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I had a lot of trouble keeping up with reading all the amazing blogs I have found. Most were from the A to Z Blog Challenge, and comments on those other blogs led me to more amazing blogs. I followed all of them and subscribed to emails so I would see the new posts. That was all fine and dandy until I didn’t look at that email for a month. Oops.

For the last couple days I have been working really hard to get through them all, read and comment. And today I did it!

I also want to make sure I keep my own blog up to date. I’m not sure who out there keeps coming back, but I have hits on the site every day, so someone’s checking for new content!

Let me know if there’s anything you want me to talk about here besides uploading fiction.

Speaking of fiction… I have been working on editing Y is for Yes, which was the ultimate winner of the 26 stories I started in April. It’s all written now! So, it’s just a matter of editing, cover art, and formatting and then I can get that out there!

I am hoping to be able to do it by the end of August, so stay tuned (and feel free to poke me about it)!

TMI Tuesday

1. Is falling in love effortless?
Unfortunately, I think it’s a lot more effortless for me than it should be. I fall hard and fast and easy, and that is not good combined with emotionally attaching to people. And honestly, it doesn’t even have to be someone I’m in a relationship with. I attach to friends as well and don’t want to give them up. I do like to share though, in more ways than one, but people find their way into my heart easily.

2. Is your significant other most like your mom or your dad?
At first I was like, “Whaaaat?” and then I remembered just how much my husband is like my father. They have a lot of the same tastes in movies and music and, to no surprise, they get along well.

3. Which parent do you identify with most?
I am very close to my mom, but my dad and I have more in common in more ways than I care to admit.

4. What one thing are you lacking that you believe will make your life run smoother?
Does time count? How about $1,000,000?

Honestly, my life runs pretty smoothly most of the time. I invest a lot of time in schedules and patterns, and that helps. Plus I have the best husband EVAR. (Fight me.)

5. Which is sexier: constantly pushing the boundaries or playing by the rules?

Oh I love pushing boundaries, especially my own. I like saying, “Okay, here’s the limit, now bend it.” This is particularly fun with caning and paddles and other implements of pleasurable pain.

Bonus: Do you think confessions make a relationship stronger?

I think that open and honest communication make a relationship stronger. But if there have been secrets, that’s probably not good. But sometimes we bottle things up and lie to ourselves just to keep sane, and eventually that comes out. And when it does, if you work on it together, it can be stronger.

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TMI Tuesday

Every time I have written “Tuesday” today, I’ve missed a letter. Oy! Here we go:

1. Picture the child you once were, what did that child do very well?

I was a good student. I was always close to my teachers and did everything everyone asked of me. For better or worse, I always said yes! (I even somehow found myself volunteering for an abstinence education group even though I was already sexually active myself! But someone asked, and I said yes!)

2. What are you really good at now?

Saying no! I’ve tried really hard, especially recently, to learn my limits (in and out of the bedroom), and make sure that I say no when I’ve hit my limit.

3. Did you ever expect love in return and not get it?

I don’t know that I can say I ever “expect” love. It’s lovely to have it, and sometimes I wish for it or am hopeful for it and have had it not returned. But I don’t feel like it was ever an expectation.

4. Who do you need to get in touch with because it has been so long?

Oh jeeze. I have friends I should probably get in touch with. I missed the window with a family friend who passed away, and I’ve tried to learn from that mistake and stay in touch with people, but I’m imperfect.

5. What are your thoughts on this: “Every woman deserves her special day. I get that. But does it really have to cost so much fucking money? I mean, c’mon. If you’re serious about building a future with a guy, why bankrupt him?”

Oh interesting. Well, I mean, I like to be spoiled (and I think I am pretty spoiled), but it doesn’t have to be financial. Just like when I put my feet in my boyfriend’s lap and he rubs them automatically, I feel loved and special. That doesn’t cost him anything. Or when my husband drops me off at the door to a restaurant because he knows my feet are bothering me. That doesn’t cost him anything.

Plus, I think there has to be a balance. I spoil my partners just as much as they spoil me, or I try to anyway. We don’t “keep score.”

Bonus: What is your number one priority?

Myself. I don’t want to sound selfish, but I have learned over the past few years that if I don’t take care of myself, I have nothing to give to others.

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Last chance to vote! #AtoZChallenge

Voting is now open for the two favorite stories I continued in May:

L is for Lifeguard vs. Y is for Yes

In April, as part of the A to Z Blog Challenge, I posted a story for every letter of the alphabet. By combining likes, comments, and votes, I determined the favorite from each week and they got a continuation.

In June, I posted the continuation of those four stories. I apologize for not spacing them out as I intended, but life (and travel got in the way). So I have whittled it down to L is for Lifeguard vs. Y is for Yes.

Next week begins CampNaNo, during which I have a goal to write 100,000 words, splitting my time between writing the novel for whichever of those stories gets the most votes, and a new writing project I am working on with two friends. This is your last chance to vote and your last chance to be the one lucky winner who leaves their email* on the Google Form will get a free copy of the finish ebook!

*I do not have an email list and will not email you or sell/give away your email address for any reason and will only contact you to tell you that you’re the winner and give you the book. So no worries about entering!

Voting is now open for the last two. You can like the post, comment on it, or vote by clicking the link below. Thanks to everyone who has participated so far! The end is near! I will leave voting open until the end of June!

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Y is for Yes – Part 3 #AtoZChallenge

Here is the next installment to my story Y is for Yes, which was the favorite for the second two stories in May.

If you didn’t read Y is for Yes, you’ll want to go back and read that and its continuation first. If you don’t know what’s going on, check out my Theme Reveal for full details.


The heat growing between my legs was boiling. I hadn’t expected it. I hadn’t expected any of it. But here we were, in my office, and I was about to be nearly nude.

“I suppose we had better slip you out of this skirt before it stains, then.”

I watched him, biting my lower lip as his fingers gently moved to the zipper next to my hip. He touched me so little as he unzipped it, just the lightest brush of his fingers, and all I wanted was to feel them pressed against my flesh until they bruised.

I used his shoulder for balance as I stepped out of my skirt. I stumbled just a little, and his hand came up to my hip to steady me. The touch was electric, and I couldn’t suppress a shudder. When I was steady, he left his hand there a touch longer, and then he took a step back from me. “Would you like me to help you take your bra off, Yvonne?”

“Yes, please,” I whispered, and I turned around so he could unclasp it. He slid the shoulder straps down, but my hands were covering my breasts, so the fabric stayed in place. I turned back to him, and he waited. He didn’t push, or comment, or make impatient noises; he just waited for me to move my hands. I did, slowly, my eyes locked on his. He met my gaze until my arms started to move, and then his gaze dropped lower. He actually moaned as my breasts were exposed to him, creamy pale skin that had never seen the light of the sun. My pink nipples were hard little nubs, making my large nipples appear much smaller. A grin formed at the corners of his lips and grew as he observed me.

“Yvonne,” he groaned my name, and this time it brought forth a gush of arousal from between my legs.

He dropped to his knees in front of me. “Did you get coffee on these little satin panties?”

I didn’t know that my panties qualified as little, but I let it go. “I don’t think so,” I said, a little thrill of anticipation in my voice. Was Derek just saying that so he could get me out of them?

“Well, they are soaked through, Yvonne. If it’s not coffee, then what is it?”

I blushed furiously. He ran a finger over my panties, right over my slit and I knew that I was so aroused that I was soaking through them.

“Yvonne, answer me.”

I didn’t know what to say. “It’s-it’s-” I stuttered. He waited, a little impatient this time. “I’m so turned on,” I said, not able to meet his eyes.

He grinned up at me again, taking my confession as permission to touch me. His hands ran up my leg, and I knew that he was feeling a few days worth of stubble since my last shave. I was embarrassed. When he reached my panties, he didn’t take them off or slip his fingers underneath them, but he explored across the fabric all the same. I moaned at his soft touch. He moved upward, trailing his hands along my sides until he was at my breasts. He cupped one in each hand, feeling the weight of them. “Yvonne, you are beautiful.”

The blush that had been fading came back in full force. He let go of my breasts, and I fought not to groan in protest. But then his arms were wrapped around me, his hands in my hair and he pulled me against him so that my breasts were pressed against his soft shirt.

“Kiss me,” he said quietly, and I didn’t hesitate.

I closed the distance between us and pressed my lips against his, but that was where my illusion of control ended.


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L is for Lifeguard – Part 3 #AtoZChallenge

Here is the next installment to my story L is for Lifeguard, which was the favorite for the first two stories in May.

If you didn’t read L is for Lifeguard, you’ll want to go back and read that and its continuation first. If you don’t know what’s going on, check out my Theme Reveal for full details.


Within another 12 hours, the hospital was ready to send me home. I wasn’t sure that I was ready to go home, but they definitely wanted me gone. My nurse came in to go over discharge instructions with me. “Your fiancé is going to take you home, right?”

Fiancé?

“Yes.”

Wait, I didn’t say that. Who said that? Jack? Shit, Jack said it.

My mouth dropped open, and I started to protest when I got a sharp elbow to the ribs from Julie.

I shut my mouth and nodded in agreement.

When the nurse pushed my wheelchair into the sunlight, the first thing I saw was an old blue Subaru station wagon. “Sorry, my car isn’t anything special,” he said.

“No, it’s fine,” I said. “Thank you for taking us home.” He helped me get settled into the front seat and settled Julie in the back. I was surprised to see a booster seat in the back seat for her. “Why do you have a car seat?” I asked.

“I take my niece out a lot, so I picked one up a while back. I just haven’t taken it out of my car.”

“Well, that was fortuitous.”

“It was,” he agreed. He put the car in gear. “So, uh, where do you live?”

“Oh!” I laughed. I gave him the address, and he put it in the GPS app on his phone which he attached to the dashboard.

“I can’t wait to get home,” Julie said. She babbled on in the back seat about how she wanted to see her friend who lived next door and how she couldn’t wait to sleep in her own bed. I let her chatter, giving an occasional, “Oh!” or “Uh huh.” She did explain that we had to pretend that Jack and I were engaged so they wouldn’t give them a hard time about him staying there and taking care of Julie.

When we pulled up in front of the house, Julie practically leaped from the car and ran to the neighbor’s gate. I wanted to call her back and reprimand her for running off without permission, but I just didn’t have the energy.

“Thanks for taking us home,” I said again.

“It’s no problem.”

I didn’t know what else to say, and I started to get out of the car, but he said, “Marigold?” and I stopped dead.

No one called me Marigold. I went by Mari. Everyone I knew called me Mari. But Jack wouldn’t have known that. We had never spoken before. And he would have seen my name on the medical charts.

“Call me Mari,” I said stiffly.

“I’m sorry, Mari,” he said. A hush fell over the car, and we sat staring at each other for a moment. “I know that we really don’t know each other, but I feel like I know you after spending so much time with Julie.”

A flutter of fear went through me. He was good eye candy, but that’s all he was ever supposed to be. We weren’t supposed to be friends. And now he and Julie had become besties, apparently. I didn’t know how to take that.

“I want to get to know you for myself, Mari.”

My mouth was dry. I was more nervous than I had ever been. All I wanted was to get inside and take a shower and sleep in my own bed. But I couldn’t do that. I had to follow Julie and find out if the neighbors were home and make arrangements for her to play there or bring her home. And here was Jake… no Jack practically hitting on me. What was I ever going to do?


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TMI Tuesday

1. Is your sex life more fantasy or reality?

It’s a little of both. The reality fuels the fantasy.

2. If you could hook-up with a past lover (with no repercussions or regret), who would it be and why? (No need to use real names just briefly describe the person and their relationship to you.)

Ooo, this is interesting. I am particularly happy with the lovers I have, so it’s hard to think back. I do have one that was short lived, but enjoyable in bed. We dated for a week in High School, but it was a good relationship. If I believed in regrets, I would regret breaking things off with him.

3. You can only indulge in one of the following sex acts for the rest of your life, which would you choose to enjoy?
a. oral sex, only giving
b. 69
(c). oral sex, only receiving
d. mutual masturbation

Hands down it’s my favorite thing!

4. With each lover do you pay attention to what they want or do you have a repertoire that you stick to when having sex?

The fun for me is doing different things that please my partner. I have found that there are things that I enjoy with one partner that I may not enjoy with another. Their enjoyment is a huge part of my enjoyment.

5. Do you initiate sex for healthful benefits, e.g., to sleep better or relieve pain?

Yes, absolutely. Sometimes it’s just because I want to, but sometimes it’s stress relief. When I have a huge desire to sub, it’s usually for stress relief.

Bonus: Do you understand the clitoris?

Yes, at least, I understand my own. I haven’t had a girlfriend enough to figure out another woman’s, but my basic understanding is that each person is slightly different.

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TMI Tuesday

1. If you were an ice-cream flavor, what would you be and why?

I would be something nuts – for a little crunch.

2. What are the best sexy skills you bring to a sexual relationship?

I am good at taking moderate amounts of pain (and enjoying it) and coming up with creative ways to sneak kinky sex into a packed schedule.

3. What is the single largest problem causing you angst in your romantic relationship (current or most recent relationship)?

Scheduling! With multiple relationships, kids, full time jobs, etc. etc. etc., it’s very difficult to have adequate time for everyone.

4. What is the best part about being in a relationship with you?

I am the Sunshine (according to a bestie). Sometimes I have rough times, but generally speaking, I’m an eternal optimist!

5. What is the biggest misconception that people have about you?

That I’m innocent and inexperienced. Ha! I don’t look my age, and I look like a person who wouldn’t be into kinky sex and write bdsm erotica. But honestly, what does such a person look like?

Bonus:  When you look at old photos of yourself, do you like what you see?

Sometimes. There were phases in my life when I thought I was fat, and I wish I could get back to that weight. But I like seeing the experiences I have had and reminiscing about them.

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Vote! Vote! Vote! (Part 2)

Voting is now open for the two favorite stories I continued in May:

O is for Outcast vs. Y is for Yes

In April, as part of the A to Z Blog Challenge, I posted a story for every letter of the alphabet. By combining likes, comments, and votes, I determined the favorite from each week and they got a continuation.

Coming up in June, I will be continuing the two favorites of those four, and in July for CampNaNo, I’ll write the rest of the novel for the favorite story. One lucky winner who leaves their email* on the Google Form will get a free copy of the finish ebook!

*I do not have an email list and will not email you or sell/give away your email address for any reason and will only contact you to tell you that you’re the winner and give you the book. So no worries about entering!

Voting is now open for the first two stories. I will keep it open until June 19th, and then I’ll write the continuation!

Vote! Vote! Vote!

Votes count for more than likes and comments, but you can leave those too! Want to know the winner from the first set? Keep reading to see the brackets thus far and check back next week!

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TMI Tuesday

What kind of person are you?

1. Are you addicted to any social media (twitter, instagram, snapchat, etc.)?

Yes! I am a Facebook Addict, for sure.

2. You know a secret about someone. What do you do with that information?
a. I keep it to yourself
(b). I tell my best friend – unless it’s really personal or they know you.
c. I wait until they hurt me and use it as ammunition
d. I tell everyone I can, I don’t mean to, I just cannot keep a secret

3. You see someone breaking the rules at work, what do you do?
(a). Pretend not to see what is going on – unless it’s hurting someone else and then b!
b. Inform upper management
c. Advise the co-worker that their actions are frowned upon and can lead to job loss
d. Tell everyone else in the office what you saw

4. A friend has a new hairstyle that is un-becoming, and not really age-appropriate on them. They ask you how they look. What is your reply?
(a). You look just fine. Honestly, if they’re happy, I’m happy.
b. You look much better this way.
c. OMG, you look a bit ridiculous.
d. *Silence*

5. How helpful are you at home?
a. I come home and immediately veg out on the couch/bed.
b. I cook and clean a few times a week.
(c). I am extremely helpful. My partner and I are exactly that, partners. I hate that (d) is even an option (but recognize it’s true for a lot of people).
d. I do what I am asked and nothing more.

Bonus: In your opinion, what is the best city in the world? Why?

Boston. It is beautiful. I know the people have a reputation for being… whatever… but I have never found that. I felt welcomed into the city. I loved being able to hop on the T and go wherever I wanted. I loved that you could have city and park all wrapped up in one. The history is amazing. The shops and food are incredible. I would move back there in a heartbeat.

 

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Vote! Vote! Vote!

Voting is now open for the two favorite stories I continued in May:

C is for Caged vs. L is for Lifeguard

In April, as part of the A to Z Blog Challenge, I posted a story for every letter of the alphabet. By combining likes, comments, and votes, I determined the favorite from each week and they got a continuation.

Coming up in June, I will be continuing the two favorites of those four, and in July for CampNaNo, I’ll write the rest of the novel for the favorite story. One lucky winner who leaves their email* on the Google Form will get a free copy of the finish ebook!

*I do not have an email list and will not email you or sell/give away your email address for any reason and will only contact you to tell you that you’re the winner and give you the book. So no worries about entering!

Voting is now open for the first two stories. I will keep it open for 1 week (until June 5th), and then I’ll write the continuation!

Vote! Vote! Vote!

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Y is for Yes – Part 2 #AtoZChallenge

Here is the next installment to my Fourth Week Favorite!

If you didn’t read Y is for Yes, you’ll want to go back and read that first. If you don’t know what’s going on, check out my Theme Reveal for full details.

Also, please vote for your favorite of the first two continuations I posted in May! I will raffle off a free ebook of the novel to one person who fills out a Google Form. Enter now before it’s too late!

The stories were C is for Caged and L is for Lifeguard. Vote here for your favorite continuation!

Without further ado, here is the next chapter of Y is for Yes!


“Hello,” a masculine voice called. “Is anyone here?”

I kept holding my breath, and I heard the door to my office creak open further. Shit, shit, shit.

“Yvonne, are you in here?”

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TMI Tuesday

1. If your lover was turned on by forced feminization would you participate (giving or receiving)?

I have had lovers who were turned on by it. It just doesn’t do anything for me. Sometimes I wish it did as bi male subs often enjoy it. I try to help out subs I’m involved with who are into it, but it’s just not my kink.

2. When you have sexual dreams or fantasies that are aggressive or cruel, does it worry you?

No, it doesn’t worry me. I know that my fantasies that are aggressive or cruel are my submissive side. Plus, I’ve had those types of dreams literally as long as I can remember.

3. Tell us your hottest, sexiest fantasy, right now, in 100 words or less.
This is the fantasy about your desires that you probably never share, maybe they even go against your morals or are societal taboos.

I wrote a story about it, actually. It was about a planned out gang bang with one girl (me, in my fantasy) and a bunch of guys. What makes it difficult to plan out is finding guys my husband and I trust who are willing to work together. If you want more detail, check out my A to Z story G is for Garage.

4. Which super hero would you like to have sex with? Why?
a. Aquaman
b. Superman
c. Wonder Woman
d. She-Ra

a. Aquaman. I mean, he’s gorgeous (not that any of the others aren’t), but I’ve also always been attracted to water.

5. Do you think the lure to live out sexual fantasies or have sex frequently is amplified by technology? Briefly explain.

It might be. What is great about technology is being able to connect with people who have kinks like you. What I once thought was weird or taboo, I have come to realize are kinks I share with many, many people, I just didn’t know it before.

Bonus: Describe your fantasy life in three (3) words.

Being openly myself.

 

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O is for Outcast – Part 2 #AtoZChallenge

Here is the next installment to my Third Week Favorite!

If you didn’t read O is for Outcast, you’ll want to go back and read that first. If you don’t know what’s going on, check out my Theme Reveal for full details. Don’t forget to vote for 4th week favorites and come back next week for more!

With next week’s installment, you’ll also be able to vote for your favorite of the four stories posted in May. I’ll also count likes and comments!


Andee

I was literally holding my breath. Had I really just told my best friend that I was in love with her? Yes, yes I did. I felt my whole body break out in a cold sweat. I wondered what Krystal would think of my clammy hands. What if I just ruined the best friendship I’d ever had? All the thoughts and doubts swirled in my head. It felt like minutes went by, but I was pretty sure it could only have been seconds. I suddenly wished we hadn’t gotten up on the couch. If I were sitting on the floor, I couldn’t slide off when my body went limp.

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TMI Tuesday!

I missed last week, but here are this week’s TMI Tuesday Questions. Comment with your link if you participated!

1. If you had a whole week (no work, no kids) to do things with your significant other, what would you do?

Go on vacation. I would want to be out of the house so no other responsibilities either. Something all inclusive where we can spend lots of time in bed.

2. What is your idea of a long-term relationship?

My current relationship has lasted 14 years, so definitely at least a few years.

3. What is a healthy relationship?

A relationship with mutual respect. Listening, talking, compromise.

4. How did you meet your current (or last) lover?

The internet!

5. What is the first thing you do after having sex?

Clean up, so I can cuddle. I don’t like being a mess, so a bit of cleanup has to come first.

Bonus: Do you have any bad habits that you hide from your significant other? You can tell us…or not.

I’m pretty open with my significant other. I honestly can’t think of anything that he doesn’t know.

L is for Lifeguard – Part 2 #AtoZChallenge

Here is the next installment to my Second Week Favorite!

If you didn’t read L is for Lifeguard, you’ll want to go back and read that first. If you don’t know what’s going on, check out my Theme Reveal for full details. Don’t forget to vote for 3rd and 4th week favorites and come back next week for more!

I know I’m late on the 2nd week one, but I’ll be back on track for Weeks 3 and 4!


On second thought, maybe I woke up in hell.

Having Jake standing above me, looking like he had just had his mouth pressed against mine was sexy as hell, but then reality set in. My ribs hurt, a lot. My head was pounding. My vision was blurry.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

I tried to nod, but it hurt too much. When I tried to speak, I had trouble getting my mouth to work. Finally, I choked out, “Yes.”

“Don’t move,” he instructed. “EMTs are on their way.”

EMTs!? I didn’t need an EMT, I just needed to get up. People were congregating all around us, but I couldn’t see my daughter. I wanted to look for her, but Jake was holding my head.

“You might have a neck injury,” he said. “I need you to keep your head still.”

“My daughter,” I choked out.

“You have a daughter?” he asked, “Here?”

“Yes.”

“I’ll have someone find her. What’s her name?”

“Julie,” I said. My voice sounded hoarse, but it was coming back slightly.

Jake looked away from me and spoke to someone. His hands never left the sides of my head.

My vision was clearing, and I really wanted to sit up. “I think I’m okay,” I said.

“No,” Jake said. “Your head is bleeding, there’s already a nasty bump on it, and you were passed out for more than a minute. The EMTs need to check you out.”

Even as I was lying there, frustrated, I found myself slightly turned on by how forceful Jake was being. I liked a man who could be in charge.

I heard someone say, “Jack,” and Jake looked up. Maybe I was wrong about his name… maybe it was Jake and not Jack. Crap, that was going to be hard to switch in my head.

The next thing I knew, the EMTs had arrived, my daughter came over and started crying when she saw me. They were asking me who they could call to take care of Julie, but I couldn’t come up with an answer. The next hour was a whirlwind. The EMTs examined me and put me in the ambulance. I kept asking for Julie, but they just kept assuring me she was fine. I was having trouble staying awake, and as much as it was bothering me that I couldn’t do anything, I was just physically unable to.

I don’t know how much time passed before I became coherent again. And all of this over a stupid fall at the pool. I woke up, finally clear-headed, mentally berating myself for not being more careful.

I looked around the room and found that I was alone in a hospital room. I sat up slowly and found that I wasn’t dizzy, though I did feel weak. I was about to call the nurse when the door opened. Julie saw that I was sitting up and launched herself into my arms. I caught her easily and held her to me. Breathing in her scent, I was so comforted by her little arms around me.

“Mommy, you’re okay!”

“Of course I’m okay,” I said, and I discovered just how hoarse my voice was and how dry my mouth was. I hadn’t noticed how bad it was before.

Jake, no Jack, was suddenly there. He must have walked in with Julie, but I had been so fixated on her that I hadn’t noticed. He was handing me a cup of water. I drank gratefully and then looked up at him. “Thank you.”

“No problem,” he said with a smile.

“How long have I been here?”

“Thirty-six hours.”

My eyes went wide. “Really?”

“Yeah,” he said.

“How long have you been here?”

“Thirty-six hours,” he replied.

I was speechless. I didn’t know what to say. But Julie took over.

“We followed you over in the ambulance,” she said. “And then Jack hung out with me until they would let us back to see you. Everyone was really nice to me. Jack got me food. And then we got to have a sleep over here! I slept on that couch, and Jack slept on that chair,” she pointed out the small couch and reclining chair that adorned my hospital room.

“Wow,” was all I could say.

Jack sat down on the recliner and watched me. I suddenly had the realization that I must look a complete mess. I self-consciously smoothed back my hair. I had put it in a ponytail in the pool, so I took the tie out and tried to smooth it back into something reasonable. Jack’s gaze was still locked on me, and I felt my cheeks burn.

Jack just looked at me and smiled.


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Virtual Hugs for a Friend!

“My girlfriend Sandra at “What Sandra Thinks” is going through some tough times and her friends here on WordPress want to show her some love. Thanks to Cyranny at “Cyranny’s Cove” who came up with some questions for those of us who are closest to her. I loved the idea and readily agreed. If you follow the link to Cyranny’s blog, you find links to the other posts for Sandra. I’m thinking of this as a great big virtual hug for my friend:”

How did you discover Sandra’s blog? And how long have you been following her?

I met Sandra as part of the A to Z Blog Challenge. She quickly became one of my favorite bloggers, in fact! I even posted about her in my reflections post.

What do you enjoy the most about “What Sandra Thinks”?

I love her writing style, her genre, and especially her voice. Both in her fiction and in her personal posts, I can feel the real person behind the screen. Not all writers can portray that voice through their fiction.

What do you like the most about Sandra herself?

She’s such a real person. Good and bad, as we all are, but real. And she has the bravery to put it all out there. So many people in this digital world only put out the good things about themselves and it makes it seem like we’re all perfect people. I don’t post on my blog when I run out of money, or eat too much food, or skip going to the gym. It’s a skewed perspective. But Sandra is honest. More honest than most of us.

What would be one of your favorite posts from Sandra?

I only started reading her blog recently, and I love Dear Diary. It was definitely one of my top three favorites!

What would you tell Sandra, if you two were talking over a cup of coffee?

I’m hoping that we can get a cup of coffee this summer! I’m going to be heading out her way for vacation… maybe we’ll see. 🙂

What do you wish for Sandra, in the future?

I want Sandra to see herself the way we see her. I want her to find her dream job. I want her kids to tell her how much she inspires them (because I’m sure she does, but kids don’t often tell their parents that). I want her to find happiness and joy. She deserves it!

So, virtual hugs for my virtual friend, Sandra! (And you should all check out her blog!)

TMI Tuesday!

Thanks to the A to Z Blog Challenge, I found the TMI Tuesday Blog! One of the things I struggle with is what to put on my blog. Besides the obvious short (and not-so-short) fiction that I post, I don’t know what else to say. This is the perfect solution!

1. What makes you, you?
This is a fascinating question. A big part of me is my writing. I am passionate about it. If there is one thing I am going to invest my time in (outside of work and family/friends), it’s writing. It is an amazing outlet for me, both sexually (as I write erotic fiction) and in terms of a creative outlet. I am so grateful for my supportive writing group, too!

2. Do you care more about doing the right thing or doing things right?
Doing the right thing! I also want to do things right, but I am a very big believer in doing the right thing.

3. What is sexual freedom? Do you have it?
What a great question. As an erotic fiction writer, this is something that I feel strongly about. It is important to me that people have the ability to express themselves sexually in whatever way they like, with the only caveat being that it’s between consenting adults.

Do I have it? Mostly. At home I certainly do. My husband and I have a beautiful poly marriage. Our partners are respectful and wonderful, and we are very lucky to be able to explore.

However, I have to hide behind a pen name because of my profession. Not that I feel a need to share details of my sex life with coworkers, but it would be nice to be able to tell them that my husband and I are polyamorous.

4. In your romantic relationships, is trust more important than love?
Trust is definitely important, but love is what it’s all about. I will grant that there have been relationships which have failed because of a lack of trust, not a lack of love. But there have also been relationships that have failed because of a lack of love, not a lack of trust.

5. Your life, is it more of a dream or a nightmare?
My life is a dream. Definitely. It’s not 100% perfect, but it is wonderful in so many ways. I am blessed.

Bonus:  What is the last romantic thing you did for someone?
It was quite a while ago, but my favorite one was for my husband’s and my 5 year wedding anniversary, I filled 50 balloons with little notes of all the reasons I love him. Then I filled a room with them. We spent quite a while popping each balloon so he could read the notes.

Thanks for reading my first TMI Tuesday! Comment with your links so I can read yours, or comment to say hi! 🙂

C is for Caged – Part 2 #AtoZChallenge

Here is the next installment to my First Week Favorite!

If you didn’t read C is for Caged, go back and read that first. If you don’t know what’s going on, check out my Theme Reveal for full details. Don’t forget to vote for 2nd, 3rd, and 4th week favorites and come back next week for more!


Colby hung up the phone wondering how in the hell he was going to manage an orgasm. He opened the drawer next to the bed that held Corrine’s sex toys. He found a big dildo and tossed it on the bed. That would be no help. Then he found nipple clamps. Nope. A flogger. Ben Wa Balls. Clit clamp. Fuck. None of those things would be helpful.

Finally, he hit the jackpot. He found a small vibrator that was soft and squishy. It was designed to work on a clit, but it might do it. He pulled it out and checked that it worked. It did. He lay back against the pillows and spread his legs wide. He could feel his cock pressing hard against the cage already, and he knew that this was going to be painful. But he also knew the consequences of failing.

Pressing the vibrator against the base of his cock, he felt the whole cage vibrate. It was a different sensation than he was used to, but it felt good. In fact, it felt so good that he could feel his orgasm building quickly. Without meaning to, he started bucking his hips. He groaned loudly as hot cum came shooting out and covering parts of the cage and his fingers. He quickly snapped a picture with his phone and texted it to Corrine.

“Very good,” she said in reply. Then she texted him a restaurant and time.

He got himself cleaned up as best he could in the cage and was waiting for her ten minutes before the appointed time. He watched her pull into the lot and gingerly got out of his car. His cock was sore from pressing against the cage, and the orgasm had not left him feeling relieved at all.

Colby watched her carefully so that he was standing next to her door when she put the car in park. As soon as the door unlocked, he opened it for her.

She smiled up at him, sliding her sunglasses off. “Thank you, dear,” she said sweetly. Too sweetly.

He attempted a smile that came out more like a grimace and stood back so she could exit the car. He closed the door for her, and she slipped her arms around him in a hug, pressing her body against his so that she could feel the cage. He moaned involuntarily.

“You’re such a good boy,” she whispered in his ear. “I liked seeing that picture.”

“Thank you, Ma’am,” he whispered back.

“Shall we?” she asked, pulling back as though she hadn’t just given him another raging hard on within his confines.

He whimpered but nodded. They held hands as they walked into the restaurant. It wasn’t busy, and they got a table right away. Sitting down, she made chit-chat about work while he sat uncomfortably, wondering if Corrine was going to give him the key to the cage. She hadn’t promised she would, which he realized was a mistake on his part. He should have made that part of the deal, but he had suspected she wouldn’t be negotiated with.

When they had finished their lunch, he paid the check and walked her to her car. He held the door open, and she slid inside. He couldn’t believe how nervous he felt. He didn’t know how to bring it up. With the door open wide, he stood as close to the car as he could get. She was just eye level with his cock.

“What?” she asked, feigning innocence.

“Ma’am,” he cleared his throat and swallowed hard, “would you please give me the key?”

She grinned. “Why should I?”

“I did everything you asked, Ma’am.”

“Of course you did. I expected you to.”

“Yes, Ma’am,” he said, and his eyes dropped to the ground, defeated. He knew he wasn’t getting out of the cage today.

“Good boy,” she said. He had to take a step back as she got back out of the car. She rubbed her body up against his and kissed him deeply. His arms went around her automatically, and he held her tight against him. He couldn’t help but whimper into her mouth as their hot kiss further wound him up.

“Thank you, Ma’am.”

She wrapped her arms around him, and he felt something slide into his pocket. “You may unlock yourself when you get home,” she said. “You were a very good boy.”

“Thank you, Ma’am,” he said, this time with utter relief. Only a little longer and he would be free!

“But first,” she said, and he had to stop himself from moaning, “I need you to run a few errands for me.” She pulled a folded note out of her pocket and handed it to him. “Good luck!” she said.

He watched her drive away and then pulled out the note. He. Was. Screwed.


Thanks for checking out my blog. Don’t forget to follow me on Facebook, Twitter, and Goodreads. If you’re interested in reading more, check out my Choose Your Own Erotic Adventure, Runaway or my debut BDSM Erotic Novel Slave.

Reflections #AtoZChallenge

Reflection A to Z Challenge

I can’t believe we made it through the month of April! It went so quickly, which is typical when it’s a busy month.

I started writing my posts in October of 2017 (though I took an extensive break for NaNoWriMo). It felt great going into April will all of my posts pre-scheduled. I had a goal of spending a minimum of an hour a day reading blogs. It went really well the first week, but it was a struggle to maintain.

Even so, I read 44 different blogs and commented on over 350 blog posts! I definitely found several that I was really into. My top 3: (in no particular order)

  1. What Sandra Thinks
  2. The Next Chapter
  3. Sasha Knight

It was also my first year as a co-host of the event, and it was so much fun working with the team! Don’t forget to fill out our survey so we can make this blog hop even better!

As for my own project, I got lots of comments and likes, but few votes. One person will get a free e-book of the book I write based on your votes, but you have to enter on the Google Forms. So go now and vote on Week 2, Week 3, or Week 4 stories!

Thanks for reading, and feel free to poke me if I don’t post often enough now that we’re in the “off season.” Though, I am really excited about the Road Trip coming later this month! There are so many blogs I didn’t get to read!

Happy Blogging
– Jayden