myself barefoot in the hallway. As I make my way toward the play space, I drop the lacy red number piece by piece on the floor.

James drops to his knees and crawls after me, actually stopping to sniff my clothes as he goes.

“Smell good, pet?” I ask.

“Yes, Mistress. Are you turned on, Mistress?”

He crawls right up to me, where I am standing naked in the middle of the room, and puts his nose right up near my cunt. “What do you think, pet?” I ask, and I press his face right between my legs.

His tongue comes out, and he starts lapping at my folds. “You taste amazing, Mistress,” he says, and his voice is muffled by the fact that I won’t let him pull away from my body.

It feels good, and I want him to get me off, but I’m not sure it’s a good idea. Actually, I’m pretty sure it’s a bad idea since we really do need to talk about where things stand between us. But I can’t help it. He was so cute crawling around sniffing my clothes, and now his tongue is on me, and it feels so good.

I grip him by his hair and practically drag him over to the couch. I sit down, spreading my legs for him.

“Do it right, pet. Standing up isn’t a good angle for either of us.”

“Yes, Mistress,” he says, and he dives back between my legs. His fingers find my core and probe deep inside me. I squeeze around him. His tongue finds my clit immediately, and I am entranced.

I almost don’t notice that he’s sliding his fingers in and out, completely, though. Usually, when men finger men, they don’t pull out all the way. And then I realize that he has one finger positioned at my ass and two at my pussy. They’re all wet with my juices, and he’s starting to press them inside. Do I want him in my ass right now?


Thanks for reaching Chapter 18 of my Dominatrix Series! Will Mistress Parker let James fuck her ass with his fingers? Will there be more anal play? Come back next week to find out! Also, check out our real life TMI Tuesday questions every week!

Go on to Chapter 19!

The Insecure Writer’s Support Group #IWSG

The Insecure Writer's Support Group

If you’d like to chime in and let us know your answers to the questions or drop a link to your post if you’re participating, please do so in the comments! And check out the IWSG website for more answers!

June 7 question – If you ever did stop writing, what would you replace it with?

Jayden: Music. I miss playing the piano and singing at home, but I haven’t had a lot of time. Truth be told, I don’t do a lot of writing these days, except for school. But it’s always there in my life.

Richard: Whittling. I keep saying I’d like to whittle more. Someday, I’d like to do a whole chess set.